I'm not a hero

the thing is, the show runners only ever cared about the brothers. actually, scratch that. they only ever cared about sam, who was supposed to be the main lead until jensen ackles started portraying his character so well that more and more people were rooting for dean, which ended up in dean being given more screen time, and more plot lines, which was bittersweet seeing how much the writers loved torturing his character.

but the show runners cared about sam. so they killed castiel off, their third lead, their third main character whose viewings literally depended on, two episodes before the grand finale. and then twenty minutes into said finale, they killed dean off, because that’s what he was supposed to do. the protective big brother with a savior complex, daddy’s little soldier, the one who could not even imagine having a life of his own, who could never be free. they killed him off like none of what castiel said in his epiphany mattered. they killed him off like they were in season 2.

we are pissed, because the show runners realized their story wasn’t theirs anymore, because this is what happens when you milk a story for fifteen years, it evolves beyond your initial expectations, and it’s supposed to. but the show runners didn’t like that, and they reclaimed their story in the most violent and disrespectful way, and this is why you can watch the series finale straight after the very first episode and still understand everything. because every single developments the show has ever made has been looked upon and discarded like it was nothing.

You can’t give us character developments, and relationships, and build ups, and tensions, and lessons if you just want to suddenly flush those down the toilet once you realize your story has gone beyond what you initially expected and you want to regain some kind of control over it, you can’t start storylines if you’re not gonna resolve them, you can’t make a whole show about how “family don’t end in blood” and “free will is all that matters” if you decide to end with an episode that is basically saying the exact opposite. that’s just plain disrespectful. to the actors, to the crew, to the fans, to anybody who has ever been emotionally invested in your show, even in the slightest way. stop wasting people’s time. 

I mean, i know you see, i know Angelo Tyrant of Padua ain’t Victor Hugo’s most popular play (sure it’s not as unpopular as Cromwell but still) and i know people who read Hugo for fun are not running the streets  and therefore i know this post won’t likely make sense to anyone but STILL

Idc about the drama rules, idc that your characters must be damaged and tortured and hurting and burdened with shitty lives and cruel fate, you had NO RIGHT Hugo, no fucking right to hurt my beloved Tisbe like you did.

One cannot create such a beautiful, complex smart and in the end, fucking selfless character to end up beating the living shit out of them. I mean come on, poor girl being raised by a poor mother but managing to be happy nevertheless because the love her mother had for her was enough to satisfy her until the day that one asshole of an ambassador decides to bloody hang said mother for no apparent reason but the fact he was offended by a motherfucking song. Of course the girl is devastated, WHO WOULDN’T BE, but sweet new girl comes in and begs for her mother’s life and you think, jeez thank god, she can live in peace now but QUE NENNI my friends, her mother passes away a few years later and she becomes an actress and everyone loves her and you think that’s great but nope, not at all, ‘cause she also became the mistress of a motherfucking podestat who happens to be a bloody tyran, everyone either hates or fear him and she has to be with that man who claims to be in love with her when really, that’s just lust, but that’s fine because the girl has a lover whom she truly loves, a man called Rodolfo who is really, the only good thing in his life but NOPE AGAIN, said asshole Rodolfo doesn’t love Tisbe, he loves bloody Catarina, sweet good Catarina who happens to be the podestat’s legitimate wife. Now what, think that’s cheesy, and cliché ? Yes maybe, but it’s also fucking tragic because guess what, Tisbe, who only ever kept putting up with life (‘cause man ! that girl’s heavily depressed behind that bloody mask of sarcasm) for the love of her beloved Rodolfo comes to learn that said guy sleeps with Caty so she goes in, check for herself, threaten that bloody wife, only to find out that this girl she hates for stealing her bloody boyfriend happens to be the girl who saved HER MOTHER all those years ago, she’s shattered really and the podestat also learns that his wife is sleeping with another so what ? He SENTENCES HER TO DEATH no more and no less, and that could be just as great, cause no Catarina, no cheating Rodolfo = Tisbe can go on with her life, but nah man, ‘cause that chick is selfless you see, she doesn’t get the point of living if the only man she has truly ever loved doesn’t love her back, so she sets some plan up, tricks the podestat into thinking she poisoned his wife as he asked her to and start planning Rodolfo and Catarina’s great escape but Rodolfo, OH RODOLFO THAT GOOF, stumbles on fucking Catarina’s FAKE dead corpse (when really, she’s just asleep, jeez) and believes TISBE KILLED HER so he breaks her already destroyed heart, saying he wants her dead, that she killed the only woman he’s ever loved, THE ONLY ONE, YOU SEE, AND TISBE AGREES EVEN THOUGH SHE DID NOT JUST TO SET HIM OFF SO THAT HE CAN KILL HER AND SHE CAN DIE IN HIS ARMS BECAUSE REALLY that’s the only thing she wants by now, dying in the arms of the man she loves knowing he is and will forever be happy -- but who will bloody care about her, huh ? who cares about her happiness and what she wants from life, who cares about Tisbe’s well being ? NO ONE. NOT EVEN TISBE HERSELF. So Rodolfo DOES kill her, and she fucking DIES and that’s NOT FAIR, and I HATE VICTOR HUGO

so you thought Snape and Lily was a sad love story ? You thought Romeo and Juliet was tragic ? No folks, i’m not taking that shit of mutual endless shakespearian love for something poetic and beautiful, i’m not taking that one sided crazy love as something tragic, TISBE IS BLOODY TRAGIC AND SAD AND I FEEL SORRY FOR HER, and i’m not saying that just because i portrayed her on stage and it is rule #1 that actors must have some love and compassion for the character they’re playing, i’m saying that because i genuinely, deeply care about that character, because she’s a soft and fierce woman who got destroyed by men in a men’s world but who still got the final word in that bloody play, i love her alright, and if i could, trust me when i say that i’d kick Hugo’s fucking ass right away