✧*。♡Just a teen with mental issues ♡ ✧*。

The reason new moon is my favorite in the saga is not because I'm team Jacob (I'm very much NOT team Jacob) but because it's the book that hurts the most. Smeyer writes best when she's trying to rip her readers hearts out. What that says about her I'm not sure I want to unpack any time soon. (What that says about me is something I'm discussing with a professional.)

Think about how devastating most of midnight sun is. That's because she's trying hard to convince us, through soggy mop Edward's perspective, that this story we already know the ending of will be a tragedy. This time they won't end up together forever. This time Bella won't get everything she's ever wanted or needed. That Edward isn't worthy of a good ending. And God dammit if it doesn't make the book so hard to put down.