place your hands like a burning memory

“Log Lady Introductions" | David Lynch | Twin Peaks

this is the first song i ever wrote. i started writing songs after high school which is late compared to my band friends, i was living in Turkey it was morning and i was still fucking drunk, idk why but i sat at the keyboard and started writing this, and by the time it was done my heart was pounding like i just saw the rest of my life. i was fucking doomed. anyway, happy monday, fam. kill this week.

I SAID, THERE’S NO TIME LEFT. I’ve wondered too much, over land and sea. But there’s no time left. A deep sleeplessness surrounds me everytime I see the edges of the day. No time for heart, no time for love, I said. But, in a last try, I looked back in time, when I had that love affair with roadtrips and the way the world looks from a moving vehicle, from the seconds it takes a sunset to make life look so pleasant and so deeply to share with someone.Today I made up my mind, I get it, time can do so much. So, if you dont get to find me at the beginning, just keep looking in those colors when the sun hits the horizon. Look up and wonder. I’m somewhere looking for you, stretching one moment into a thousand.

During filming of “Orlando”. By Gueorgui Pinkhassov, 1992

Mia Farrow c. 1964