jo

*I* intiated the break up and *I’M* still not over it. okay FML. i’ll die.

i hateee the photo scanner on my campus but i wanna scan more of my cd booklets. going to work around this soon....

i go through phases where i feel the need to idk repress special intrests. ill think about something constantly all the time and it will make me happy but i'll stop myself from getting too into them because i know how i am. its just anytime i'm really into one thing i feel like the worst and i feel like people don't rlly like it. feel like so many of my friendships died my senior year of hs because i was insanely withdrawn and depressed and even when i could manage to speak to someone id only want to talk about circa survive and other music related things. sighh makes me sad but idk im gonna let myself be an obessive emo freak nerd again. it was fun!!!!