Just a little guy

[guy whose bedtime is approaching fast] I need to write one billion words right now. and draw everything that has ever existed.

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

you have to forgive the printer because it's one of the most machine-ass machines we interact with on a day to day basis. that thing says kerchunk. hardly anything says kerchunk these days. you can't get mad at her when she kerchunks up a little.

Crazy that tech has gotten so bad that we're doing printer forgiveness now

honestly heterosexual jopson is incredibly funny in concept. doing all that and for what????? to not fuck that old man????

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws

something i find to be SUCH an interesting writing choice is how Hickey spends two episodes saving lives. like obviously we all discuss him committing accidental murder when he’s trying to save everyone during Stanley’s carnivale fire but ALSO in the previous episode he’s the one who reopens the sealed forward hatch and is literally the first one on deck during the Tuunbaq attack in episode five. you can argue this is because Darlington is dead so Hickey is the only one ABLE to open the forward hatch BUT Darlington died in the same episode and regardless i doubt any casual viewer would realise if it were just some random AB hammering away at the hatch. having Hickey to be the one to do that, directly after saving Manson from Irving’s wrath, then following it with his carnivale rescue mission is just so… interesting it’s SO interesting.

"this quote was attributed to me. perhaps as a punishment." -dostoevsky

why does it take SO much energy to keep your house only sort of clean