Watching Aidenâs heart break into a thousand little pieces right before her eyes was one of the most agonizingly painful things Sophia had ever witnessed, and the worst part of it all was that it was entirely her faultâshe was the cause of his suffering; she was the one who had hurt him beyond repair. By being unable to express the extent of her emotions for him in return, she had broken his heart, and Sophia saw the moment poor Aidenâs face fell, his previously hopeful expression contorting into one of despair. She knew what he must have been thinkingâthat because of her inability to profess her love for him in return meant that she simply didnât reciprocate his emotions in the first place. But that wasnât the case; that wasnât it at all. Sophia Bartlett was head over heels in love with Aiden Brook, she justâŚdidnât know how to say it without feeling far too vulnerable and unguarded for her own good.
But Aiden didnât know. He didnât know that she had had her heart (and her body) stomped and trampled on in the past, and he didnât understand that she had more than one reason to feel the way she did when it came to allowing herself to love and be loved in return. But even that wasnât his fault, it was hersâshe still hadnât told him about Colton and the abusive past she shared with him, and she still didnât know if she ever would. Right now, though, she wasnât thinking about Coltonâshe was thinking about Aiden, her Aiden, and how his already fragile self-esteem had been dealt yet another blow at her own hands. She watched, helpless to do anything else, as he faked a yawn and gently pushed her away and off of his lap, unable to find the right words to say as he excused himself to the bedroom for the night. She knew that he wasnât tiredâthat up until five minutes ago, he would have been more than willing to spend the rest of the night fooling around, butâŚnow he wanted to be alone with the pain of love that was seemingly unrequited.
And yet here he was, offering her food and the use of his home, despite the fact that she had more or less just torn out his heart and walked all over it. He was still soâŚso sweet, and so in love with her, and it hurt to see him walk away so dejectedly, the slump of his shoulders giving way to his hopelessness. After he had retreated into the bedroom, Sophia fell back down onto the couch once more, burying her face in the palms of her hands. Hours passed like days as she struggled to figure out what to do, knowing that Aiden was just a room a way and hurting because she was emotionally scarred and damaged beyond repair. She didâŚshe did love him, though, andâŚmaybe it was time for her to tell him.
It was past midnight when Sophia finally managed to convince herself that she could no longer hide her feelings away in a small box and keep them from AidenâAiden, who had already given her so much and deserved the world in return. So, making a decision, she rose from the couch, walking towards her boyfriendâs room and slipping out of her clothing in the process, leaving her in the bra and knickers set she had planned on wearing to bed. She opened the door quietly, peering inside and assuming that Aiden was already fast asleep. She crept over towards the bed, joining him on the large and fluffy mattress and crawling towards him. Even in sleep, his features were still so clearly distraught, andâŚGod, she didnât know what she would do if she found out that she had upset him to the point of tears. Aiden was so sensitive, andâŚshe just hoped that what she was about to do would make him feel even a little bit better. She straddled him carefully, parting her thighs and settling on top of him intimately before leaning down so that she could press gentle, chaste kisses all over his face. She peppered kisses on each of his cheeks and along the line of his jaw, eventually reaching his lips, which she kissed with the utmost tenderness. âAidenâŚâ she breathed, caressing the side of his face softly, apologetically. âAidenâŚplease wake up. I need to tell you something.â