So Iām either going crazy, or Iām connecting with something quite sensual that I canāt see. I feel something over my shoulders, I mentally keep looking back smiling, itās brushing my hair, wanting to hold my hand, singing for me, dancing around me
Itās like weāre playing a game, engaging in a particular dance, I catch myself doing movements, started with my feet, and now my whole body follows suit
Every time slight wind brushes me, I feel like Iāve connected with something. Like the touch of a lover that Iāve been yearning for
In these moments I feel euphoric
My heart is full of something, that I canāt describe
My being is feeling something, thatās both here, and soon coming into my life
What I mean is, itās here, but not here at the same time
It feels sooo dreamy and my mind is silent, I only have the echo of the words Iām writing
Itās kind of like Shiva is serenading Shakti⦠I actually donāt wanna label what it is.
I mean all these in literal sense š, Iām not trying to be poetic gosh.