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Hassian: āMy mother wonāt stop talking about you.ā
Sifuu: āI'm really happy to see you've taken an interest in smithing. I would make you my apprentice overĀ Hassian, but, you know, nepotism always wins.ā
Me: āRightā okay?ā
Sifuu: āOh, if you seeĀ Hassian, tell him he's late for his apprenticeship training... again. For someone who talks such a big game about duty, he sure has a way of shirking it.ā
Me: āAll rightā¦ā
Hassian: āAs much as I will miss the forest, I will have to accept my duty as aĀ blacksmithĀ afterĀ my mother passes. For the time being though, I do prefer to use weapons rather than make them.ā
Me: āSo⦠like, do Majiri every considerāoh, I dunnoāchoosing a path for something they enjoy? Oooor is it always inherited from parents?ā
Answer: the foundations of an individualās āpathā are seemingly set up by parents and then the path is āchosenā by the young adult, but clearly not chosen in a vacuum or with total free will, as there are societal pressures/expectations.
Hassian: āIt's one thing to betray everything your parents set up for your future, and another to *flaunt* it. [Reth] wears it like a badge of honor, when it is a mark of shame to stray from your Path.ā
Kenyatta: āMy momās making me work [at city hall], so I can prepare for a career in governance. I think Iād rather pry out my own eyeballs and feed them to a Gillyfin than wind up like her.ā
Auni: āMy brotherĀ Nai'oĀ recently committed to his Path as a farmer, like my parents did. Don't tellĀ my mom, but I don't want to be a farmer.ā
These paths are also tied to class, which you glean from casual chats with Eshe like, āAs a child of the governance class, I went to school with much of Palia's elite,ā and parentage, which you discover through chats with Kenli like, āYou know, I never really wanted to become mayor, but my father made it clear it was my duty.ā
Anyway⦠my galaxy brain observation is that Hassian is jealous of Reth as well as terrified of shame.
Explanation below š
We know that Sifuu left her path as a bounty hunter to take up smithing after her wife, Taylin, died, and that no one in town seems to look twice at this choice, nor at Ashuraāsāwho is considered a pillar of the townāchoice to āstrayā from his path by opening the inn. But we also know Taylin died defending her honor as a bounty hunter, and that when Hassian was fairly young, his family was shamed and run out of town when it was assumed Taylin had lied, betraying her oath and path.
Hassian: āMy mothers were bounty hunters. They were assigned to kill a monster that was threatening a nearby village, and the entire village they were sworn to protect ended up dead. The monster momma claimed to have killed was spotted leaving the site. Our people said she lied about killing the monster to get the reward. Momma said the monster died and then somehow regenerated itself. My mother stood by her and we were kicked out of the village as a result. But word of her actions spread and no other village would take momma. So, she went to clear her name by killing the beast⦠she did not come back.ā
We also know from Auni that Reth and Hassian play cards at the tavern frequently enough, and that Reth absolutely kicks Hassianās ass. Despite how harsh Hassian seems to speak of Reth in the quest Errands for Reth, theyāre on good enough terms to hang out casually and play cards, at least more than once.
Auni: āDon't tellĀ Hassian, but I usually like to let him win at cards. He's been beaten byĀ RethĀ so many times, I feel like I need to do something to get his spirits up.ā
And we know that Hassian as a character is ever dutiful and disciplined, with lots of dialogue about his duty as a Majiri son, not indulging too much, getting to sleep at a decent hour, and rising early. Yet heās *not* infrequently late for his responsibilities, something Sifuu characterizes as āshirking duty,ā and he expresses a desire to continue his current lifestyle and a resentment of being ātied down.ā
Hassian: āā¦my evenings are spent apprenticing withĀ my mother. As a properĀ Majiri, I must do my duty as a son.ā
Hassian: āIf I were a less disciplined man, I'd be happy to stay up all night stargazing with you. But alas, I have to get some rest. It's the early ogopuu that catches the oyster.ā
Hassian: āā¦Indulging in vices weakens even the sharpest mind.ā
Hassian: āAs much as I will miss the forest, I will have to accept my duty as aĀ blacksmithĀ afterĀ my mother passes.
Hassian: āā¦growing up I never really belonged to a village⦠I do sort of miss the lack of a place, if that makes sense. Sometimes I resent being tied down.ā
And we know other villagers actually think Reth brave for committing himself to a different path or find it at least acceptable if not a point of pride. Kenli says he finds Rethās life choices brave. Hodari commends a man who knows how to cook for himself. Ashura says Reth painting himself as a ābad boyā (š) is really just a shtick. And then Hassian, for all his talk of duty and betrayal, hits you with, āDespite [Rethās] betrayal of his Path, the new one he chose is... acceptable for him.ā
So, I think a lot of what Hassian has to say about paths and duty is an internalized block from his childhood after being run out of and barred from towns for his mommaās presumed betrayal of her oath and path. It is ultimately a response to Taylinās death. If duty and honor is everything, then his momma *had* to confront the beast that killed her and he *had* to live a life without her. And so, Hassian, similarly, *has* to follow the path/life his mother, Sifuu, laid out for him. He has convinced himself that he has no other choice because the alternative is the same shunning and displacement his family faced when he was a kid. There is no possible acceptable alternative in his mind. And that is why I think his judgement comes from a place of deep fear and jealousy and his insistence on traditions comes from a place of historic insecurity (his family being shunned and displaced). He associates being a āgood Majiriā: pious and dutiful, with greater security.
As friendship progresses with Hassian, he becomes more open-minded about the player and humans. So, thereās one line of dialogue where he says something like, āI always [understood this story] to mean that people from two different worlds couldn't be together⦠[but] I realized that, whatever our differences, there was nothing I wasn't willing to overcome.ā So, I think there are other thingsābeyond bumps in his interpersonal relationshipsāthat he wishes he was willing to overcome. I think he oft wishes that he had more or felt like he had more of a choice in his path, or maybe even that he was a (socially) braver man. Because what ifāwhat ifāhe truly āshirkedā it all for good? Could he still become a pillar of his community like Ashura? Or a dutiful neighbor like Sifuu? Would he be able to carve out his own happiness within his own circle, as Reth has? Or would he be looked at sideways and shunned as his momma had been? Shit, itās not like Rethās life since his parents died and he re-committed to a different path to care for Tish has been a real picnicā¦
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i have to wonder every time i use the rain spell in Fields of Mistria... does the rain JUST cover my farm, or... does the whole town think some weird shit is goin on. and if so. are they mad @ me.
it's the final day again for ammar's injection and my hopes are, bluntly, extremely slim.
we didn't even manage to raise the money for his immune globulin injection last week, and we are now, on top of that, about $1k in debt to the doctor for the iv fluids he had to take for that.
that has to be paid for in conjunction with his urgent digoxin injection, which he will die without, which means the minimum amount we have to raise by tuesday 4 pm gaza time is $2,129.
i am really not feeling optimistic, because we had to urgently evacuate the family last week from israel's active bombing and no one cared enough to contribute almost any donation at all, even as small as $5 - only a small handful of people chipped in.
if we don't get this money before the end of tuesday, ammar will need over $6k, as it will include an intensive injection on top of everything we already have to pay
and i know we're not going to get that, so really what will happen is he will die
i don't know what i can say to convince you to help keep him alive, but i beg you not to let israel successfully kill him
while i thank everyone who contributed with donations, unfortunately, we only raised $178 for this so far
we really need the immune globulin injection before 10 am thursday samah's time, tomorrow, which is about 20 hours from now, so i have cut down the temporary goal right now to focus only on this
if we take longer than that time, ammar will need more iv fluids - but, because we didn't pay for the previous amounts we had to use, he won't be able to receive them. this means he'll probably die, or certainly be much worse off
therefore, we urgently need to raise enough for that injection. he badly needs it, just like the digoxin injection
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My uncle was one of the top surgeons in the country. He was upper middle class definitely. When he got cancer, his insurance didnāt cover all the treatments he would need and after 5 years he drained his savings on cancer treatments (while still working most of that time) and eventually died because he couldnāt afford the expensive treatments that might have saved him.
If you are upper middle class and you get sick, it will likely bankrupt your family. Itās fucked.
Honest to god - even if you make 6 figures a year? you're closer to poverty than true wealth. Check your shit and remember who your real allies and enemies are guys.
A 6 figure income is a lot right?
Thatās say: 223,000 dollars a year
Which is 112 dollars an hour.
Most people would consider that upper middle class. Thatās enough money to have a nice house, go on fun vacations. Thatās slight more than the average doctor makes.
223,000 dollars is what Jeff Bezo makes in a minute
There was a wonderful study done about 15 years ago I think, that shows that people cannot accurately identify their income bracket. Most people who own a home think they are upper middle class when in fact they are closer to the poverty line. Even people living well below poverty often identify as middle class. The wealth gap is even worse now. I wonder if anyone actually knows their financial standing.