Ace

that when

i die,

the maggots will

bury far

in my brain

and

find

the answer

of

of being alive

if i’m not

8:29 PM

if i would’ve known

that that was the last time

we were going to call,

i would’ve said

you introduced me to

this app,

i used to use it

to write you

you didn’t love me

at all,

throughout the years.

i wish i wasn’t

i don’t want to go into

the new year knowing

i knew you didn’t love me anymore

but it still hurt to hear,

goodbye my love

2:07 PM

i realized when you stopped saying

“i love you”,

2:22 AM

when did we stop planning

always hated winter,

maybe that’s why i

have never left

and yes it’s contagious.

my family caught it,

and it brought terrible misfortune.

it’s killing my brother,

it killed my parents too.

they moved to separate homes

to try to cure it.

it’s not the flu,

when

the pills

start to taste

like my mothers cooking

i know that

i’ve finally found peace

and her arms will

be around me once more

rushes to my hands,

i know i really am

into the living room

expecting you to

meow at me,

forgetting a box