Vent Space

“I’m panicking again because suddenly I have never wanted to live more, to get on the train and ride until the sun begins to set, to sit in my car and watch the sunrise with all my favorite songs playing, to travel the world and go to italy and japan and mexico, to hear more music and taste more fruits and meet more people. Suddenly, I no longer want to die. Suddenly, one life just isn’t enough.”

“Do not bother holding onto that thing that does not want you.”

“The way cotton candy falls to its knees at the suggestion of rain is the only thing I’ve found to describe remembering, after you’ve just been happy, all the things that make you less alive.”

“and fuck i know i’ve told myself so many times to stop making homes out of people because i’d only end up cold and alone when they leave but i was so fucking sure you would stay.”