DEATH DEALER

you do not need to love yourself to be lovable. there are so many reasons why someone might struggle with loving themselves and a lot of them come down to either marginal identity or mental illness. it’s cruel, unfair and patently false to spread the idea that no one will - or even should! - appreciate you as a person until you “love yourself”, whatever that means. you have inherent worth as a person and the people worth having in your life will see beyond your struggles with self esteem to see you for what you are: someone with complex thoughts and feelings and relationships (including relationships with oneself and one’s body) who deserves good things simply by virtue of continuing to survive. don’t let anyone tell you your struggle makes you worthless.

okay but think about this so muse a and muse b both have super fucked up pasts and have terrible nightmares/night terrors as a result and do everything they can to stay awake to avoid them but muse b moves next door to muse a and finds them out back one night in the freezing cold trying to keep himself/herself awake and after spending the whole night together they decide to keep each other awake from now on but one night muse a falls asleep and starts having a nightmare and muse b goes to comfort them and finds that muse a only comes down when they’re laying together and they realize that they can only ever get the sleep they need when they’re in each other’s arms just think about it

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