ED2PCT

I've been horribly sick which resulted in an even longer period of not running. A friend brought up that I've lost wieght because I always work out on an empty stomach. I have been ignoring my demons and have been attempting to eat but in always nauseas and tired.

Then I dont eat and I'm even more tired. So I checked my weight for the first time in a while because of eating disorder fears from my past.

Old me would have loved it. New me knows I NEEEEEED to gain weight if I'm going to keep working out.

I'm 5'10" and 130.5lbs. For those of you who dont know, those in my age group and range should NEVER go below 129. So I decided. I'm going to force down food and get healthy!!!!!

Today was my journey :/ Rough start I managed to eat maybe 600 calories yesterday but it's almost 3pm and I'm still trying to force down this smoothie I made. Super vegan. 580 calories. Tons of protein. But. Its. So. Hard

And damn I havent had any water today damm oh well

Food will always be a hassle but here are my goals:

-Restart C25K, as I got sick on week 8

-Finally finish Blogilates 2.0

Here's a day 1 photo. This is after I forced down that smoothie yesterday. My ribs are showing and my feet are touching. The old me would have loved this, but I have no strength, no muscle, no definition. This is NOT the body ready to walk the PCT.

I have 15 months to get in shape. I need to get to at minimum 30 miles a day.

Day 1 is DONE!!!!!!! DONE AND DEVOURED!!!!

Perhaps I will run tomorrow but day 2 always hurts my abs and legs.

Because I hit submit but it froze and I HIT A BUTTON AFTER IT FROZE BUT IT STILL MARKED MY MOVEMENT AND CHANGED MY ANWSER AND MADE IT WRONG IM SO SAD NOW I WONT HAVE A 4.0 BECAUSE MY STUPID COMPUTER

Ugh I need to gain wieght (I'm wearing three layers of everything)

Week 7 day 3