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do you guys ever feel that need/crave to have such a strong connection with somebody?, it doesn't have to be entirely romantic, you just WANT somebody... someone that understands you so well that just being/existing around them feels comfortable... someone you can tell literally anything and it would never feel like you need to get lobotomized. In some way I feel weird when it gets me :(, I really wish it was easy for me again to make friends/online friends but social anxiety has already killed my ability to just exist outside of my house and I am nowhere near able to connect with people face to face

thinking about re-doing my intro thingy... idk man I want to change my whole layout too