17 September, 2024
When I was a kid
I wanted to grow up so fast,
be an adult, live life, carefree
and now that Iβm entering adulthood
I donβt want to grow up.
I still want to be a kid for the rest of my life.
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@adrakshahd
17 September, 2024
When I was a kid
I wanted to grow up so fast,
be an adult, live life, carefree
and now that Iβm entering adulthood
I donβt want to grow up.
I still want to be a kid for the rest of my life.

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10 July, 2024
Chaar diwari mein ban kar raha
Jo kal ka ghulam
Vo mere aane vale kal ke aage
Kyun hi ghutne tekega,
Kya lagte hai vo log mere
Jinki nazrein na dekh saki
Kaale aur safed se aage
Unke liye khaak kar diye
Tumne mere yeh rang saare
13 June, 2024
am I doomed to write
with fire around my fingers
and what of my soul?
will it be a puzzle always,
for me to decipher?
every puzzle peice has a different
color, upbringing, dream.
and past, what of it god?
Eleven year old me is running
as fast as she can, still.
her feet is all red,
covered in blood and blisters.
Theyβre everywhere god,
everywhere, every turn I take,
I find them standing before me
and they say my sadness is not big enough
compared to theirs, should it be big enough
for me to feel it, god?
should my sadness also learn
to shape itself according to them,
so that it can be felt?
past, god
it has its claws around my ribs
I can feel the cracks,
the sound of bones cracking,
muscles melting,
blood boiling yet my skin feels cold.
they tell me to ignore it,
to not feel it,
to be mature and deny it the permission
to affect me, is that possible god?
How will it ever leave me
if I donβt let it pass through me,
like a river,
waves crashing against my living heart?
this fire, god
I am courageous enough to cross it
with my bare feet,
but if I let it, itβll burn me to the ashes.
26 May, 2024
Marti hoon rozana,
phir jeeti hoon thoda aur rozana.
Jeeti hoon rozana,
phir marti hoon thoda aur rozana.
3 May, 2024
I canβt tell the difference
between if heβs telling me the truth
Or lying to me, anymore?
Does that mean my friendship
is near the end?
Iβm afraid itβll continue to be
superficial like this until
it runs out its course.
βwhat is it always with the male friendships?

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19 March, 2024
I often find myself
watching lovers being lovers
reading about lovers
writing about lovers
and being a lover,
sense myself
getting swept off my feet,
not able to maintain eye gaze,
the heartbeat racing with
the blind faith
the moment he holds
my hand and tells me
to look into his eyes
And I hold his face in
the red palms of my hands
and my soul perceives the certainty
of every atom inside me,
that Iβve found my purpose,
βI am created to love youβ.
27 February, 2024
I feel like a wave of words,
sentences, sentiments,
art and its textures,
and royal literature
will overflow
out of my sheer existence.
Certainly, Iβll be drowning
and then somehow
Iβll finally be able to
read between the lines
and colour outside the lines.
09 February, 2024
bistar kal ka bana hua tha
aur main bhi
na bistar Sameta,
na khud ko
bas jaise the
vaise hi shukar-vaar
jee liya
08 February, 2024
Har koi jaane ki baat
kyun karta hai?
Har kisi ko jaane ki
jaldi hai?
Kaha jaana hai?
Kyon jaana hai?
Kya koi intezaar
kar raha hai tumhara,
ya tumhe kisi ka intezaar hai?
kya jo ab yahan hai
vo kaafi nahi?
Jahan jaana chahte ho
Kya wahan aisa sukoon milega?
Wahan pauch jaoge
toh yaha ko yaad karoge?
jaana, thahroge kab?
-iss ghar ko kaun paalega phir,
jise piche chord kar aage bhadh
rahe ho?
25 January, 2024
I had nothing more to say to him
so instead I wrote him a letter.
I donβt know what to do
with all the love I have for him,
where shall I put it?
for now it rests
in the heart of my palms
hoping for him to hold them back,
again.

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18 January, 2024
Every conversation we have
brings us closer than yesterday.
17 January, 2024
neend ka sitam kuch yunh hai,
hosh nahi kab teen baj jaate hai,
aankhein aasman takti hai,
lafzon par is kadar
khamoshi ke taale pad jaate hai
karn sadak par bajati lathi se
ranj batalaate hai
12 January, 2024
We arenβt us anymore.
Itβs been 1 year, 9 months and 22 days
since we stopped being us,
yet you still show up in my dreams.
I still love the idea of you
but in reality I fear the thought
of facing you and my racing heartbeat.
do you know,
we still hold hands in my dreams?
I donβt think much about you now,
yet you are the only one
I think about in my dreams.
06 January, 2024
We used to be us,
now heβs with someone else.
Although heβs still
holding onto my hand
but Iβm afraid
that this time
he might let it go.
30 December, 2023
dard ka yahi dard hai
na tumhara dil
mehsoos kar sakta hai
hamara dard
aur na hamara jism
tumhara iztiraab zard,
kar sakte hai bayaan
toh vo hai faqat lafz.

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19 December, 2023
Every time
Iβm afraid of
something or someone again,
Iβm back in the hole again.
βI hold myself back often
18 December, 2023
My heart is shaken
to reckon
what if someone saw
my skin in its natural habitat?