Am 40 - agen - ftm - roleplayer - safe sane consentual - no r word used here sorry - into being 'converted' to allo or more so being proud of my 'orientation' but ashamed for how much of a lie and a fraud i feel about it when i have all these gross urges i struggle to deal with. more kβ€nks and intrets below
Into humiliation aspect def - I need to be reminded that i failed at being aβ€sexual and it didn't suit me at all because I have a body for fucking - my pussy/hole when am feeling agender with it. But I am still proud of my identiy as an asβ€exual and aβ€romatic but i'm also a fucksleeve for my betters (female, male, nb ect trans people of all kinds can domme but i have a def pref for daddy roles or ungendered 'caregiver'/top). My imaginary allo daddy is proud of me and knows I'm not intrested in a romantic life but he knows better too so i'm dated, romanced doing all that sappy stuff, he spoils me but is also strict and firm because I'm subby and actually melt for that crap. I tried to ignore my need for it but I want that relationship shit and of course he fucks me on an aβ€seuxal flag stripe sheets while i wear my I β€ Cake tshirt and black ring.
abdl, chastity, denial, spanking, orgasam denial, chastity cages/belts, pussy spanking, ruined orgasams, edging, over the knee hand spankings, over furniture spankings, public spankings, maintinence spankings, clit flicking, clit clamp, using tigerbalm/lidocane to numb on the clit, sexuality draininng, forced asexuality, humping, boot humping, objectum sexuality/romance, latex, leather, situational humiliation, verbal humiliation, humiliating outfits/clothes, body writing, public sex exhibitionism, domestic dicipline, daddy/mommy kink, cuckquean/cake play both roles, nipple play, breast binding/exposure, verbal humiliation.
forced ace? think about allobreaking should be a thing too - your disgusting, useless and gross 'seggs' urges should be take away from you and your body kept seggless and free from all that distraction. i can better serve my betters and work and focus and keep from being distracted.