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And this was the present you had kept for me in the end!

today marks the start of what we were just planning to execute last year. Trust me, I promise, it will all be worth it. It’s going to be tiring, exhausting, depressing but one year later, all of it will be worth the struggle and sacrifices. Every time i would get stuck, i would call your name and i knew you would appear out of nowhere and be there. This time, i am all alone I don’t know for how long. Best friends are supposed to stay and be there with you, for you but in our case, its a test. I don’t and will never be able to find an alternative ever because i have always had a hard time making friends and getting close to them. i always make new friends just to loose them. People say i do it the wrong way, i wish I could give them all the proofs of my genuineness, love and respect so that the could believe me . This time im not letting you go away. In fact, Allah will never let you go away for me. I don’t know if its ideally doable to stop communicating at all considering that we used to talk daily for more than 2 years now. but i pray for the betterment for both of us. i miss you! we will be proud of us one day Insha’Allah, exactly an year later. Trust the process and have faith in Him.

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