Cope Blog

somehow im still here, even when it doesnt feel like it, even if i cant handle it

i want to start over

i dont even feel like a person most the time

do i mean anything at all

numb numb numb numb numb i feel so numb

just tell me you hate me just fucking tell me 

i dont want to come back anymore i just want to disappear

i hate it here i hate it here i hate it in my body i hate it in my mind

i want to smash my head into the wall until i cant think anymore

just fucking talk to me just tell me things i cant do this on my own

youd probably be happier if i wasnt around anymore

im violently self destructive and i cant handle this anymore

i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to be like this anymore im fuckign tired

cool. cool thanks cool yeah. thanks for ignoring me

im so fucking stupid and selfish and fucking helpless im just a burden 

i dont want to exist anymore i dont want this anymore i just it all to be quiet

i just want to hurt myself because i deserve it because im so fucking stupid and selfish