A Romantics Antics

He came into my life and It all seemed so unassuming

Opening car doors, paying for dates laughing at my jokes, it was spring, love was blooming

He said it was okay to vent

Hours on the phone taking we spent

Telling me bout his baby mama drama

While I would tell him of future dates I wanted that included wineries with Llamas

Shortly as time went on the distance grew

Somethings changed and shifted and I knew

I ignored the short text and the responses with emojis

Thought we talked it out

figured the issue and it was done

Never realizing that he had withdrew like a cold uncircumcised dick

Unrequited love began to make me mentally sick

Begging for time like I ain’t know my worth

Telling me no “ you don’t have do to that “

only to realize it’s cuz his feelings had no girth

He treated me like love but said he did nothing humble words I thought

but were just pure admission of honesty

Nothing

Was When he held my car door open and make me feel like a lady

Nothing

Was when he paid for our dates, no tip, no Dutch, check don’t touch that

Nothing

Was spending hours confiding in his truck

Nothing

Was when we’d share a passionate kiss and touch

Nothing

Was When he ate me with precision

Nothing

Was when he spend hours on the phone

Nothing

Was when he would vent and I’d listen

Nothing

Was when he offered his time and his help

...it

...was

...all

...nothing

So ladies!!

I warn you of the new fuck boy

They aren’t out here telling lies and screwing your over but rather these new fuck boys are cowards without intentions of true emotions

Thinking they are ready for love but barely now how to own it

Knowing you aren’t the one for them but keep you around until someone better comes into town.

He was right he did nothing, treated me how I was posed to be

I was just too used to the old fuck boy to see how survival of the fittest evolved the species of man to become this new fuckery ...

I just ain’t know how to comprehend because This...this...nothing sure felt like something

So here I’m left a casualty of love