got bit by an animal & then became that animal

A non-writer asked me "but where do you get your ideas" and i genuinely did not know how to explain that it's not a place. it's not a website. it's not a folder. it's that i was on the bus and a woman was holding a paper bag very carefully and something about the way she held it made me need to know what was inside and then i needed to know why she was sad about it and then there was a whole person and then there was a whole story and the bus had already stopped and i missed my stop. that's where.

Strange women on buses distributing ideas is no basis for a system of artistic motivation

reading specters of marx by jacques derrida and simulacra and simulation by jean baudrillard and between men by eve sedgwick and vatican to vegas by norman klein to better understand nirvanna the band the show

Sometimes people think they're dealing with a Torment Nexus but what they actually have is a Jumanji. And sometimes people think something's a Jumanji but oops it's a Torment Nexus.

Now. Sometimes you have a third thing- you'll have yourself a Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory. And buddy, I can't help you there.

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they killed rigg off because they knew hoffman would be living the yaoi life of his dreams if they kept him alive and it would've meant no more saw movies to make money from