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Hey, guys! I know it's been a little while since I last updated, and I apologize sincerely for that. I've been having some trouble getting in the right place to write. I'm going to take a few more days, rewatch some of Vengeance, and hope I gain back some of my previous inspiration. As flattering as it is that you're all eager to read my next update, I would ask you to refrain from sending me asks pressuring me to post, as that doesn't really help me get into a writing mindset, hahaha. So if you'll all be patient for just a little while longer, I'll be updating again regularly in time. I love you all endlessly. <3
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IF I HAD A VOICE 10
Title: If I Had A Voice
Summary: Part 10. Spartacus reveals plans to find Naevia within the mines. With the threat of death within those tunnels looming ever closer, both Tiberius and Agron reveal to one another things previously unspoken.
Rating: PG-13.
It was strange to see the home of his former master so overrun by the men that had liberated it. Tiberius had grown up in the house and had only known it filled to the brim with slaves demure and obedient, with guests high-born and upperclass. Now there were gladiators within the walls, freed warriors that talked and fucked more loudly than Tiberius had ever thought possible. It was a shock to him, but one he found himself adjusting to. And it was an adjustment made easier with Agron by his side. Agron, a man the former body slave would never have imagined seeing again, if only because Leddicus had convinced him otherwise. But now Leddicus was dead and Agron was near, so perhaps the Roman had given the gladiator less credit than he'd deserved. Perhaps Leddicus had, given Tiberius less credit, too. Dawn broke quickly after the dominus' body had fallen dead onto the stone floor. As soon as the sun had started to peek over the horizon, all had been roused from sleep and summoned into the large courtyard at the center of the house. Carved pillars surrounded a garden once carefully tended, though now its caretakers had left it to the hands of countless others who stripped it of its bulbs and root vegetables, who trampled its carefully lain paths and crushed its fragile flowers underfoot. The high grass within remained and was untouched, though, ever flourishing in the sunlight that streamed down from the open sky above. It was amongst that tall grass that Spartacus stood, turning slowly to look at all that had gathered around him. The rebellion's numbers had increased greatly with the liberation of Leddicus's house. Just as it was odd to see gladiators among them, Tiberius found it strange to gaze upon the faces of those who had served in this house with him, their slave collars gone from their necks and a different look to them. Some were glad for the newfound freedom, eyes alight with it, but there were some that were confused. There were some whose now idle hands twisted with nothing to do. These were the men and women who, like Tiberius himself, had never known the feeling of freedom and who now felt without purpose, having no one to serve. They were the ones who looked most intently at Spartacus, as if expecting him to give them the orders they so craved. Tiberius, too, watched on as the rebellion's leader addressed his followers new and old. "We had plans to move for Vesuvius," he said, eyes scanning the crowd. "To set up camp there and free more people from slavery. But Crixus--" All eyes turned to the Gaul, who stood behind Spartacus. "--means to go to the mines and have his woman returned to loving embrace." All were still. Tension was in the air before Spartacus spoke again. "I stand with him," the Thracian said, "and will see Naevia from bondage." At that, the silence was broken by chatter, some confused and some defiant and some, mostly from Crixus' kin, agreeable. Tiberius glanced to Agron, who stood beside him. In the brief time before dawn, the gladiator had confessed to Tiberius that he had struggled with telling Crixus of Naevia's fate. That he thought it would have been easier to lie and tell the man she was dead so they could all avoid the suicide mission to the mines. That conflict showed on his face then. Tiberius reached out and touched his hand. "The mines?" one of the gladiators said, incredulous. Tiberius didn't know his name, but he was blond and wielded an axe. "To stand with Crixus is to fucking fall with him, then." There were murmurs of agreement throughout the crowd. The gladiator that had spoken stepped forward now, and all paid attention to him. "No one escapes the mines. It would be easier to slit our throats now than to make attempt on them." Those that shared the same opinion became more vocal. The blond raised voice one more time. "And what of those who don't wish to die for some whore?" It was the wrong choice of words. Suddenly, Crixus lunged forward and tackled the other gladiator to the ground, though the impact was softened by the high grass that surrounded them. Agron was gone from Tiberius's side and, as Spartacus pulled the Gaul off the other man, Agron stood between them. With one hand pressed against the blond gladiator's chest, Agron held him back. And, to the apparent surprise of most others, the German spoke on Crixus's behalf. "She is more than a whore," Agron said, "and you would do well to hold your tongue or find it removed from mouth." The Gaul stopped his struggle against Spartacus and only stared at the blond gladiator, his breathing heavy. Agron continued to speak. "Those who do not wish to venture into the mines can follow Donar to Vesuvius. Those who would see Naevia freed can come with us." Us, he'd said. And so bound himself to the mission. Donar - who Tiberius assumed was the axe-wielding gladiator - looked at Agron, scoffed, and shook his head. With that, he turned to walk from the courtyard. Others followed; most were slaves from Tiberius's own house, who no doubt feared the mines more than any gladiator. Some were those that had been in the ludus with Spartacus and the rest. Most that stayed behind were Crixus's kin, men from Gallia. Tiberius looked to Agron and found that the man was looking back at him - and Agron nodded his head. Was that his assent for Tiberius to follow the rest to Vesuvius? Or perhaps an order to do so. But Tiberius would not be separated from Agron again. More than that, he could be useful. He wasn't weak; he would not flee from the mines because some thought that the tunnels would trap him there. "I accompanied my dominus to the mines once," he said, lifting his voice. Spartacus, Crixus, and the others turned toward him. He met the eyes of Crixus if only to avoid Agron's gaze, which the former slave knew would be fixed upon him. "I may be of some aid." "Well received," the Gaul said with a nod. So now Tiberius committed himself to this mission just as Agron had. And when the rest in the courtyard dispersed, off to prepare for the mission to the mines, no doubt, Tiberius and the gladiator were left alone. The Syrian still looked anywhere but at Agron, but that didn't stop the man from approaching and addressing him. "You cannot go to the mines," Agron said, now standing before Tiberius. The gladiator reached out and gently cupped Tiberius's face in his hand, and only then did the former slave shift his gaze to meet the other's. What he saw in those green eyes surprised him. He'd expected anger, perhaps. Disappointment. Defiance. But not this desperation. From what sadness did that come? "You cannot. It is as sure a death as giving yourself to the Roman army." Tiberius drew his eyebrows together. "Are you not going?" he asked then, and the way Agron's gaze skirted away was an answer in itself. "Then so am I." He considered the matter settled. As if he would run to Vesuvius with the rest with the knowledge that Agron likely wouldn't come back from the mines. Agron was all he had left in the world; Tiberius would be leaving this house, would be leaving the only life he knew, and he would do so with the gladiator at his side. Though Tiberius was decided, Agron still argued. His free hand joined the other in holding the Syrian's face and he leaned forward. There was wildness in his eyes. "I will not watch you fall," he said, voice low, "not as I watched Du--" But he cut himself off and clenched his jaw, nostrils flaring, as though it took great effort to hold back what was inside of him. As if Tiberius hadn't realized that Agron had suffered something. It had been in the other man's face since the moment they'd been reunited, no matter how Agron tried to hide it. Only hours ago Tiberius had asked him what so weighed upon him, what made his brow buckle when he thought the Syrian couldn't see him, but there had been no answer. Tiberius sought one again. "Not as you watched... what?" the Syrian asked. And as he looked on, he was witness to Agron steeling himself, building walls of protection from what must have been a painful memory. Tiberius could see those walls as they went up stone by stone. How he wanted to be part of that foundation. He had no desire to break down the defense but rather wanted to be something that strengthened it. He wanted to be some of the reason this memory didn't consume Agron, didn't take him over and make him hurt. But Tiberius could only be that if the gladiator shared with him what was in his heart. The Syrian leaned into the hands still cupping his face and caught Agron's eye. "If you are to go to the mines and never leave them, I would have you do so unburdened." It took a moment for Agron to reply. He was still for some time and seemed to be searching Tiberius's face, though for what, the man had no idea. He allowed it to happen, though, and his patience paid off. Soon, Agron dropped his hands to take one of Tiberius's. "Come," he said gently, "and I will reveal all. Then we say goodbye to this place forever." And so Agron pulled Tiberius by the hand and needed no guidance to find the former slave's old room, where they'd tried to sleep the night before with little success. It was private, and privacy was what the two needed in that moment. Who knew when they would find some again. Who knew if they would. The two sat on the floor, leaning against the wall. Tiberius tilted his head back and then turned to look at Agron, though the gladiator stared intently at the floor. There was silence between them for some time and though the Syrian wanted to break it, to urge Agron to speak, he thought it better to let the other man come to it in his own time, though it wouldn't be long before they were both off to the mines with the rest that had volunteered to go. "Will you be sad to leave here?" Agron asked suddenly. He had lifted his head and was looking around Tiberius's small room. The former slave's eyes followed the same path. "No," he said, voice low. "I will not." There had been a time where he'd thought his life... good. And certainly it had been better than most slave's lives. But Agron had given him a taste of all he'd been missing. More than that, the gladiator had brought forth from Leddicus the man he truly was, and that had been an ugly thing to witness. An ugly thing to fall victim to. Tiberius was happy for the Roman's death and would be happy to step foot from his villa. Happy to leave it all behind him. Though he still struggled with the concept of freedom, he preferred it already to the life he'd had, and that largely had to do with the man sitting by him in that moment. "What life did you live," Agron continued, "before you were slave to Leddicus?" This was not the conversation Tiberius had expected. Agron should have been confessing things to him, not the other way around, but the gladiator had promiesd to reveal all. So Tiberius would simply have to be patient. And he would have to call forth memories that had not been touched in a very long time. "I do not remember much," he said, brow furrowing as he went further and further back into the dark recesses of his mind that had long since been forgotten. "Nothing about my life in Assyria. I do remember a brother." Though barely. He remembered a boy older than him with the same dark hair and eyes and a quick smile. More confident than Tiberius's own. Easier than his own. The Syrian blinked and shook his head, unsure of where this image had come from. He had no context for it. "A brother," Agron repeated, and Tiberius immediately looked back at the man. His tone of voice in saying those two short, simple words, had been heartbreaking. There was misery behind them. And even before Agron continued and confessed what he'd so long kept internal, Tiberius knew. He simply knew. "I too had a brother." The gladiator turned his head and met Tiberius's gaze, and never had the Syrian seen anything so heart-rending as the green of Agron's eyes covered in a sheen of tears. How many had already fallen for this brother? Not enough. That much was obvious. Not enough. "No longer?" Tiberius whispered. Agron held the Syrian's gaze, unblinking, and shook his head. "He was struck down by the Romans," the gladiator said. And this wound, Tiberius could tell, was a recent one. Perhaps it had happened when the slaves had risen up against Batiatus. Not so long ago, and Agron still felt the tragic weight of it. Tiberius had been young when he'd been separated from his family; he hadn't had the time to love them as Agron had had the time to love his brother. The Syrian couldn't imagine the pain that came with losing someone so close, so dear. It was something he'd never suffered before. "Struck down," Tiberius then said, taking Agron's hand and holding it tightly, "when he bravely turned sword against them." It was a death worthy of a gladiator, was it not? Though Tiberius knew nothing of glory or of honor. But for a man that craved freedom, what better way to die than in the pursuit of it? Better than dying a slave, a piece of the Romans' games. The fingers intertwined with Tiberius's own tightened, and so did Agron's lips, for a brief moment. And then they parted, and he spoke again. "As you shall one day," he said. "Perhaps this one, when we venture into the mines." So Agron had surrendered to what Tiberius wanted, and it was better that way, because the Syrian would have fought tooth-and-nail until he won. No way would he have gone to Vesuvius when he could have been of aid in the mines. No matter that it may have meant death for the both of them. He would rather face that death than live the rest of this new life without Agron. "Perhaps," Tiberius returned gently. "And should we fall within the tunnels, we will meet your brother in the afterlife." It was the only comfort he could give the other man, and it seemed to work. There was even the slightest smile on Agron's lips, though it disappeared as quickly as it had shown itself. Suddenly, the gladiator stood, and with his grip on Tiberius's hand lifted the Syrian so that they were both on their feet. And if Tiberius wasn't mistaken, it seemed Agron was a bit lighter, his shoulders a bit less burdened. The tragedy of losing his brother would never be gone from him entirely, but if Tiberius had helped at least in some small part ease the pain of it, he was glad. It was time for them to help in preparations for the mines, no doubt. But before they left, Agron pulled Tiberius near and brushed a kiss over his lips. Just a gentle one, so soft it was barely there - but Tiberius would have none of it. No, he reached up and pulled the gladiator into a kiss deeper than that, if only so he could bring the taste of it with him into the mines. Agron responded in kind, wrapping his arms around Tiberius and tugging him closer, and for a moment they were both lost in it. There was no villa around them, no mission looming over them, no call to the afterlife coming closer and closer. But they couldn't stay lost forever. No, they had to come back to earth eventually. And so they did, lips parting. Tiberius's eyes remained closed for a moment and he savored what lingered of the kiss, a grin curling his lips. He felt fingers brush over his smile, and then Agron took a step away from him, leaving him wanting. "Is there anything you would take with you?" he asked, and when Tiberius opened his eyes the gladiator was looking around his room. It was a bare thing with not enough room for anything but a bedroll and a table, and no hiding places for any personal things that might belong to the former slave. Only one thing came to mind. The vial that Tiberius had held onto for so very long when he'd been apart from Agron. But even that precious thing had been tainted by Leddicus' knowledge of it. Better to leave it all behind and start anew, if there was a life after the mines. "Nothing," Tiberius answered firmly, shaking his head. Agron nodded once, and then started walking from the room. The Syrian followed. But right before Tiberius passed the threshold, for the last time exiting the room he'd called his own for years upon years, Agron stopped and turned to look at him. "You were not Tiberius before this house," he said. "In Assyria, you had a different name." Tiberius's brows drew together and, for a moment, he looked confused. So long had he been called 'Tiberius', the name his Roman master had given him upon entering servitude, stripping of his identity as a Syrian. So long had it been that, for a moment, he was afraid he wouldn't be able to remember the name he'd had as a child. The name his parents had given him. The name that had echoed in the back of his mind come from the mouth that held a quick and easy smile, quicker than his own. Tiberius lifted his dark eyes to Agron's and in the former slave's gaze was gratitude. Because now he would be able to strip from himself the person he'd been underneath this roof and beneath Leddicus' thumb. Now he would be a free man by the other man's side without the ghost of his former dominus clinging to him. "My brother called me Nasir," he said, and the name sounded foreign to his ears, felt foreign on his tongue. "Nasir," the gladiator repeated, nodding. From Agron's lips, the name was the sweetest thing Tiberius - the sweetest thing Nasir - had ever heard.
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If you have them saved like in Word or sth, you can always use the Search/Replace tool to change it. Or if not, copy/paste every work to word, change it, etc. Lol sorry, it's the best option I can think of!
It won't be hard to find the places where I mentioned his eyes being blue (easily done with CTRL+F), but I know I've mentioned his eyes a LOT. And it's going to take forever. ):
x-francesca reblogged your post: Dan Feuerriegel on Twitter just said his eyes are green, not blue.
Haha, that’s what I said. GONNA GO BACK AND FIX ALL MY FICS. Too bad you wrote like 100k words, eh Agggy?
Can someone else please go through everything on here and on FF.net and on Ao3 and fix it for me please oh my Goddddd
Dan Feuerriegel on Twitter just said his eyes are green, not blue.
Welp. That's going to take a while to fix.
Will there be another part of "Innocent Bones" ?
There will be, indeed! :D

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Title: I've Got No Strings
Summary: AU. When Lucretia appoints Agron with a task he cannot perform, Tiberius - a slave within the house of Batiatus - takes it upon himself to provide a little inspiration.
Rating: M, for graphic sexual content.
Agron remembered the first time she'd looked at him like a lioness that had just caught sight of her prey. Her hair had been red and when he'd looked up at the balcony, the weight of her gaze somehow slowing the arm he swung in training, the sun had caught that mane and had made it glow. And there on her face had been blue eyes cold and calculating, watching his movements and measuring him. Surveying him for the slaughter. He'd never felt so small. Not when he'd been bound and forced into a slaver's ship. Not when he'd been stripped and examined by potential buyers. Not even when he'd suffered beneath Doctore's whip had he felt so very, very small. There, standing upon the sands with his head tilted back and his gaze lifted to the woman that stood above him, he hadn't felt like a man or a gladiator but like a boy, weak and cowering. A hard blow from Spartacus's sword had brought Agron back to his training, but the damage had been done. The gladiator had fallen into a web, an insect stuck and waiting to be devoured by the spider come wrapped in silks and with hair inflamed by the sun. He'd been left shaken by those eyes for some time, though now the feeling of vulnerability had left him, and with it the vision of his domina there on the balcony. But peace was far from him. Peace had fled him the moment he'd been taken by the Romans and shipped to their country, robbed of his freedom, and it would be long before he ever felt it again. There had been the hope of some peace there in the ludus; he trained and was given the chance of glory in the arena, but always there was a restlessness in him. A part of him that couldn't be content in chains. A part of him that could never be happy while another person held his strings and forced him to dance. And, oh, how Agron would be forced to dance, little did he know - though he would soon. They were all retiring to their rooms for the night after having washed the day's training from their bodies. But clean though Agron might have been, nothing could have washed away the exhaustion that always followed a hard day's work. It had been nothing but those since he stepped foot within the house of Batiatus; he and the rest of the gladiators suffered for it, but their bodies, broken and rebuilt constantly, benefited. Never had Agron been stronger, more fit - all the better, because within the arena he had to be the strongest and the fittest if he wanted to survive. As it was, Agron was looking forward to lowering himself onto the floor and falling to slumber - but he was cruelly stopped before he got there. Though the cruelty of the act disappeared quickly when the gladiator turned and saw the one that had reached out and grabbed his arm. He looked upon this person through the bars of a gate, one that separated the ludus from the villa itself. There, standing just at the bottom of the stairs, was a slave, made obvious by not only the collar around his neck but by the shade of his skin, too dark for such a fair country. Where was he from? Agron found himself wondering suddenly. He wanted to know. The question was on the tip of his tongue and he parted his lips to speak it, as if he was in such a position to do so. But before the query could escape him, the slave spoke. "You are Agron?" he asked, dark eyes flickering over the gladiator, no doubt looking for some indication that this was true. Agron didn't answer for some time; he was too distracted by the hand still resting on his arm. His skin warmed beneath the touch and he found he liked the way those fingers felt. They were not soft like a Roman's but worn and well-worked, though not as calloused as Agron's own. Still, the palms were not baby soft and the fingertips were not weak and the German suddenly wanted more of it. It was the silence that shook Agron from his thoughts; the rest of the gladiators had disappeared around the corner, leaving him and the slave there in the heavy quiet. He slowly remembered what he'd been asked. "I am," came his reply, when the question had come back to him. "And what are you called?" The slave looked surprised at the response. "Tiberius," he answered automatically, though he seemed unsure. Probably the query had caught him off-guard. It couldn't have been often anyone asked a slave his name. But the gladiator was curious. Intrigued. The only people he knew were the ones he trained with every day. Tiberius was new. Different. His touch was a foreign one and Agron welcomed it. And he would encourage it. He grinned and turned more toward Tiberius, and with his free hand wrapped his fingers around one of the bars of the gate. With that, Agron was just a little closer to the slave, and he narrowed his eyes as he looked on. "Tiberius," he repeated, tasting and savoring it. Then he tilted his head to the side. "You're far too dark to have such a fair Roman name," Agron observed. Perhaps he'd be able to satisfy the initial curiosity he'd felt about the other man. Or perhaps not. Though at first Tiberius had only seemed bemused by the question, his expression soon turned to alarm - he pulled his hand away and Agron immediately missed his touch - and then to determination. "The domina summons you," he then said, and gone from his tone was the wonder and tentativeness from before. Tiberius was back to being a slave and doing as ordered, and Agron longed for those brief seconds where the two had only been strangers meeting for the first time. But then, in the midst of his pining, it dawned on him what the slave had just said. 'The domina summons you.' Suddenly Agron remembered all he'd felt underneath her gaze that day during training, remembered wilting beneath the shadow she'd cast upon him. The German would never admit to being afraid of anything but he might have been afraid of her, if he could recognize the feeling. It may have shown on his face but Tiberius saw nothing of it; the slave was looking determinedly at the gate as he took out a key and unlocked it, opening it and making way for the gladiator. Slowly and for the first but not the last time, Agron stepped into the villa and so stepped into another world. It was easier, though, to focus on Tiberius than on this new world. Easier than it was to turn his head from side to side and see these things he'd never encountered before. The slave was something he understood, though they'd only just met. The other man was a mystery, yes, but less mysterious than an ornately carved table they passed or the lounge embroidered and covered in colorful pillows they walked by. None of these were things Agron even had words for. For Tiberius, he had some words: tempting, intriguing, warm, real, human. Agron could grasp onto these words and apply them all to the slave walking a few steps before him and that comforted the gladiator, distracted him from everything else that might overwhelm him, at least for a short time. Too short a time. It wasn't long before Tiberius stopped and turned toward Agron, then gestured for him to enter a room laid out before them. Agron stilled, blue eyes wide and staring through the doorway. Through it he could see soft fabrics hanging, fluttering as if some invisible being walked by and slid gentle fingertips over them. The light was low but shone through the sheer curtains that softened everything, lent to the scene a gentleness and a lightness. But Agron was comforted by none of it. No, he wanted to recoil, to run away from it and back into the dirty ludus he'd been forced to make his home. But he couldn't run away. He had to do what he was told. He had to dance the dance. So instead of fleeing, he allowed himself one more glance at the slave, one more desperate grab for reality and familiarity - and then it was onto this ethereal plane he stepped, any comfort he'd gotten from Tiberius's dark eyes gone in a moment. As he walked forward, a shadow started to come toward him through the fabrics. One would be pushed aside and past it a figure would brush, closer and closer until Agron could see the shape of a woman. She was silhouetted, the light behind her, and at that moment within arm's reach with only one gently fluttering curtain between her and the gladiator. That was when she spoke, and Agron's footsteps ceased. "You will tell no one of this," came her voice. Though it was low, he recognized it. As long as that voice commanded him, he had to obey. In her hands were his strings and she would pull them and and twist them and do with them what she would. "Speak a word of it and find your time on this earth cut short." She reached out and her silhouetted hand was suddenly no longer that; he could see her fingers slowly curl around the edge of the curtain and they were flesh and bone, not just made of shadows as before. "Yes, Domina," came Agron's reply. Those fingers tightened and the curtain was pulled aside, and revealed to the gladiator was his domina as he'd never seen her before. Her red hair was loose from its elaborate style, spilling over her shoulders. Through a sheer, shimmering robe he could see her naked body, the only thing adorning it a chain of precious metal around her waist. The domina was a vision that would make most men tremble, but Agron was not most men. His gaze remained on her eyes - the eyes that had looked coolly down at him from the balcony, eyes that had picked him out of a crowd of gladiators as if picking a dinner to be devoured. Yes, her beauty was lost on him because of that. But not only that. Had she been any other woman, Agron would have remained unmoved; his preference was not for this soft form, for this gentler sex, but for his own. A fact she was unaware of and a fact that she would care nothing for. She stepped toward him and he thought she might be floating. Gliding across the floor, bare feet hovering rather than walking, and her robe rippling around her body - all of this should have likened her to a goddess, but he could only compare her to something come from the underworld to consume him. Agron had no real reason to think this of her, other than the moment of eye contact they'd shared days ago. He knew nothing of her character, knew nothing of how she treated others. It was only a feeling, a tightness in his chest like his heart was a cornered animal, a prisoner within his ribs. And there was nothing he could do to escape it. To escape her and the puppeteer’s hold she had on his strings. Hers were the soft Roman hands that Tiberius didn’t have. She pressed her palm against his bare chest, fingertips lightly brushing over his skin, and when he dared let his gaze flicker to her face, she was looking into his eyes. They skirted away quickly and he swallowed the nervous lump in his throat. “You are here for one thing,” the domina said, her hand dropping lower. “To spill your seed inside of me. Take what enjoyment from it you will but never think--” She stopped her hand’s descent to grab his chin and force him to look at her, as if he would better absorb her words if he saw her lips as they formed them. “--never think that this is being done for your pleasure.” She looked at his lips then, regarded them with interest but then seemed to make a decision against them, and so she met his gaze again. “Do you understand?” she asked. Agron understood all too well. This woman - this Lucretia, his domina - was ordering him to take her. There in the villa he would be forced to lay her down, would be forced to thrust into her again and again until he finished inside of her, filled her with his seed. He had no choice in the matter. It was the last thing he wanted to do; he felt no attraction toward her, no desire to do what she asked of him, and yet... And yet. “Domina,” he said, and nodded. Agron, so far undefeated in the arena, had just surrendered to this woman with one word. There would never be any victory over her. "Undress," she said, taking a step back from him. Within seconds, the subligaria fell from his body and he was left naked. He had done this in front of her once before, he remembered. Before he'd become a gladiator. There had been a woman up on the balcony with her, the yellow-haired wife of some Roman official, and all the newly bought slaves had been ordered to disrobe. It had been different then - less unpleasant. He'd felt none of the discomfort that he did in that moment, exposed beneath Lucretia's icy blue gaze. This was far more intimate and he could feel her eyes on him, feel the path they took over his body. When he'd been on display for her before, there'd been no way for her to reach out and touch him, not from so high up on the balcony. Now he knew her hands would soon follow where her eyes traveled. And so they did. She stepped forward again and reached out, wrapping her fingers around his flesh. Agron's body tensed; it had been long since anyone's hand but his own had touched that particular part of him. He should have stirred at it. His flesh should have warmed and hardened at the attention - it needed to. But it did not. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips together, clenched his jaw and willed his body to cooperate, to do what it must... but it did not. No doubt the domina wouldn't take well to him disobeying her, despite the lack of control he had over his body's response. Agron's heart raced and his mind whirred. What if she decided to punish him for not giving her what she desired? "Apologies, domina," he said, and the breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding left him in a rush. "The day has been long and the body suffers from lack of rest." It was bold of him to speak out of turn but he felt he needed to give some excuse, needed to defend himself somehow, although it was a lie. His eyes opened and he looked at her and for a moment thought that maybe, just maybe, there had been a flash of insecurity in her gaze, but it was gone in an instant if it had ever been there at all and replaced with anger. She froze there with her hand on him and her face lined with annoyance for only a moment before moving away from him and pulling her robe more tightly to her body, though it did nothing to hide her, sheer as it was. "Go, then," she snapped, turning slightly away from Agron and regarding him with narrowed eyes. "I will call on you when you are fresher--" The last word she spat, her tone mocking. "--and then I will expect you to perform." She snapped her fingers and the slave Tiberius immediately appeared, ever ready to be summoned. Agron still stood naked, a thing he quickly realized when the other man's eyes slid over his body, brows raised. Turning slowly to glance down at himself, Agron then bent and replaced his subligaria, his skin heating beneath Tiberius's gaze. Where the domina had failed to arouse him, the slave did so without even trying - a fact that Lucretia could not know. So Agron would escape as quickly as he could. "Domina," he said, nodding his head once in her direction, and then he fled. He didn't even wait for Tiberius to lead him away; he walked blindly through the place so unfamiliar to him and didn't stop until a hand reached out and halted him. A hand he recognized. Soft but not too soft. The gladiator turned and faced Tiberius. "That is the wrong way," the slave said kindly. The way he looked at Agron - was it pitying? No, no, not pity. More like... concern. For a long moment the gladiator only looked at the other man, only read the expression in his face. The villa around them was quiet and gave the two this rare moment of privacy. Agron did nothing with the moment he might have before he'd met Lucretia; before, he might have tried to charm Tiberius. Might have commented on the slave's name again or might have called him 'little man' to see what lay beneath his collected exterior. Might have touched his hair. But he could only stand and stare and, finally, after a long moment, speak. "I could not do what she asked of me," he said, though why he admitted this, he had no idea. Why was he so immediately trusting of this man, the one he'd only just met? This was a slave that no doubt worked close to Batiatus and his wife, a slave that saw more of the dominus and the domina than he ever would of Agron, and yet the gladiator confided in him. Perhaps it was foolish, but he could do nothing to stop himself. "She made me feel nothing," was the rest of his whispered confession. And then his gaze dropped to where Tiberius still touched him. It was the same spot his hand had found before. Agron would surely remember the weight of it. When Tiberius next spoke, his voice was gentle. "Come," he said, and tugged Agron in the right direction. The gladiator followed, all too aware that Tiberius had not let go of him. It was an unpleasant clash of emotion; horror at what had just happened between himself and the domina and intrigue at the way Tiberius's fingers slid down his arm and loosely wrapped around his wrist. Agron could have taken the other man's hand, if he'd wanted to. Or if he'd had the energy or the courage to - because a part of him did want to. Just an impulse, as confessing what had taken place with Lucretia had been. The slave only relinquished his hold on Agron's wrist when he had to take out the key to unlock the gate at the bottom of the stairs and let the gladiator through. The gate was closed behind Agron once he stepped over the threshold into the ludus, but the German didn't immediately make for his cell. No, he turned his head and there was Tiberius, looking at him through the bars of that gate again. Blue eyes met dark ones and they remained locked for a long moment, though Tiberius was the first to look away. His long lashes fluttering when he averted his gaze and blinked, as if he'd only just realized he'd been staring. And just as Agron shifted, reaching out and wrapped the fingers of both hands around two of those bars and parting his lips to, perhaps, say something, the other man turned and quickly ascended the stairs once more without another word. But before Tiberius disappeared, Agron noticed that the slave sneaked one more glance at him. That glance stayed with the gladiator as he dropped his hands from the metal bars and then made his way to his cell. It was a far more pleasant thing to think on than everything he'd endured in the villa, and it was what Agron grasped to when finally he closed his eyes to sleep. Though he did not stay asleep for long. A few hours had passed, perhaps; the air was heavy with nighttime, the ludus dark save the light given off by torches flickering here and there throughout the corridors. Agron was roused by the familiar and particular sound his own cell door made when it was opened. He narrowed his eyes in the low light, expecting one of the other gladiators, but he quickly became aware that this was a figure he did not know. At least not well enough to make out in the dark. It wasn't until the figure turned to close the metal, gated door behind him and the light hit the planes of his face that Agron realized who it was. "Tiberius?" the gladiator said into the dark, his voice hesitant. He sat up quickly on the low platform that served as his bed and regarded the other man with wide eyes. He couldn't have been here to take Agron back to Lucretia. It was too soon. "What are you--?" he started, but Tiberius quickly approached and reached out, pressing his fingertips against Agron's mouth to silence him. And so the gladiator's words faltered and died in his throat, though he didn't miss them. No, he'd forgotten them the moment he'd felt Tiberius's skin against his lips. His heart started thumping harder in his chest, faster than before, and all from what might have been an innocent touch. Or it could have been, had it stopped there. The slave, at first, gave no answered to Agron's unfinished question. Instead, he pushed forward, forcing Agron back until he was pressed against the wall, still sitting. Tiberius was on his knees upon the platform, unforgiving as it was with only a blanket to make it a bed, and he straddled Agron's lap. The fingertips that had been pressed against the gladiator's lips had moved to gently take Agron's chin, and only when Tiberius was sure he had the other man's attention did he speak, dark eyes intent on Agron's. The gladiator felt as though he couldn't move underneath that gaze. "She will call on you again," the slave said softly. There was no need to explain who he spoke of. "If you cannot perform as she wants, you will suffer for it." Tiberius took a breath before leaning forward, his face so very close. "Tell me," he whispered, and Agron could almost feel the words against his own lips. "Do you want me?" A surge of desire left Agron breathless. His hands, previously motionless at his sides, lifted and slid up the other man's bare thighs, pushing up the scant cloth wrapped around his waist and called clothing. It had been so long since he'd had a body this close - at least, a body that he wanted. Which was the answer to what Tiberius had asked. "Yes," Agron breathed in reply. The other man was so warm against him. And getting warmer. "Then take me," Tiberius said, and Agron had to close his eyes against yet another wave of desire. "And think of me when next the domina asks for you." So Tiberius was doing him a kindness, giving him inspiration for when he would need it - and yet Agron didn't doubt that the slave wanted this, too. No, he could feel the other man's fast heartbeat against his own when their chests pressed together. He could feel the eagerness in those lips when they pressed against his in their first kiss shared. And there was no hiding the way Tiberius's hips shifted just slightly there in Agron's lap, body encouraging the hands that had dragged up to cup his ass. Agron had never tasted anything so sweet as the tongue that slid against his own. Tiberius was aggressive in the kiss, pushing it further and further, adding more and more pressure until they were both bruised by it. The gladiator found his head pressed against the wall at his back, tilting up to meet the lips that bore down on him, and in that moment he wondered if maybe Tiberius needed this just as badly as Agron did. Because they were both slaves, and slaves were rarely given the chance at pleasure. How long had it been since Tiberius had felt another's lips pressed against his own? How long since strong hands had grabbed the backs of his thighs and pulled him nearer? The way that body trembled against Agron's own was answer enough. The gladiator was the first to break away from the kiss, and Tiberius chased after it with parted lips desperate for what had been taken from them. But there was more to do. Agron made quick work of the small amount of clothing Tiberius wore and in that moment he wished it were daytime. He wished he could see that dark, naked skin laid out before him. What he could see in the tiniest bit of light that made its way into his cell was beautiful; a different shade from his own, something new and fascinating. Something Agron would have explored fully, had he the time. But they had such a limited amount of that. Tiberius took his turn undressing Agron and wasted no time in reaching out and touching the flesh that had already awakened at the feeling of the other man's body against his own. So different from what had happened with Lucretia; the woman's hand hadn't been able to elicit a response from him and yet not a single touch from Tiberius and Agron was hard. Aching. Even more so now that the slave was stroking him. The gladiator closed his eyes and allowed himself a quiet moan, though he had to be careful. Anything louder might wake those in the cells around his own, though there were stone walls separating them. No doubt the consequences would be dire if he and Tiberius were found out. And then, suddenly, Tiberius was shifting on top of him and positioning himself to be penetrated. The gladiator's eyes flew open and he grabbed at the other man's hips. That was going far too quickly; surely the slave would need more help to adjust to such an invasion. But Tiberius smiled a shy sort of smile and bumped his forehead against Agron's in a surprisingly affectionate gesture - though, somehow, it didn't seem out of place here. "I have already prepared myself for you," he whispered, lifting his eyes to look at Agron. The two were so close that Agron could feel the slave's eyelashes mingle with his own. But that was not the thing the gladiator was focused on. No, his mind had just provided him with the image of Tiberius tucked away in some dark corner of the villa, his back arched and his fingers slick with oil and pressing against his own entrance. "Fuck," Agron breathed as that dream of Tiberius threw his head back and began pumping his fingers in and out of himself. How badly the gladiator wished he could have seen that. But how very smart it had been of Tiberius to so make ready himself before stealing away. So now the slave reached behind him and took Agron's flesh in his hand, guiding it to his opening. The gladiator thought that maybe he was dreaming; this felt too good to be real. The gods had never been so kind to him before, making Tiberius known to him and then sending the slave to his cell to give him exactly what he'd been imagining since the moment he'd laid eyes on the other man. But even if it was just a dream, he would enjoy it. Slowly, Tiberius lowered himself onto the gladiator's length, and Agron could only grab onto the other man's hips and hold tightly enough to leave marks of his fingerprints. The slave was so tight. Impossibly tight. His preparation had only done so much and now it was Agron's hard flesh that would stretch him. It was a long time before Tiberius was fully seated on Agron's length. When finally the last inch had disappeared inside of the slave, they were the both of them breathing hard, holding tightly onto each other, hands sliding over sweat-slicked skin. Their foreheads were still pressed against one another and Tiberius only needed to tilt his chin forward to meet Agron's lips in a slow, deep kiss. But it didn't keep at that pace. It grew more and more heated, more and more desperate, and that was when Tiberius began to move. He began to lift himself up and slide slowly back down and like the kiss, the speed increased as the moments passed. Their kiss was broken every time Tiberius lifted himself up but they wouldn't part from it; their lips would touch whenever the slave took that flesh inside of him again and their teeth would knock and sometimes they would miss the kiss entirely, but neither cared. Tiberius's palms were pressed flat against the wall at Agron's back and the gladiators arms were wrapped tightly around the other man's waist, keeping their bodies close even as the slave rode him. They both tried to stay quiet but once in a while a gasp would escape into the darkness or a moan would pass between their mouths, hastily silenced by hushing, hungry lips. Soon Agron helped to move the other man on top of him; he grabbed the flesh of the slave's ass, the abrupt movement sending the sharp sound of a slap through the cell, and with his strength added to the mix they built up to a frenzied pace. Tiberius had to hold on, his fingers now wrapped around the back of Agron's neck, nails digging into his skin. It was all too much for the gladiator, who'd so long been denied this kind of pleasure. He could have finished right then and there, Tiberius sliding up and down on his cock, but then it would have been over too soon. Far, far too soon. Abruptly, Agron pulled Tiberius down on his length and stopped his movements. The gladiator met some resistance, the body on top of his wanting to keep going and going until they were both spent, but no. He would have a little control. For just a brief moment, Agron held Tiberius right where he sat, sword-roughened hands sliding over the man's body: over the flexing muscles of the slave's ass, over the slight curve of his back, over tired thighs that twitched beneath Agron's fingers. That short moment of respite was all he allowed them. Shifting slightly, Agron laid back, pulling Tiberius with him so that they weren't parted for even a moment. He braced both feet on the platform beneath them and then started thrusting up into the other man's body. The movement tightened the muscles of his legs and of his stomach but he'd been conditioned to uphold this kind of strenuous activity. When Doctore had trained his gladiators it surely hadn't been for this, but it gave Agron the strength to set a fast pace and keep it, despite the strain on his body. He loved seeing Tiberius on top of him and would keep it that way. Though the slave kept insisting on trying to be the one to control the speed. As playful punishment, Agron pulled a hand back and for the second time smacked the other man's ass, reveling in the sound it made. A small gasp escaped Tiberius's throat; the fingers he had still wrapped around the back of Agron's neck curled, nails dragging, and his spine arched. It was a reaction he'd pull from Tiberius again and again, every once in a while lightly spanking him before sliding an apologetic hand over skin warmed by the gentle punishment. When Tiberius kissed him, it was desperate, hard, and clumsy, and Agron knew the slave's body was getting closer and closer to release with every thrust of the gladiator's hips. Soon, Tiberius tensed on top of Agron. The gladiator grabbed the other man's ass, held it where it was and began to pound into it without mercy, and Tiberius cried out. There was no muffling the sound that time; it echoed through the cell and most likely carried to others. But Agron didn't care. No, he cared nothing of it, because Tiberius was pressed against him, his face buried against Agron's neck and continuous moans falling desperately from his lips. "Finish," the gladiator whispered, breathless, "and I will follow." It was the only order Tiberius needed to hear. His release came to him without any warning, the flesh trapped between the two of them pulsing and throbbing and covering their bodies in the slave's seed. To feel that trembling body against his own was too much; Agron, as promised, followed Tiberius's release almost immediately, his back bowing and his hips thrusting up before he spilled within the other man. The two grasped onto one another too hard; they would both be covered in bruises, would both be adorned with long and red scratch marks when the sun rose over the ludus. They would need to be careful about hiding the evidence, then - but neither were worried about that in the moment. No, they only clutched at one another and gasped for breath and stifled the moans that wanted so badly to escape whenever one of their bodies twitched in the aftermath of their mutual release. It had been an intense ride, though too short for either of their liking, but daylight would come soon, and they would have to be parted before then. Agron dreaded the moment and so kept his arms wrapped tightly around Tiberius, but there was no need to trap him there; the slave remained pressed against him, body heavy and spent and making no attempt to pull away. But he did speak, when he managed to catch his breath. "Was that inspiration enough?" Tiberius asked, lips close to Agron's ear. A shiver traveled the length of the gladiator's body and he closed his eyes, even the gentle touch of the slave's breath against his ear too much for his sensitive body. "I will not soon forget it," Agron assured him, lightly tracing the other man's spine with his fingertips. No, the gladiator would never forget this. If he had his way, the feeling of Tiberius pressed against him would be a feeling he kept with him always. The slave pulled back slightly only to find Agron's lips with his own in a kiss chaste compared to the others they'd shared. It was sweet and slow, lazy in the wake of the frenzied activity that had left their bodies tired and weak. "If only I could stay," Tiberius then whispered in a voice so soft that Agron almost hadn't heard it. But hear it, he did, and so held Tiberius a little closer. It was a relief that Tiberius had said so, because Agron wished for the very same thing. It wasn't often he took a lover only once; when he was intimate it was always with someone he cared for, someone he wanted to explore further, and yet how likely was it that he'd be able to do so with Tiberius? Perhaps the slave would be able to sneak back into the ludus like he had that night, but it was a risk, especially with the task Lucretia had appointed to Agron. But the gladiator was selfish and would ask Tiberius to take that risk. "Will you come back?" They both pulled away to look at one another in the same moment and Agron could see Tiberius's mind working behind his dark eyes. The slave's brow drew together and his lips parted but before he could answer in the negative, which surely was to come, Agron sat up, holding the slave tightly to himself. "Say you will," he whispered, and brushed his lips over Tiberius's. And at that simple touch the slave surrendered and then nodded and then claimed the gladiator's mouth once more, and they kissed until neither could breathe again. Whether or not that was a promise to be kept would be a worry for another time. Tiberius had lingered too long. Soon, he pulled away from Agron, groping in the dark to find his clothes. "I must return to the villa before I am missed," he said, and he sounded as disappointed as Agron felt. As Tiberius climbed unsteadily to his feet and began dressing himself, the gladiator slid to the edge of the platform and only watched, and when Tiberius met Agron's mournful gaze no doubt he couldn't help but lean over and kiss it away. "Think of me," Tiberius said against Agron's mouth, "as I will never stop thinking of you." And before Agron could keep him there any longer - which he would have, had he his way - Tiberius slipped from the cell to return to the villa. Agron closed his eyes and willed himself to remember that last kiss exactly how it had been: gentle, sweet, full of promise. And so he would feel it as he lay down now alone, and he would feel it when he woke for training, and he would feel it when Lucretia inevitably called him to her bed. Tiberius had been a muse come to the gladiator in the night, but he had brought with him more than mere inspiration. He had brought a warmth that Agron had never thought he'd feel again. He'd brought pleasure unparallelled to any the gladiator had ever felt before. He'd brought the hope that, if Agron wanted to, he could cut his own strings and dance and dance in the dark, the puppetmaster far from him and freedom closer than he'd ever imagined.
I had meant to post a prompt today, but I'm having some technical problems. My computer keeps shutting off on its own and that's not exactly conducive to writing. Apologies, but it might be a little longer before I manage to get anything done. I'm going to let my computer rest today and then, if need be, I'll get it looked at and hopefully repaired. Again, I'm sorry that you guys have to wait, but... well, nothing I can really do about it this time. Thanks in advance for your patience and understanding. <3
UPDATE: My computer's somewhat working now! So I'm finishing up the prompt I meant to post earlier and it should be going up sometime tonight/tomorrow morning.
IF I HAD A VOICE 9
Title: If I Had A Voice
Summary: Part 9. Crixus attempts to loosen Leddicus's tongue but his efforts are in vain. In a last try, he recruits Agron, who is known to have a history with the Roman, to find out what he can about Naevia's fate.
Rating: R, for violence.
A/N: I apologize for the delay. Hopefully this makes up for it! <3
Within those walls, nightmares came. Neither was free of them; the peace they'd hoped to find within each other's arms eluded them still. Before Agron had closed his eyes to sleep, Tiberius's body pressed close to his own, he'd felt the man twitch in his sleep, had heard a harsh breath escape from between parted lips. Their limbs had been tangled; Agron had done his best to tighten his hold on the other man in the hopes that it would chase away whatever vision haunted him, but still Tiberius had been restless. And then Agron had fallen into unconsciousness and into his own hell. Had he slept since Duro's death? He couldn't remember. All he could recall since was closing his eyes and finding the image of his brother's glassy and lifeless gaze burned on the backs of his eyelids. That wasn't sleep. It wasn't rest. No, there had been no rest for him. He found some now, though, within that villa and with Tiberius breathing deeply in sleep next to him, but perhaps it would have been better if he hadn't. He dreamed of Duro. Of taking that Roman sword in his place. Saving him, as he should have. And when that was over, when in his dream he closed his eyes in death, he opened them to the same scene again - except this time, Duro died. Grotesquely. In more ways than one. Agron needed to be reminded that his brother was gone and nothing - no dreaming, no wishing - would change that. When Agron awoke, it was still dark and his heart was beating too quickly. Tiberius was awake beside him, head pressed against Agron's chest where, no doubt, the Syrian could hear the rapid thumping of the other's heart. That head lifted and, through the darkness, they looked at one another. Neither knew what the other had suffered, only that they had suffered. Tiberius sat up next to Agron and leaned over the gladiator, reaching out and cradling the side of his face. "Sadness is like a weight upon you," Tiberius said in a whisper. There was no need; they were the only two in the room, the small chamber in which Tiberius had lived when he'd been a slave in the villa. Agron had asked if he wanted to stay somewhere else but Tiberius had insisted upon this place, if only for its privacy. Agron wanted to close his eyes and enjoy the feeling of that gentle touch but he knew what would be waiting behind his eyelids if he did. So instead he, too, sat up, but slid his hand over Tiberius's to keep it where it was. It would anchor him to what was real, what was now. Now he had his Syrian in his arms and they were both free. The gods had shown some small bit of mercy in that. "A weight less felt when you are near," he answered. The entire tale was on the tip of his tongue. He could part lips and tell Tiberius everything, share the burden of blame he felt but he could not. Not yet, not so soon, because Tiberius still bore marks left upon him by Leddicus and he still had nightmares that drew sounds from him as he slept. Tiberius suffered enough; he didn't need more sadness. In time, perhaps. In time, Tiberius would know all there was of Duro, both his life and the way he had died. For now, Agron only leaned forward and pressed a kiss against Tiberius's waiting mouth. It would quiet any questions the Syrian might have, questions that Agron could not yet answer. At first, Tiberius seemed unsure - perhaps he could tell he was being silenced - but with gentle coaxing of lips and tongue leaned into the kiss, the hand on Agron's face sliding back into his hair and pulling him closer. They could get lost in a kiss. Agron felt nothing but the pressure of the mouth against his own and the fingernails dragging along the back of his neck and for a sweet moment he was burdened with nothing. The moment didn't last. A hand suddenly and violently pushed aside the curtain that hung in the doorway and there stood Crixus, his face drawn and angry as ever. The circles under his eyes told of sleepless nights and no doubt that very one had been spent with Leddicus in attempt to draw out information about Naevia. And if the lines of rage were any indication, he'd had no luck. The words he spoke proved this. "The fucking snake will not allow forked tongue to slip through teeth and reveal Naevia's fate," he said in his low growl. He was pacing as well as he could in the small room, but his footsteps only took him a mere foot in either direction. The man's movements gave the place a claustrophobic feeling. "You must speak to him," Crixus continued, looking at Agron, extending a hand to point at him. He seemed on the verge of madness - a thing the other gladiator could relate to. "You have history. You must loosen his tongue." History. Did Crixus remember that day in the house of Batiatus, when Leddicus had undressed him in front of a house full of guests? When the Roman had ordered Tiberius to stroke him to finish for the entertainment of all? Yes, that was some kind of history. No matter; Crixus looked to the point of tearing his hair from his head so Agron stood and nodded. Sleep would not come to him as it did not come to Crixus, so there was no reason he couldn't try to accomplish what the Gaul could not. And Agron longed to look on that reptilian face again if only for a split second before he beat it into something unrecognizable. To Agron's surprise, the Gaul reached out and clasped the other man's forearm and, though he didn't meet Agron's gaze to say it, Crixus actually uttered the word, "Gratitude," before disappearing through the door. His voice gave nothing away of how tired he was, but Agron had no doubt the other gladiator was exhausted. They had suffered the same thing, Agron and Crixus, and the German knew how all of this weighed heavy on the heart - but Agron now had the one he loved close and safe. Naevia's safety was still a faraway thing. Agron glanced down at Tiberius, who still sat on the bedroll. "Will you stay and sleep?" he asked. It would be an excuse, if Tiberius didn't want to see Leddicus but didn't want to say. But no, the Syrian shook his head and climbed to his feet beside Agron, his expression set and determined. Agron admired his courage, but would see it bolstered; the gladiator turned and took Tiberius's face in one calloused but gentle palm. "He will not lay a finger on you again," he promised, looking into those dark eyes. To Agron's surprise, Tiberius's lips curled in a grin, though there was a darkness to it. "No," he said in reply. "You saw to that when you removed them from his body." The heap of flesh and bone and torn, expensive fabric was a shadow of the man Agron and Tiberius had both seen only hours before. The Roman now sat on a chair to which he was tethered, a rope around his middle and both ankles. His hands were in his lap, one of them useless and bloody, though Agron could see that the stumps of the man's fingers had been hastily and carelessly cauterized. He bled from new wounds, none of them fatal but all intended to hurt, and all, no doubt, from Crixus's hands. And to think that this man had stood in front of Agron what seemed like a lifetime ago, ordering him to fuck Tiberius for his entertainment. How things had changed. Except for Leddicus' eyes. When they lifted and fell upon Agron, the gladiator felt the same crawling beneath his skin at the light still in that gaze. Though his body was beaten it was clear Leddicus' spirit remained strong, and it was a thing the gladiator knew would not be easily broken. The Roman's face split in a grin; teeth were missing from his skull and the rest were stained red with blood. "The German savage," Leddicus drawled, his voice thick. "Come for revenge." Agron approached and made no attempt to keep the disgust from his face. "Come for information," he returned. And how would he extract it, he wondered? Take off the other fingers one by one? "Ahhh," Leddicus intoned. He tilted his head back and his eyes rolled. "About the bitch--" That word was spat and with it a rivulet of blood streamed slowly down the man's chin. "--with the mark of the domina on her shoulder." When Leddicus tilted his head forward again, that rivulet of blood slid from his chin and into his lap where his hands were bound. Agron watched as it drip, drip, dripped, entranced. "So the Gaul said again and again. And I will give you the same words I gave him." Agron's eyes flickered back to the Roman's. "You will never fucking know." "Then you will die," Agron growled. He grabbed for the gladius at his hip and drew it, pointing the tip of it at Leddicus. How long he'd waited to see this man's head down the blade of a sword. Too long. Long enough. Agron would bury it into his chest, into the hollow where his heart belonged. He drew back, gathering the strength it would need to run Leddicus through-- --but there was a hand on his arm. With a start, Agron looked back to see Tiberius there. So focused Agron had been on the disgusting creature before him that he'd forgotten the Syrian stood there with him, no doubt feeling the same disgust as he endured. That gentle touch brought the gladiator back to himself and he lowered the sword again, clenching his teeth. It was then that he realized Leddicus was laughing. "I die if I do not tell you," the man said, and there seemed a new madness in his voice, "and I die if I do. I will see you all deprived of desire before I take my last fucking breath." Then there was no way around it. Leddicus was right; either way, he was for the afterlife. He would never leave these walls while there was life yet in him. And so it seemed news of Naevia would die with the Roman shit. An unfortunate thing. Agron turned to leave. Leddicus had already endured torture and would not yield, and nor would the threat of death loosen his tongue. The failure would be reported to Crixus and he could decide what to do with the prisoner. The gladiator sheathed his sword and steeled himself, for the Gaul's reaction would no doubt be explosive. But before he could take a step, a soft voice gave him pause. But the words were not being spoken to him. "Dominus," Tiberius gently said. Agron turned quickly to look at the Syrian and his eyes widened when he saw the man kneeling in front of Leddicus, his hands cupping and lifting the bruised and broken face. His heart was beating fast in his chest. What was this? Did Tiberius still feel some loyalty to his master? Had Leddicus so ensnared him? Agron stepped toward them both, ready to rip Tiberius away and take him to where he would never see this Roman scum again-- but then Tiberius turned and looked at him. And in that quick glance was a level assurance before those dark eyes turned to something pleading and turned back toward Leddicus. "I told them of how good you were to me," Tiberius said. His voice sounded so sweet, so sincere, and he spoke to Leddicus with the reverence of a slave for his dominus. "They will let you live if you only tell them of the woman's fate." Leddicus was looking at Tiberius and there was, perhaps, a flicker of hope in them. "They only want to find her," Tiberius continued, his voice hushed. He leaned closer to the other man. "When they know where she is, they will leave these walls and you within them." A pause, and Tiberius lightly stroked his former master's cheekbones with the pads of his thumbs so very affectionately. "And me," he added finally, and in his voice there were such promises. So lovely and saccharine that even Agron almost believed it. Perhaps Leddicus was tired. Perhaps his mind wasn't quite right after what he'd endured. Perhaps he trusted Tiberius, who had been his slave for years upon years. Whatever the reason, the Roman took Tiberius's words as truth. This time, when Leddicus spoke, it was in the tone of a man broken. The voice did not coil like a snake. "Mines," he whispered. His lips, covered in blood, stuck together on the word. Agron clenched his teeth and looked away. The fucking mines. A maze of underground tunnels in which even the keenest of men would find himself lost. Catacombs impossible to escape. A place that would guarantee death to any that wished to escape. This is where Naevia was. It might have been easier stealing her from the grasp of Jupiter himself. When the gladiator's gaze returned to the two other men, Tiberius was nodding. He stood, got up from his knees, and still held Leddicus' face in his hands. The Roman now tilted his head back to look at his former slave, that hope still in his eyes. False hope. Slowly, Tiberius turned from him, hands now stained with red falling to his sides. But they were not idle for long. The Syrian approached Agron and wrapped his fingers around the hilt of his sword, pulling it from its sheath. And with gladius in hand, he returned to stand in front of his dominus again. That was when the hope in Leddicus' eyes first turned to rage and then, soon after, fear. "You f--" was all that passed the Roman's lips before he was silenced. Tiberius pressed the tip of the sword against Leddicus' throat. The skin dimpled beneath it, resisting the cold steel, but soon gave way. Slowly, the blade slid forward, cutting easily through the man's flesh, and Leddicus's eyes widened. From his mouth came a choking sound, blood spilling from those lips anew, and no doubt he would have screamed if he'd been able to. But it was all over when, with one final thrust, Tiberius broke through the spine and ended the man's life. His body slumped, lifeless but held up by the ropes that bound him to the chair. Leddicus was dead, and by the hand of his own servant. Tiberius pulled the sword back, sliding it from the Roman's throat, and it hung at his side, blood dripping steadily from the point. Agron stepped forward and, from behind Tiberius, slid his hand over the one holding the gladius. Gently, he took the weapon from the other man, and when Tiberius turned to look at him, nodded only once. The Syrian needed to words of congratulation. He needed no celebration, no smile or adulation. No, he would need to take this - his first kill - inside of him in silence, and there it would remain forever. But they would find no silence, although Leddicus lay dead before them. No, there was a scream of unbridled rage from another corner of the room when through the doorway Crixus barreled. "Agron!" He collided with the German, tearing him away from Tiberius, and their two bodies slammed into the far wall, Agron pressed against it. "You sent him to the afterlife," the Gaul screamed, "when he was the only one who knew of Naevia's fate!" Crixus had his forearm pressed against Agron's throat, cutting off his breathing and his voice. The sword that had killed Leddicus clattered as it hit the ground and Agron lifted his hands to shove the other gladiator away from him. There, against the wall, he bent slightly to catch his breath, and then raised eyes flashing with anger to look at Crixus. "Naevia is--" he started, but cut himself off. The mines, he reminded himself. The mines from which no man nor woman could ever hope to return. And if Crixus knew - if he knew Naevia was alive, it wouldn't matter where she was held or how impossible it would be to see her freed; he would go after her regardless. It would lead him and countless others to death. Better he think her dead than risk that. Better to leave a woman no doubt broken beyond repair to her fate than to see her to the arms of a man that cannot fix her. 'Naevia is dead,' he should have said. It was there dangling from his lips. He saw Tiberius from the corner of his eye. If Agron were in Crixus's place - if Tiberius were in the mines and the only hope to ever see him again was to venture into them and face certain death... the choice was clear. Agron would face it. He would face a thousand deaths to see the Syrian's face one last time, to touch his hand or taste his lips or have those dark eyes rest upon him. Would he deny Crixus this chance to see Naevia again? Could he? "Naevia is in the mines," Agron said. The look that passed over the other gladiator's face was a mixture of hope and horror, of relief and terror and determination all in one. In that moment Agron knew. They were to the mines and to their doom. And Crixus would lead them there. In the corner of the room, the chair tipped over and Leddicus's body fell bleeding to the floor.
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INNOCENT BONES 2
Title: Innocent Bones
Summary: Part 2. Sana is brought back to camp and Agron makes attempt to gain his trust, though through a method that calls on painful memories.
Rating: PG.
"Agron!" A voice came to the boy's ears through the trees. It was Duro's, singsong and getting closer and closer. Somehow, Agron's little brother always managed to find him, no matter how he tried to hide. And he'd done such a good job of hiding this time around; he was in the open trunk of a giant tree and it was big enough for him to pull his legs inside. The two of them knew this forest well, though, and no unknown place remained such for very long. "Agron!" the voice came again, and it would only be seconds before Duro was upon him. With a sigh, Agron slid both hands behind his back to hide what he was holding in them and waited until his brother's wide-eyed and eager face appeared in front of him. The young boy crashed through the woods, graceless and loud until coming to an abrupt stop. And there Duro stood, peering inside the tree first, his expression thoughtful, and then climbing in to see if he could squeeze alongside Agron. He could, but it was a tight and uncomfortable fit and it left the elder brother's arms and legs squashed. "Duro--" Agron started in protest, his face twisting in displeasure, but he was cut off when his little brother shifted in a particular way and sent a shot of pain through one of his wrists. With a little growl, the nine-year-old Agron shoved at the younger Duro with his body, bringing his hands from behind his back and burying them in his lap, if only to avoid any broken bones. But he could no longer hide anything from his little brother; Duro's eyes, darker than Agron's own, were intent on those hands, and he leaned forward to peek. "What do you have?" Duro asked, glancing up at Agron. To which the elder quickly replied, "Nothing of import." But Agron knew already in his heart that Duro wouldn't let go of the subject so easily. And lo and behold, the boy reached out and tried to grab at Agron's hands, tried to turn them over so he could pry those fingers open and reveal what had been concealed. A struggle ensued and Agron, being the older and stronger of the two, overcame the younger easily enough, though it was all for naught because immediately after he'd managed to shove Duro out of the tree, he extended his hands and opened them, showing his little brother what he'd been hiding with a bitter expression on his face. "Here, look," he snapped, angry that Duro had tried at all to ruin the surprise. Forget that Agron himself could have been more coy about it instead of getting irritated, but that was the way with him. "Satisfied?" In one hand he held a small knife and in the other a lump of wood, half-carved into a crude-looking animal. It may have been a bear but it was impossible to tell at that moment, semi-formed as it was. Duro's eyes lit up; he seemed sure it was for him. But now that the surprise was gone, Agron was far less excited about it. With halting movements, Agron pulled the work back to himself and began again, hacking at the wood with little grace. Duro was always underfoot. He was always eager to spend time with Agron but sometimes Agron just wanted to be alone. Like now. But Duro sat on the ground right outside the tree trunk after having been pushed out of it and seemed to inch closer and closer with every second that passed. Soon he'd be on top of Agron again, no doubt. Agron did his best to ignore him, but it proved difficult. Every once in a while, Duro was lean forward, close enough that he was in danger of getting cut open with the knife, just to examine Agron's work. It was then that the older boy had to stop and stare hard at the younger until he leaned back again. Over and over this happened until, finally, Agron's patience ran out. "Go home, Duro!" he snapped suddenly, waving the other boy away. Somehow, in the process, he managed to be careless enough to slice open his own finger with the small knife he held. The blade and the carving both fell to the forest floor and he clasped his finger to him. The cut was deep, but he was so angry that the pain hadn't quite fully registered yet. He turned his rage on his brother. "You are not wanted here," he spat, and even before Agron could cry for the pain in his finger, tears sprang to Duro's eyes instead. In an instant, Agron's little brother had disappeared. And as fast as Agron's temper had been in flaring up so it dissipated just as quickly and he was left feeling guilty for what he'd said. He loved his brother dearly, and wasn't it his job to protect the younger boy from anything that would hurt him? It was what he told himself he must do, as a big brother. It was the job he'd given himself, a job he knew only he could do - yet he'd just hurt Duro. How was Agron supposed to protect the boy from that? With a frown, Agron reached out and took up the knife again, cutting away a piece of his tunic own to wrap around the cut on his finger. He wrapped it tightly enough to stop it bleeding, and that was his only concern; he couldn't have blood all over his carving, could he? Not when it was meant to be a gift for someone else. He gathered the lump of wood to himself and climbed out of the tree trunk and soon began walking through the forest, looking for Duro. It was never difficult to find him. Whenever he wasn't attached to Agron's side he was in the same exact place: high up among the branches of one of the largest trees in the forest - or at least what seemed like the largest to two boys so small that together, with hands linked, they couldn't fit their arms around the trunk of the monstrous thing. They'd tried, again and again, and as they grew up they got closer and closer to being able to do so, but not yet. They would have to grow up a little more. Sure enough, when Agron stopped at the base of this tree and looked up, he could see his brother's bare feet dangling. "Duro, come down," he called up, expression contrite. In response, those dangling feet drew up and disappeared from sight. Agron could just imagine Duro perching on one of the boughs like a bird. "Apologies!" he added, the word sincere, but it seemed as though the younger boy wouldn't be moved. With another frustrated sound, though there was little feeling behind it, Agron kicked lightly at the base of the tree - as if that would somehow bring it down and Duro with it - and then sat abruptly on the ground, back pressed against the trunk. He would just have to wait for Duro to come down in his own time, then. And as he waited, he would finish the carving. It would be a better apology than any words. The work was clumsy now that he had an injured finger to deal with, but it wasn't long before the carving took shape. It was, indeed, meant to be a bear, though it was a bit more blocky than it should have been. It did the job well enough, though; Duro would be able to tell what it was, and that was what mattered. When he was done, Agron held the carving up in the sunlight that filtered through the forest canopy and announced, as if to himself but really for Duro's ears, "Finished." With one last appreciative nod at the completed piece, he placed the carving on his shoulder and slumped back against the tree, crossing his arms over his chest and closing his eyes, as if it had been weary work. It looked as though he hovered on the edge of sleep but it was all a show. And it soon served its purpose; there was a rustling above him in the branches of the tree and, though Duro was trying to be quiet, Agron could hear the younger boy as he climbed down. Minutes later, the slight weight of the wood carving on his shoulder disappeared and was replaced with the weight of little Duro sitting beside him, the young boy's head leaning on the his shoulder. It was with a grin that Agron pressed his cheek against the top of his brother's head and just like that, all was forgiven. It didn't matter who hurt Duro, whether it was a friend or foe or the gods or Agron himself - Agron would always protect his brother, always pick him up and dust him off and make him smile again.
Agron brushed battle-worn fingers over the carving in his hand, sweeping away the wood shavings that remained and revealing beneath a shape perhaps a little better than what he might have produced years and years ago in the land east of the Rhine where he and his brother used to play, explore, get lost. The gladiator had taken a long while to decide the animal he would carve. A tiger or a lion would have, perhaps, been more exotic. A boar would have been too ordinary. Neither quite fit, he'd decided. So it would always be a bear. The creature somehow seemed both out of reach and at your fingertips all at once. Majestic but common. Harmless but so very dangerous. His mind wandered as he carved, though he'd begged it not to. The pain of losing Duro was always so near, threatening to wrap its cold, spindly hands around his heart and squeeze for all it's worth. He'd found refuge from this suffering in Nasir's arms but they weren't wrapped around him then. Nor were they other times, when Agron would turn with a smile and a remark meant for the brother that would have laughed, brown eyes dancing. Sometimes there simply was no escaping the void in his life that Duro had once filled. The corners of Agron's lips twisted into a frown. He paused in his carving and tilted his head, shifted his gaze to look at his thumb, which pressed against the dull edge of the knife. There he could see the white of a scar, barely visible after years and years of being worn down and smoothed out. He forgot it often. He couldn't stop remembering it right then. But then, a distraction from his thoughts. Agron sat back against one of the pillars of the temple, at the top of the stairs, and across from him was its twin. Behind that column of stone he could see a shape. A shadow that had retreated as soon as Agron had lifted his gaze. Pretending not to have seen anything, the gladiator looked back to his work and from the corner of his eye he could see that shadow appearing again. No doubt if he looked up quickly enough he would see wide and dark eyes ringed with ink-colored lashes. Those eyes weren't as eager as Duro's had been. They were cautious but curious. Clever. But they were just as intent on the figure Agron carved. It had been two days since they'd brought Sana back with them to the sanctuary. Still, the boy only spoke with Nasir, only spent time with the other Syrian and always sat close to him. But Agron was determined to gain the boy's trust. It would be difficult; there was the language barrier to contest with and, not only that, but Agron had to make sure Sana knew that he was safe. That the gladiator would protect him. From friend or foe or the gods or Agron himself. A promise he'd made before but hadn't kept. This time would be different. So lost Agron had been in these oaths he now made to himself that he hadn't heard another's approach. There was suddenly a hand in his hair, gently sliding through it, and when Agron looked up Nasir was standing above him, leaning against the pillar. "Your face is darkened by memory," the Syrian said, his fingers curling and giving the gladiator's hair the lightest of tugs. It drew a grin from Agron. "Thoughts now brightened by your arrival," he answered. Dark though the Syrian was of skin and hair and eyes, he brought lightness more than even the sun, and more warmth, too. Thought memories still haunted him, lingered, were carved into the wood he held in his hands, the weight was easier to shoulder with that simple touch and those few words from Nasir. The gladiator held up the figure for the other man to see. Nasir gingerly and with his free hand plucked it from Agron's fingers and looked closely. And then his eyes wandered to the adjacent pillar. "For Sana?" he asked, a smile playing at his lips. Nasir handed the carving back to Agron, so very careful with the thing though it was solid and would, hopefully, see rougher treatment when Sana played with it. Agron nodded. "For Sana," he repeated. The boy must have heard his name because he quickly disappeared behind the pillar again. Few paid attention to the child; when he'd first arrived at the temple, all had been eager to greet him, happy to have something as sweet as a child in a place so saturated with blood, but they'd all soon realized that he wanted nothing to do with anyone other than Nasir. They all left Sana alone now, as he clearly preferred. He was no more than a wisp of smoke, here and then gone from sight in a moment and never at the forefront of anyone's mind. Except for Nasir's - because he was the only one the boy talked to - and except for Agron's - because he was determined to win the child's affection. The hand in Agron's hair moved to under his chin, and Nasir tilted the gladiator's head back before bending in two and pressing a kiss to his lips. When Nasir pulled back, it wasn't far. His face was still near enough to steal another kiss. But he spoke before Agron could do so. "Such gentle things your hands can do," the Syrian said in a whisper. "Yet they can so easily deal death when called to purpose." Agron grinned and leaned forward to claim Nasir mouth again, but the Syrian pulled quickly away and left Agron hungry. "I will leave you to finish," said the tease, gaze flickering to the carving once more. And then Nasir was gone. As always when he wasn't near, Agron wished him to his side. But he would do as he'd been told. Only a few more strokes with the knife and the bear would be done. Sana was still behind the pillar; Agron could now see his thin arms. They were wrapped around the column and it was with a pang that Agron was reminded of himself and Duro trying to wrap their arms around that ancient, giant three. They'd never reached. With Agron's assistance, Sana would have been able to reach around the pillar, but the boy wanted nothing of the gladiator's help. Hopefully the gift Agron had made him would change that. It was done. For a moment Agron only stared down at it, his brows drawn together and his expression thoughtful. It was good. Better than he'd done before. And this time, he'd shed no blood in carving it. Shaking his head slightly, trying to rid himself of thoughts of his brother, Agron arranged his features into a look more triumphant. "Finished," he announced to seemingly no one, holding the carving out and up and examining it in the sunlight. He knew Sana's eyes would be on it, too, from behind the pillar. Agron settled against the column at his back. He stretched his arms over his head in a show of sleepiness and, before he closed his eyes, he placed the wooden figure on his shoulder. And there he remained. A moment passed. Another one did. With a sinking feeling in his stomach, Agron thought that maybe this wouldn't work. Maybe it had been for nothing. Perhaps the child really wanted nothing at all to do with him, and never would, no matter the effort he put forth. It was a disheartening thought. Though it wouldn't change the vow he'd made to protect the boy. But then the weight of the carving was gone from his shoulder. Sana was better at sneaking than Duro had ever been; the gladiator hadn't heard his approaching footsteps, hadn't felt his presence nearby. And unlike with Duro, the boy didn't sit by Agron, didn't stay close. No, when the gladiator opened his eyes again, Sana was at the other pillar once more, though he now sat in front of it. As Agron looked on, a smile so large it was almost painful came to his face and he felt a swelling of the heart, a feeling overwhelming when paired with memories of his brother. Sana knew nothing of it, but on the stone floor made the wooden bear walk on its hind legs.
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