It's Complicated...

Rest in peace Deku (Pet Turtle) =/ 9.24.24

Jsjcnzkcksn. This sucks, and it just keeps triggering my anxiety. Life shouldn’t have to be this way

Trying to speak things into existence. But I will get this job. I will get the pay that I’m asking for. Really hoping for the best.

Trying to manifest a new/better job. Better behavior. Better routines, better at responsibilities and just trying to enjoy the adult half of my life.

Sad.

Very sad... I don’t know what to feel. But I know I feel deeply sad.

Thinking about my mom sleeping alone at the hospital these past couple of days makes me extremely depressed.

Coming to terms with accepting the fact that someone I really looked up to, may have actually gone insane -sigh-