tw: SA, CSA shares help A LOT if you can't donate <3 hi everybody. this week, an institution where I was once a student and then an employee released the first internal report of investigatory findings re: decades of CSA and trafficking. as an adult I was a survivor and I have several friends who were as well both as children and, some of whom who were directly in the report. i can't open my internet browser without seeing a national story about it. while what i experienced there has been at the center of my disability (which often fuels my financial struggles) for years, i don't have access to language for what this experience itself is doing to me (the report itself, the media coverage, the new discoveries, & on & on). as soon as i can, i'm going to try to access some of the recovery resources the school is offering. i have not been able to function for most of the week; incapacitation i've never really experienced to this degree. dissociation episodes lasting 4-8 hours. chronic nausea. flashbacks. terror regarding the rest of the ongoing investigation. my rent is due tomorrow and i am not able to get loans from friends, family, nor an extension. i'm $300 short. if anybody can help, i'd be endlessly fucking grateful. to anyone who sends i will send a message back confirming i received it. paypal: [email protected] i love you all


















