Blood, Sweat and Tears.

It sucks that this has happened and I feel like we can't be friends. I feel betrayed, but not in the way people think. I wish you felt like you could come to me to talk about it all and it all could have been handled better, had a better outcome. And now I just feel like maybe my friendship never really meant much to you at all... And it sucks because I miss you, even though I really wish I didn't 😔

I feel like one by one I'm just losing friends and it'll be time for me to get a full time job and move away and maybe there won't be much reason to stay. I feel sad and I feel lonely and betrayed and I just don't like it. I don't even care I don't have w boyfriend, it's friends that I want. Friends that are around, that I can count on. I have 2 that are very close to my heart, but I can't just lay everything on them. They have other friends too. I have too many friends that I rarely see, but it's always like we haven't been away, but catching up like twice a year kinda sucks!