Black addicted

“Love is horrible bitch. You may be happy for a stranger you have met in chat or by accident in some place and you start to with him for few months when you realized you fall in love with him. And it’s okay to fall in love with someone you -we- are human and human being has feelings and emotions but there are those shitty voice in your head who say “It is okay to fall with him?” or “It is worth to talk with him?”. You hide those thoughts but you still text him because he make you smile, he makes you the butterflies in your tummy fly, he makes you feel loved and appreciate. This is love after all. Then it happened. He start to text you less and you start to worry thinking if you do or say something wrong. But it is your fault no, it’s his. He had a girl while hey text with you and you are so mad that you break up with him. You City everything with him. It is here where love is a horrible bitch. You cry for him weeks, you think him for weeks and you probably dont eat for him and somehow you end up happy. This is a proccess we never know but it’s happen in mystery way. Love is a strong feeling, a bitch sometimes but is still a strong feeling and as feeling dont let this feeling disappear because you have find your man. You can find it, dont worry about it. Just have faith of love and god let you find your man. -Mistress of queen”