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i need to be held by someone who wants to hold me just for the sake of holding me

THIS.

did you imagine your own tragic death a lot as a child or are you normal

i actually talk a lot when i feel like someone is really listening to me

this attitude came from pain, I wasn’t always like this

i cannot fake interest, i don’t know how people do it

messages while I’m asleep are literally the key to my heart

do not underestimate my ability to overthink & make myself physically ill

really jealous of people who can just... do things. like they dont go through the 39 stages of grief before and the 47 stages of grief after. they just do it like its some adidas commercial. like the spirit of shia laboeuf possessed them. still sounds fake to me but whatever. good for them ig