Cole is putting the baby down for a nap and then making dinner and I poured myself a glass of wine for the first time in 10 months (after a particularly hard day in newborn land) and WOW is this what heaven feels like?

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Cole is putting the baby down for a nap and then making dinner and I poured myself a glass of wine for the first time in 10 months (after a particularly hard day in newborn land) and WOW is this what heaven feels like?

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Wow wow wow my 6 week check up was such a shit show lmao my doctor was so behind and Lainey was screaming her head off. How long until every outing doesn't make me question all my life choices?! đ
Just two girls vibing to J Biebs while we get our evening chores done đĨ°
Crowd sourcing for two totally unrelated things.
When did you move your baby from your room to their own?
What do you keep your thermostat on during the summer? This one is brought to you by a post I saw on FB and the comments had my flabbers gasted at how warm people keep their house. Ours is set to 70. Sometimes I pop it up to 71. Never warmer than that though.
It is only 9:31 AM and if I hear the word "mom" one more time....... đĩâđĢ

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How is it only noon? đ Starting our day at 7 AM was super lame. It's going to be a rude awakening when summer ends and we all have to get back on a schedule.
Pictures were a disaster but at least it wasn't because of my kids. My two year old niece was NOT having it. Hopefully there's at least one cute shot of all 5 of them. We were all laughing because Cole's oldest niece is like 23 I think? And then there are the two 7 year olds, the 2 year old, and the newborn. The pics will probably look like our oldest niece is the mom lol
After that we decided to knock out the grocery store since we were already out. Got the groceries home and put away and Cole cleaned up the kitchen while I nursed the babe. Put her down for a nap and had my lunch in peace and now I'm pumping.
The boys have wrestling camp this afternoon so I will def be doing a contact nap and Greys while they're gone. Might even try to sneak a nap in myself!
I followed the Wonder Weeks app when Knox was a baby and it was always spot on for when his fussy phase before a leap would be. Looks like the same will be true for Lainey girl. It's day one and it has been long đ so much crying.
Unfortunately I am also not doing great mentally and have been feeling so cooped up and was near a breakdown this afternoon and told Cole we had to go do SOMETHING. We decided on ordering a pizza and taking it to a park by the lake. Lainey screamed her head off the whole way there so that was not great lol but once we got there and I strapped her to me she calmed down and slept most of the time. Knox got to run around and play and I got some fresh air and vitamin D.
I am truly terrified for tonight but at least she has been sleeping pretty well so I can handle a few rough nights if that's what I'm in for.
My SIL scheduled a cousin photo session for tomorrow morning at 9 AM. That's going to suck. We usually aren't even getting up and around til then but I've already committed to getting the kids there to be part of it. I imagine there will be a family nap happening tomorrow afternoon.
Alright. I'm ready to get off the postpartum roller coaster.
A 3.5 hour first stretch of sleep feels criminal when I know she can do 5 đĨą
The price of.. well everything.. needs to chill TF out.

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This is not a post about sleep club. đ
In more exciting news, there is only one girl in diapers in our house now! So glad to be done with that part of recovery.
My girl woke up and chose violence today đ it made for a very interesting outing to the grocery store lol thank god for Knox. He is such a good helper and actually keeps his cool better than I do when she's losing her shit.
Feeling a little bit bummed tonight because the boys took off to the town's summer festival but it just didn't make sense for me and Lainey to tag along. They either would have had to wait for her next feeding before we could all leave or I'd have to drive separate and wouldn't be able to stay long. She and I did at least get out of the house for a little bit this morning while they were at wrestling camp. I don't want to wish away these newborn days but the loss of freedom and spontaneity is hard. It will be nice when she's a little bigger/nursing less/I've either figured out a pumping routine or ditched the shield so it's easier to nurse on the go. It's also getting me in my feels because Cole is getting so much one on one time with Knox and doing so many fun things with him. I just really hope he doesn't look back on this time and resent me for being so tied up with his sister.
It was cute though, Knox's friend from the neighborhood was over here playing when they decided they were going to go to the festival. Cole told the kid he would be happy to take him too if his parents didn't mind, and they didn't. When they all got ready to leave and the friend realized I wasn't going too he goes "it's just the boys?!" lol
There was not enough sleep happening in this house last night but I already had plans to go to my parents house today so Knox could swim. Loaded the kids up on my own this morning and made the 50 minute trek. Lainey slept the whole way which is always a win. Knox had a blast swimming. Overall it was a fun day but mannnn my eyes were heavy on the drive home. đĨą I wish they lived just a little bit closer.
Hoping for a better night of sleep tonight. I think little miss was dealing with a gassy tummy so I added gas drops to our overnight caddy.

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im going to fix my entire life
When?
Like Um. later
Petition to keep my breastfeeding boobs forever.