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listening to music i listened to when i was 14 makes me realise im still the same person but taller & with a rare esoteric wisdom that can only be gained through suffering

is anyone else feeling stuck and waiting for something that will never come in order to start living or is it just me?

world's strongest girl (left the house while I'm on my period)

what do you mean napping isn't a good coping mechanism. what do you mean my problems are still here

my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

i just don't understand how anyone does something with their life. i honestly dot get how anyone does anything but survive

My performance anxiety is so bad. If you look at me while I’m tying my shoes I will forget how to tie them

It doesn't matter! (it actually matters a lot and I'm about to rip all my hair out because of it)

girls i don't know how many "ill figure it out"s ive got left

it's like why do i feel ashamed of every action or inaction i ever make. will i ever be ok with myself. will i ever just let it be

yes i'm over it. yes i think about it 20 times a day

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

that comment about how you should not borrow grief from the future has saved me multiple times from spiraling into an inescapable state of anxiety. like every time i find myself thinking about how something in the future could go wrong i remember that comment and i think to myself: well i never know, it might get better. it might not even happen the way i think it will and if it does happen and it is sad and bad ill be sad about it then, when it happens. and it’s somehow soo freeing

i was born to be a girl who is so in love with everything and yet so incredibly afraid of everything at the same time

childhood was so crazy. my parents were kind of young. a meal seemed to last forever. i could run for ages. everyone was alive