maybe it's time to try religious psychosis

they call it bloodlust because it’s meant to turn you on

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

seeing. you. win. is. also. a. part. of. my. dream.

surgery is so intimate like what do you mean im gonna be naked and asleep on a table while surrounded by a group of people who are responsible for my very life. kind of sexual. i mean who said that

NEVER HEAL indulge in self sabotage romaniticize self isolation ALWAYS QUIT reject your potential never break the cycle let the curse win

This is what it’s all about. Saturday night. At home. Switching between the same 4 apps on my phone. Getting scared.

im never serious but I always mean it

Some connections feel ancient, as if two souls signed a pact long before they ever met.

CNC because making decisions stress her out.

Your self respect has to be greater than your desire to be loved.

*gun shot*

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience