Muses without a plan

That was Eddie’s love language. Beside of course showering Buck with gifts and going on romantic dates and soft touches, he would shower Buck with sweet talk and dirty talk mixed in. He wanted Buck to know how much he loved him and how much he meant to him. He knew what it also did to Buck. It made him weak and speechless. Which at times could be a good thing because all he needed to know was how he was feeling by the look on his face and his body language. Eddie held Buck in his arms and against his chest as they made out with each other. Their tongues battling one another. He pulled Buck closer feeling his wetness against him. He smirked kissing him deeper.

Buck hated when Eddie did this. He could go from so sweet and complimentary to mean and teasing. He'd asked Eddie to fuck him and instead Eddie was standing there and teasing him. He sighed and pouted, crossing his arms over his chest and letting his legs go. "I already asked for what I wanted, Eddie. If you don't want to do it, that's fine. But I already said please twice. I begged for it. I shouldn't have to do any more than that." He turned his head to the side and sighed, chewing on his lower lip. "If you need me so bad, why are you not making love to me? I was all spread out and ready and you keep teasing me. That's not fair."

That wasn’t what Eddie was doing at all. He wasn’t trying to be mean and hurtful to Buck at all. That wasn’t who he is. He didn’t have a hurtful bone in his body when it came to Buck. Eddie quickly moved his hands away from Buck and looked at him. “Babe.. I didn’t say that. I didn’t say that I didn’t want this. I want this. I want you. I always want you. There is not a time or moment that I’m not turned on and needy for you. Don’t you know that? I’m sorry that I teased you too far. I’m sorry that I draw out the moment and make it last longer than it should.”he said letting go of his dick and looking at Buck. He hated that he made his boyfriend sad. This was supposed to be a romantic night. And here he was ruining it. Not Bucks fault. His own.

“You my Buck, my love, my everything, you are my forever and always. You always will be. You make my life better. “Eddie moaned out. He pulled Buck down and back up, riding and humping his face and tongue. He moaned against his pussy happily. He wanted this. He wanted to breathe in and take in his Bucks juices and pussy. Eddie smirked finger fucking his pussy wide open. The more he did that the more Buck leaked his juices. Signaling that he was close to cumming again. He wanted and needed it. He wanted to drink him down.

Buck blushed at all of Eddie's sweet talk, unable to respond due to the intensity of the things he was saying. He simply sank into making out with him and clinging to him. He didn't disagree with anything Eddie was saying. It was just all so earnest and it made him feel vulnerable to say all those things. He wanted to, but there was something so intimidating about being so brutally honest. Instead, he chose to show how much he agreed with the sentiments by kissing Eddie and putting his all into it. He kept their tongues tangled together, moaning into his mouth. He was already getting wet again and knew that it wouldn't be long until he was begging for Eddie's cock even if that made him feel too vulnerable too.

That was Eddie’s love language. Beside of course showering Buck with gifts and going on romantic dates and soft touches, he would shower Buck with sweet talk and dirty talk mixed in. He wanted Buck to know how much he loved him and how much he meant to him. He knew what it also did to Buck. It made him weak and speechless. Which at times could be a good thing because all he needed to know was how he was feeling by the look on his face and his body language. Eddie held Buck in his arms and against his chest as they made out with each other. Their tongues battling one another. He pulled Buck closer feeling his wetness against him. He smirked kissing him deeper.

Eddie was possessive over a few people in his life. Christopher was one because he was his son. The second was his 118 family, third was his Aubela and Tia Pepa, the fourth was Buck. Not necessarily in that order but those two were the four main people that he would fight for and go to the ends of the earth for. If anyone decided they wanted to hurt those close to him, they would feel his wrath and anger. With Buck, Eddie wanted everyone to know that he was taken. No one else could have him. The hickeys, the way he moaned, they were all because of him. Buck wanted to make Eddie as well. He would happily and gladly take that. He wanted people to know that he was a taken man. No one else could flirt with him or touch. That only belonged to Buck. “I don’t want to leave any part of your skin untouched or kissed. Or marked. You are. You are my prince and you deserve to be treated like one. You make me feel special. You make me feel like no one else has. I haven’t felt this loved and wanted in a long time. You are my missing piece.”

Buck smiled at Eddie and nuzzled at his thigh. "And you're my missing piece, Eddie. You're just as special. Maybe more. You're the best thing to ever happen to me. My life was dull and grey before you. When you showed up, it was like the clouds parted and so much of my life had been sunshine now because you're in it." He moaned as Eddie kept eating him out, humping his face as he was pulled against him. He tangled his hands in Eddie's hair and kept him right against his pussy, body arching into it. He could feel himself getting closer and closer, but he really felt like he was going to cum as soon as Eddie's fingers pushed into him. "Oh God, yes, Eddie! Stretch that hole out! Make sure I'm good and ready for that big, beautiful cock of yours!"

“You my Buck, my love, my everything, you are my forever and always. You always will be. You make my life better. “Eddie moaned out. He pulled Buck down and back up, riding and humping his face and tongue. He moaned against his pussy happily. He wanted this. He wanted to breathe in and take in his Bucks juices and pussy. Eddie smirked finger fucking his pussy wide open. The more he did that the more Buck leaked his juices. Signaling that he was close to cumming again. He wanted and needed it. He wanted to drink him down.

As Eddie kissed over every inch of Buck’s body, his eyes couldn’t help but look up to see Buck’s facial expressions. He probably could already tell without even looking, but it still made him turned on and even fall more in love with Buck to know that he was the only one who could get him to smile this big and even blush. No one else could ever do this, and no one ever would. Eddie made sure to kiss each part of Buck. Not leaving one part without his kiss and even a hickey. He could show Buck that he loved him each and everyday and that is exactly what he was going to do. Eddie moaned out deeper when Buck kissed over his neck and sucked a dark mark. He smirked and was going to wear that proudly. “Mmm, do that more often. Mark me all up in your love bites, baby. You are my everything. You will always complete me.”

Buck had never really considered himself a possessive person before Eddie. He was a little too devoted to the idea of going with the flow and living and letting live. It was probably a side effect of growing up with parents who didn't really leave him feeling like much of a prize to be won. He'd always kinda felt like he should take what he could get and move on. So he had. And it was pretty miserable, but he didn't feel he really deserved any better, so he put up with it. Until Eddie. Eddie made him feel like the best present on Earth. He felt his breath coming heavier and heavier the more Eddie persisted on worshiping every inch of him, chest heaving and pussy clenching in need more and more by the end. "You're so damn thorough, Eds. Make me feel..." He trailed off, unable to finish the sentence based solely on having no context for what he could even be feeling like. "Like a prince," he finished lamely with no real confidence behind it. He quickly tried to justify it. "Like I've been locked in some tower my whole life and you're the first person to actually see me and want me and..." He shrugged, blushing bright red. "It feels nice. Like I wanna make you feel the same way."

Eddie was possessive over a few people in his life. Christopher was one because he was his son. The second was his 118 family, third was his Aubela and Tia Pepa, the fourth was Buck. Not necessarily in that order but those two were the four main people that he would fight for and go to the ends of the earth for. If anyone decided they wanted to hurt those close to him, they would feel his wrath and anger. With Buck, Eddie wanted everyone to know that he was taken. No one else could have him. The hickeys, the way he moaned, they were all because of him. Buck wanted to make Eddie as well. He would happily and gladly take that. He wanted people to know that he was a taken man. No one else could flirt with him or touch. That only belonged to Buck. “I don’t want to leave any part of your skin untouched or kissed. Or marked. You are. You are my prince and you deserve to be treated like one. You make me feel special. You make me feel like no one else has. I haven’t felt this loved and wanted in a long time. You are my missing piece.”

Eddie never wanted Buck to feel insecure about their relationship. He never want to feel like he was going to leave or that someone else could come in and take him away. Because that wasn’t happening. No one was going to break them apart. Eddie would break out his boxing skills and fight them off. Buck was his. He was Bucks. He was the only one that could satisfy him. He was the one that completed his family. Nothing could scare him away. He didn’t scare easily. Except for when it came to Buck and getting hurt. That was another story though. Eddie kept kissing every inch of Bucks body and whispering I love you every chance he got. “Please do. I won’t stop you. You can kiss me anytime. Anywhere. Any place.”he kissed him. “Mark me up. Make my whole neck full of your hickeys and marks.”he smiled. “You’re welcome. I am always here for you. To be your listening ear. To talk you down. To comfort you. All of it.” “I am always and forever yours.”

Buck couldn't keep the grin off his face as Eddie kissed all over his body, knowing his face was bright red from blushing. There was something so gratifying about Eddie's clear insistence on showing how much he loved him and he knew that was something they had in common. All he wanted to do was do the same thing for Eddie to give the message that it was very much reciprocated. He licked his lips and nodded, receiving the message and already fantasizing about Eddie all marked up for him. He leaned in and kissed Eddie's neck before sinking his teeth in and sucking aggressively on the spot, unable to stop himself from moaning as he sat back again and eyed the dark mark on Eddie now. "I'm always yours too, Eds. I need you just as much as you need me. You definitely complete me."

As Eddie kissed over every inch of Buck’s body, his eyes couldn’t help but look up to see Buck’s facial expressions. He probably could already tell without even looking, but it still made him turned on and even fall more in love with Buck to know that he was the only one who could get him to smile this big and even blush. No one else could ever do this, and no one ever would. Eddie made sure to kiss each part of Buck. Not leaving one part without his kiss and even a hickey. He could show Buck that he loved him each and everyday and that is exactly what he was going to do. Eddie moaned out deeper when Buck kissed over his neck and sucked a dark mark. He smirked and was going to wear that proudly. “Mmm, do that more often. Mark me all up in your love bites, baby. You are my everything. You will always complete me.”

Eddie wanted all sides with Buck. He wanted the dirty, the naughty, the sexy, the sweet and even the vulnerable. He wanted it all. He didn’t want anything to come between them. He wanted to know how Buck was feeling. When he was feeling jealous. Turned on. Upset. Sad. He wanted it all with him. As someone from the Army, they were taught to hide their feelings and vulnerability. It made them weak. But he didn’t want that with them. He wanted to show his emotions and even for Buck to show his too. “If that ever happens on a scene babe. Let me know. Give me a look. You know I’m going to ignore them and come right over to you. They can keep talking and trying to get my attention but it’s not happening. You are the only one that matters to me. We’re not getting separated during a call. You are attached to my side the entire time. No you’re not. You’re not being dumb at all. You have every right to feel this way. No more suffering. No more doubting if I am yours. I am! I am all yours. I will put my hickey on your neck to let them know.”he held Buck whispering I love you over and over again. He kissed him full of love.

Buck felt on edge now for no good reason. There was something so terrifying about admitting how deep his jealousy and insecurity ran when it came to Eddie. He'd never shied away from sharing his feelings, but this was so different. This was Eddie. This was the man who meant everything to him. If he scared him away with his oversharing, he'd be crushed. But he had to do it. Because it was Eddie. The man he loved. The man who loved him. And this was him. Blurting out everything he was feeling and being unable to keep a secret and letting Eddie know that he wanted to burn the world down for daring to let people attracted to him near Eddie. He smiled softly when Eddie reassured him and felt his body relax, the tension oozing out. "I'm always going to seek you out now. Mostly because I can. It's nice to get to kiss you whenever I want." He felt his smile broaden and cupped Eddie's cheek. "I think it might be better if you're the one wearing my hickey for that purpose. I'd love to be fucking covered in your marks, but you having some would show them that you're mine and not theirs better." He shrugged and stroked Eddie's cheek. "Thank you. For talking me down. For being so understanding." He licked his lip and finished, "For being mine."

Eddie never wanted Buck to feel insecure about their relationship. He never want to feel like he was going to leave or that someone else could come in and take him away. Because that wasn’t happening. No one was going to break them apart. Eddie would break out his boxing skills and fight them off. Buck was his. He was Bucks. He was the only one that could satisfy him. He was the one that completed his family. Nothing could scare him away. He didn’t scare easily. Except for when it came to Buck and getting hurt. That was another story though. Eddie kept kissing every inch of Bucks body and whispering I love you every chance he got. “Please do. I won’t stop you. You can kiss me anytime. Anywhere. Any place.”he kissed him. “Mark me up. Make my whole neck full of your hickeys and marks.”he smiled. “You’re welcome. I am always here for you. To be your listening ear. To talk you down. To comfort you. All of it.” “I am always and forever yours.”

The more they dirty talked, talked about their fantasies, and even grinded against each other, the more his dick was twitching, hardening, and leaking for Buck. It was a turn on. “I will gladly do that. I will even fuck you in the truck before we head into the movies. In line waiting for popcorn. In the theater. Everywhere and anywhere they have seen us I will take your pussy and make it drip, gush, and squirt for me.”he said. Eddie listened to Buck. He wanted to know. He was glad that he was telling him. Eddie could sense that Buck was jealous when everyone flirted with him and touched him. He did have to admit he flirted right back with them but his heart wasn’t in it. His heart knew and his body knew who it belonged to. It took a while but they finally got there. He ran his hands over his waist. “Baby, I’m so sorry that you had to endure that. That you had to watch everyone flirt with me and touch what is yours. That you felt empty. Every time I flirted with them, it wasn’t satisfying. It didn’t make me feel good. Not like when we flirt and you touch me. When you do that it makes my whole body light on fire. It makes me feel so good. You are the only one that I need and want. No one else matters to me but you. Trust me baby, they’re going to know I’m a taken man and the man I love is you.”he said kissing him. He rubbed his back. “Don’t be sorry at all. I’m glad you told me. Thank you for telling me.” “It’s just us this entire weekend. You are all mine.”he growled out passionately.

Buck stared at Eddie with wide, soft eyes. The dirty talk was one thing and God was it good, but the softer side was new. He knew communication was valuable, but it was hard. It was so hard to put yourself all on the line like that. To make it clear that you'd been hurt in the past by something someone else did. And really, this one wasn't even on Eddie. It was on him for not just saying he loved him. But that didn't make it any less difficult to walk in public with Eddie and see the guys and girls fawning over him. Especially on shifts. Eddie was a hero and everyone loved a hero. "I know. I know deep down that you're mine and I'm yours and that's so easy to know. But I just can't shake that feeling when some girl or guy at a scene starts gushing over you and it all comes flooding back. Knowing that there's nothing I can do about it. It's out of my control. You're a public servant and you have to be nice to them even if I want to scream that they don't have a chance. I know I'm being so dumb about all of this, but I spent so much time scared to ask for you and I suffered for that. And now, I just don't want to suffer anymore." He kissed Eddie back and held him close and tried to steady out his breathing.

Eddie wanted all sides with Buck. He wanted the dirty, the naughty, the sexy, the sweet and even the vulnerable. He wanted it all. He didn’t want anything to come between them. He wanted to know how Buck was feeling. When he was feeling jealous. Turned on. Upset. Sad. He wanted it all with him. As someone from the Army, they were taught to hide their feelings and vulnerability. It made them weak. But he didn’t want that with them. He wanted to show his emotions and even for Buck to show his too. “If that ever happens on a scene babe. Let me know. Give me a look. You know I’m going to ignore them and come right over to you. They can keep talking and trying to get my attention but it’s not happening. You are the only one that matters to me. We’re not getting separated during a call. You are attached to my side the entire time. No you’re not. You’re not being dumb at all. You have every right to feel this way. No more suffering. No more doubting if I am yours. I am! I am all yours. I will put my hickey on your neck to let them know.”he held Buck whispering I love you over and over again. He kissed him full of love.

Everything about Buck turned Eddie on. There wasn’t a time that he wasn’t. It was hard to hide a hard on at work, but it showed how much he loved Buck. How much just a simple smile, walk, or even just listening to him talk about Christopher, their life together, and random facts got him going. Now, that they were talking about their fantasies and sexual desires, it was turning them both on. He wanted to hear Bucks. He wanted Buck to know what turned him on too. “You want that to happen. It will. No matter what we are doing or where we are. You can touch me. You can rile me up. You can sit in my lap. You can make out with me. All of it. I will never say no to you. Also, no matter where we are you will be cumming for me. And I will be for you. You’re so hot baby. You make me hot. Just think about it baby, the waiter trying to take our order but you’re in my lap riding me for everyone to see. I’m fingering you under the table as you give them your order. Going through a drive thru, my hands on you. Doing it in the parking lot.”he smirked. Eddie kissed Buck passionately and full of love. “Not today. Today I want to take you around every single surface of our home. We will have dinner later. Gotta get fuel in us.”he held onto Buck.

Buck felt himself grinding against Eddie more and more with every fantasy he rattled off. "Fuck yes, Eddie. All of those and more. Want you to fuck me at the movies so I have to try and stay quiet. Want you to rail me everywhere they know us in this city. But mostly, I just want to know that no matter where we go, everyone will know you're mine. I spent so many years watching everyone get to flirt with you except me. I had to watch you laugh and blush at their compliments. I had to watch you entertain everyone's desire to have you fuck them. And I just had to sit quietly and put up with it without screaming that all I wanted was for you to be mine and not theirs. I felt so empty for so long because of it. Now that we're together, all I want is for every single person to know that they don't get to do that anymore. That you're taken and happy and don't need their winks or arm touches or any of that shit." He swallowed down his feelings now that he'd gotten it all out and relaxed again. "Sorry. Had that building up practically since we met." He laughed softly and then kissed Eddie gently. "I'm totally happy to christen every surface in here. We can focus on out there later. For now, it's just about us."

The more they dirty talked, talked about their fantasies, and even grinded against each other, the more his dick was twitching, hardening, and leaking for Buck. It was a turn on. “I will gladly do that. I will even fuck you in the truck before we head into the movies. In line waiting for popcorn. In the theater. Everywhere and anywhere they have seen us I will take your pussy and make it drip, gush, and squirt for me.”he said. Eddie listened to Buck. He wanted to know. He was glad that he was telling him. Eddie could sense that Buck was jealous when everyone flirted with him and touched him. He did have to admit he flirted right back with them but his heart wasn’t in it. His heart knew and his body knew who it belonged to. It took a while but they finally got there. He ran his hands over his waist. “Baby, I’m so sorry that you had to endure that. That you had to watch everyone flirt with me and touch what is yours. That you felt empty. Every time I flirted with them, it wasn’t satisfying. It didn’t make me feel good. Not like when we flirt and you touch me. When you do that it makes my whole body light on fire. It makes me feel so good. You are the only one that I need and want. No one else matters to me but you. Trust me baby, they’re going to know I’m a taken man and the man I love is you.”he said kissing him. He rubbed his back. “Don’t be sorry at all. I’m glad you told me. Thank you for telling me.” “It’s just us this entire weekend. You are all mine.”he growled out passionately.

Guessing by the reaction that he got from Buck, he wanted it to happen. He wanted Eddie to tease him and leaving him dripping wet before going on a call. He was true to his word and he would make sure that he did it. It would be quite the turn on seeing Buck needy to finish. He would also make sure that he came when they were finished with the call. “I would. We’re sitting on the couch, me fingering you, hands down your pants, bringing you right to the edge of cumming, but not letting you because the bell rings. Teasing you more my sucking my fingers.”he smirked. Eddie knew if he did that he would get teased ten fold. He wanted it. He wanted Buck to tease him. “You do that and I’ll take you in the firetruck on our way back. Make me have a hard on the entire time we’re out. Desperately needing to feel you around me.”he said running his hands all over Bucks back and waist as he kissed over his neck. “A fantasy of mine. You riding me at dinner. At the firehouse and out in public. Also, I want to take home of our turnout coats. You wearing only that. Roleplaying too.”Eddie said.

Buck was absolutely insane with want at this point. He knew Eddie turned him on, but he never knew just talking about what they were into would affect him this severely. Every single fantasy they shared with each other was fogging his brain with lust. "Fuck yes. I would love for there to be an open thing that no matter where we are, we can touch each other and fire each other up. No matter where we are, we can get the other off. And ourselves. God, Eddie. This is all so fucking hot." He happily kissed Eddie over and over, trying to reward him for just how turned on he was making him. "We'll do all of that. Every single thing. Would do it now if I could." He grinned and wrapped his arms tighter around Eddie, needing that physical connection with the man driving him crazy.

Everything about Buck turned Eddie on. There wasn’t a time that he wasn’t. It was hard to hide a hard on at work, but it showed how much he loved Buck. How much just a simple smile, walk, or even just listening to him talk about Christopher, their life together, and random facts got him going. Now, that they were talking about their fantasies and sexual desires, it was turning them both on. He wanted to hear Bucks. He wanted Buck to know what turned him on too. “You want that to happen. It will. No matter what we are doing or where we are. You can touch me. You can rile me up. You can sit in my lap. You can make out with me. All of it. I will never say no to you. Also, no matter where we are you will be cumming for me. And I will be for you. You’re so hot baby. You make me hot. Just think about it baby, the waiter trying to take our order but you’re in my lap riding me for everyone to see. I’m fingering you under the table as you give them your order. Going through a drive thru, my hands on you. Doing it in the parking lot.”he smirked. Eddie kissed Buck passionately and full of love. “Not today. Today I want to take you around every single surface of our home. We will have dinner later. Gotta get fuel in us.”he held onto Buck.

Eddie was lucky to have Buck. He could have anyone that he wanted. Anyone would be lucky to have Buck as their partner and boyfriend, but Eddie got him. He was the lucky one and he wasn’t letting go. They made one another better. Eddie wanted Buck to know that whatever he fantasized about it would come true. He would make sure of it. He wanted his man to be fully satisfied. He didn’t care if anyone saw. Bucks body was only his. He would be the only one touching and pleasing him. “Don’t worry baby, they will. I’m not going to say it and not do it. You know I’m a man of my word. You make me happy. Seeing you in pleasure, hearing that I’m making you feel good, that’s pleasure enough for me. I will get off watching you please yourself. Teasing you and you teasing me. Making you wet before we leave for a call.”he smirked.

Buck's eyes went wide at Eddie's promise, licking his lips even as he put on an offended air. "You'd really do that, huh? Tease me right before we go out on a call?" He smirked, thinking of the opposite and letting an evil grin stretch onto his face. "On second thought, I would definitely love to turn those tables on you and get you so close to cumming that you can't help but take it from me later. Hmmm..." He could feel his mouth watering at the thought, especially since that thought also had to do with Eddie's huge dick. He knew all of this would happen. Eddie was the most reliable person he knew. It still didn't feel real to him, though. It felt crazy to think that all his wildest fantasies would be coming true. Even better that the man of his dreams would be a part of them with him. He looked at Eddie with an eyebrow raised. "So what are your fantasies that I'll be making come true since I've made it clear what mine are?"

Guessing by the reaction that he got from Buck, he wanted it to happen. He wanted Eddie to tease him and leaving him dripping wet before going on a call. He was true to his word and he would make sure that he did it. It would be quite the turn on seeing Buck needy to finish. He would also make sure that he came when they were finished with the call. “I would. We’re sitting on the couch, me fingering you, hands down your pants, bringing you right to the edge of cumming, but not letting you because the bell rings. Teasing you more my sucking my fingers.”he smirked. Eddie knew if he did that he would get teased ten fold. He wanted it. He wanted Buck to tease him. “You do that and I’ll take you in the firetruck on our way back. Make me have a hard on the entire time we’re out. Desperately needing to feel you around me.”he said running his hands all over Bucks back and waist as he kissed over his neck. “A fantasy of mine. You riding me at dinner. At the firehouse and out in public. Also, I want to take home of our turnout coats. You wearing only that. Roleplaying too.”Eddie said.

Eddie wanted Buck to feel comfortable enough to tell him anything that he wanted. What he fantasized about. What made him horny and turned on? What excited him? Eddie wanted to know it all. He didn’t want Evan to hold back. This was a safe space. He wasn’t going to judge him. He hadn’t judged him when they were best friends and now that they were dating he for sure wasn’t going to do it. What Buck liked and wanted to do in the bedroom and even in their sex life, Eddie wanted to know. Cause he was sure what turned Buck on, would turn Eddie on as well. “What if I told you that your fantasies and what you dream about can come true? They don’t have to be just fantasies, baby. I will always make love to you. There will never be a time that I won’t. I will take you in the firehouse shower, against the tile wall, against the lockers, on the bench, for everyone to see. Even after a call, you’re all covered in soot, just rescued someone, went against regulations, I will take you against the rig. Not caring who sees or who hears you moaning my name.”he whispered in his ear rubbing over Bucks bare back.

Buck knew he was lucky to have Eddie as his. It was plain to see for everyone. Eddie was the steady one. The rock that he needed to balance out his more chaotic side. Eddie was everything good in this world and it made Buck want to be better for him. So Eddie actually saying his fantasies could come true made him shudder a little, pussy clenching at the thought that these things could really happen. "I uh, wow. That's...really hot. I would love all of that to come true. I would love to make your fantasies come true too, Eddie. I want you to be just as happy as you make me. You deserve it." His brain was trying to focus on Eddie in the here and now, but there was something about the idea of Eddie drilling him in a place where others could see and know Eddie belonged to him that was making him space out into the fantasy.

Eddie was lucky to have Buck. He could have anyone that he wanted. Anyone would be lucky to have Buck as their partner and boyfriend, but Eddie got him. He was the lucky one and he wasn’t letting go. They made one another better. Eddie wanted Buck to know that whatever he fantasized about it would come true. He would make sure of it. He wanted his man to be fully satisfied. He didn’t care if anyone saw. Bucks body was only his. He would be the only one touching and pleasing him. “Don’t worry baby, they will. I’m not going to say it and not do it. You know I’m a man of my word. You make me happy. Seeing you in pleasure, hearing that I’m making you feel good, that’s pleasure enough for me. I will get off watching you please yourself. Teasing you and you teasing me. Making you wet before we leave for a call.”he smirked.

When it came to Buck it was quite easy for Eddie to loose all and any thoughts that he had in his brain. He could be making dinner and when Buck says anything or walks into the kitchen, he malfunctions. His mouth goes dry. And he forgets for a second what he’s doing. The same when they’re laying in bed and Buck rolls over to cuddle up to him. Or even making out. Nothing else matters in that moment. Only Buck. Only his pleasure and desires. Eddie knew that when he did anything close to sexy, flirty or even just his normal self, Buck had the same reaction. He’s seen it and he loves it. It’s why he does the flirty looks. Just to get a rise out of him and even make him weak. He loved knowing he had that effect. Eddie kissed his nose, cheeks, and lips softly as he listened to Buck. “No one has me the way you do. My eyes don’t see anyone else but you. You’re it for me. Oh I know, I can tell when I just walk by.”he smirked. As Buck disclosed that he fingered himself after seeing him in the shower, the words went straight to his dick. He bit over his lip getting a mental picture and how sexy he must have looked. “In the shower or on your bunk under the covers? What fantasies did you have?”he smirked.

Buck really needed to watch what he said. He'd been in such a moment of comfort that he'd gotten a little too vulnerable. He saw the flash in Eddie's eyes when he revealed he'd fantasized about him and swallowed, quickly trying to think through just how honest he wanted to get. He realized he never wanted to hold back anything from Eddie and decided to go with total honesty. "Both. I mean, not when you were there, but both. I imagined you making love to me mostly. But also, like, you picking me up and pounding me into the shower wall and our moans echoing throughout the whole locker room. And, uh...you and me in public after a call. You get horny after a call and rail me against the engine not caring who sees. They're all just...um...fantasies, though." He could feel his face going bright red, hiding it in Eddie's shoulder.

Eddie wanted Buck to feel comfortable enough to tell him anything that he wanted. What he fantasized about. What made him horny and turned on? What excited him? Eddie wanted to know it all. He didn’t want Evan to hold back. This was a safe space. He wasn’t going to judge him. He hadn’t judged him when they were best friends and now that they were dating he for sure wasn’t going to do it. What Buck liked and wanted to do in the bedroom and even in their sex life, Eddie wanted to know. Cause he was sure what turned Buck on, would turn Eddie on as well. “What if I told you that your fantasies and what you dream about can come true? They don’t have to be just fantasies, baby. I will always make love to you. There will never be a time that I won’t. I will take you in the firehouse shower, against the tile wall, against the lockers, on the bench, for everyone to see. Even after a call, you’re all covered in soot, just rescued someone, went against regulations, I will take you against the rig. Not caring who sees or who hears you moaning my name.”he whispered in his ear rubbing over Bucks bare back.

Eddie had the military. He had the camaraderie of a team and being apart of something. The guys weren’t close though. They worked together and got the job done. When he joined the 118, he found a team that cared. That treated him like family. That wanted to know what was happening in his life. Hell his first night, he told them about Christopher. They welcomed him and even Christopher into the firehouse. However, there was still something missing. A partner. A lover. A boyfriend. As Eddie got to know Buck more, it was easy to let him in. He became apart of his family. His aubela and aunt loved him. He was falling for Buck without even realizing it. His heart knew before his brain did. It finally caught up though. He was welcomed with open arms. Now, here they were celebrating their anniversary and falling more in love each day.

Buck sometimes hated how easily he lost track of his train of thought because of Eddie. It was painful for him to be incapable of doing anything but tracking him when he entered a room. He used to think it was just a comfort thing of knowing where his best friend was at all times. And then he'd had his awakening that he was bisexual and it became blatantly clear it was so much more than that. It was the fact that when Eddie entered a room, it was all he could do not to wish he could kiss him or drop to his knees and worship at the altar that was Eddie's body. It also meant that Eddie had the ability to scramble his brain with a smile or a well-placed bit of flirtation. The amount of times he'd been derailed by Eddie winking at him was in the double digits and rising. So to hear Eddie echo the sentiment unprompted made him feel a little too giddy for words. "You're right. We belong to each other and only each other. And...uh...you have the same effect on me. You distract me always. I just can't help staring at you. All of you. I'm glad you feel the same way." He grinned and shook his head fondly. "It's you, Eds. There's nothing about you I don't like. Of course I loved what I saw. The fantasies I had about you. Just seeing the water dripping down you. Wanted to lick it all up. God, I fingered myself so hard picturing your dick after those times in the shower."

When it came to Buck it was quite easy for Eddie to loose all and any thoughts that he had in his brain. He could be making dinner and when Buck says anything or walks into the kitchen, he malfunctions. His mouth goes dry. And he forgets for a second what he’s doing. The same when they’re laying in bed and Buck rolls over to cuddle up to him. Or even making out. Nothing else matters in that moment. Only Buck. Only his pleasure and desires. Eddie knew that when he did anything close to sexy, flirty or even just his normal self, Buck had the same reaction. He’s seen it and he loves it. It’s why he does the flirty looks. Just to get a rise out of him and even make him weak. He loved knowing he had that effect. Eddie kissed his nose, cheeks, and lips softly as he listened to Buck. “No one has me the way you do. My eyes don’t see anyone else but you. You’re it for me. Oh I know, I can tell when I just walk by.”he smirked. As Buck disclosed that he fingered himself after seeing him in the shower, the words went straight to his dick. He bit over his lip getting a mental picture and how sexy he must have looked. “In the shower or on your bunk under the covers? What fantasies did you have?”he smirked.

When they first met, things were a little rocky. They were constantly sizing each other up—or, as Eddie liked to think of it, playful banter and sexual tension. They had plenty of both. Everyone thought they were a couple long before they actually got together, and neither of them ever bothered to correct anyone. When Eddie first met Buck, he thought he was attractive. More than attractive, really. He found himself staring on multiple occasions, unable to help it. And as time went on, those feelings only grew stronger, every single day. He loved being Buck’s best friend, but now it was even better because they were boyfriends. They were madly in love and kept falling in love with each other. Even though it wasn’t official yet, Eddie had to do that. He put it off for far too long; Buck was Christopher's other dad. He loved him and cared for him like he was his own. He didn’t have to do that, but he did, and it made him fall more for Buck. They all came home to each other and were a family. Even if it wasn’t written on paper and signed by a judge. Yet. Eddie wanted it. He wanted Buck to have their last name and even grow their family too.

Buck had never really been a part of anything before Eddie. Yeah, he loved his sister and his friends, but they had their own lives that he only really tangentially fit into. His parents mostly treated him like an obligation. He tried to fill that hole in his life with sex and it only left him feeling more lonely. He'd just accepted that as his fate until Eddie came around. It wasn't even an intentional move on his hard, but still, somehow without him really trying, he'd found himself in the Diaz family. Christopher looked up to him and Eddie trusted him and he was suddenly an essential part of their lives. If anything happened to any one of them, the other two would be the ones picking up the pieces. And all of that was before him and Eddie got together. It was just something that made it so obvious to him that he was in love with Eddie long before he'd ever even considered it. Eddie accepted him for who he was, major flaws and all. He was going to marry him someday without question.

Eddie had the military. He had the camaraderie of a team and being apart of something. The guys weren’t close though. They worked together and got the job done. When he joined the 118, he found a team that cared. That treated him like family. That wanted to know what was happening in his life. Hell his first night, he told them about Christopher. They welcomed him and even Christopher into the firehouse. However, there was still something missing. A partner. A lover. A boyfriend. As Eddie got to know Buck more, it was easy to let him in. He became apart of his family. His aubela and aunt loved him. He was falling for Buck without even realizing it. His heart knew before his brain did. It finally caught up though. He was welcomed with open arms. Now, here they were celebrating their anniversary and falling more in love each day.

If someone had told Eddie that he would be here dating his best friend, in love, celebrating a real anniversary, working an amazing job, raising a son with the love of his life, living together, and even living a true and authentic life, Eddie would have probably laughed and said, " Yeah, right. That would never happen. It was a nice dream, but it would never happen. How wrong he was. Cause that was the life that he was living. He had everything that he could ever want. Nothing could ruin that. Eddie and Buck had the weekend off. They could have worked, but they decided to ask for the weekend off. It meant they could celebrate their anniversary in peace. No distractions. No calls. Just them. Christopher was at a sleepover, so they had the house to themselves. It was going to be an eventful weekend full of love, celebrating, and sexy-filled fun. Eddie was planning ideas in his head, starting first with dinner, dessert, and then dessert in bed. Maybe not in that order, but it was going to get done.

Every moment he got with Eddie felt surreal now. It was more than enough for him when they'd been best friends, but now they were more and it felt like everything had clicked into place. There was a part of him that felt complete and whole that he'd never known had been empty before. It left him feeling giddy and warm every time he was reminded that it existed. He had his boyfriend and his not-technically-his kid and he got to come home to that every day after working with Eddie and he genuinely couldn't picture any way to improve on that. Well, maybe if he also had some very much his kids with Eddie, but he was willing to let that sit on the backburner in favor of jut enjoying what he had now. As long as Eddie was happy, he was happy. He definitely wanted a long future with Eddie, though, and that included many kids with him, Christopher just being the first.

When they first met, things were a little rocky. They were constantly sizing each other up—or, as Eddie liked to think of it, playful banter and sexual tension. They had plenty of both. Everyone thought they were a couple long before they actually got together, and neither of them ever bothered to correct anyone. When Eddie first met Buck, he thought he was attractive. More than attractive, really. He found himself staring on multiple occasions, unable to help it. And as time went on, those feelings only grew stronger, every single day. He loved being Buck’s best friend, but now it was even better because they were boyfriends. They were madly in love and kept falling in love with each other. Even though it wasn’t official yet, Eddie had to do that. He put it off for far too long; Buck was Christopher's other dad. He loved him and cared for him like he was his own. He didn’t have to do that, but he did, and it made him fall more for Buck. They all came home to each other and were a family. Even if it wasn’t written on paper and signed by a judge. Yet. Eddie wanted it. He wanted Buck to have their last name and even grow their family too.

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If someone had told Eddie that he would be here dating his best friend, in love, celebrating a real anniversary, working an amazing job, raising a son with the love of his life, living together, and even living a true and authentic life, Eddie would have probably laughed and said, " Yeah, right. That would never happen. It was a nice dream, but it would never happen. How wrong he was. Cause that was the life that he was living. He had everything that he could ever want. Nothing could ruin that. Eddie and Buck had the weekend off. They could have worked, but they decided to ask for the weekend off. It meant they could celebrate their anniversary in peace. No distractions. No calls. Just them. Christopher was at a sleepover, so they had the house to themselves. It was going to be an eventful weekend full of love, celebrating, and sexy-filled fun. Eddie was planning ideas in his head, starting first with dinner, dessert, and then dessert in bed. Maybe not in that order, but it was going to get done.

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