Always Dreaming

After two years of silence. I am glad you're okay, even if life isn't all that great right now. You've always stayed in my heart, even if we weren't meant to be. I have so much I wish I could say. However, this is possibly the best way you could've said goodbye.

A year has passed. He never came back home, we both were struggling with a lot and became strangers. I lost hope and accepted a date from someone I know and betrayed his trust. This page is a graveyard of our relationship and everything I was holding on to for so long.

It never is

Not without you.

I wish you knew

How much

My heart aches

For you.

I whisper into the nightly breeze,

Praying it reaches you.

I wish you longed

For me,

As I do.

I gaze upon the midnight sky and dream of being in your arms once more ♡ I’ll always be yours

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

ft. Patches ♡

Baby: *steals Daddy's hat* ... 👀 *steals Daddy's jacket* ... *steals Daddy's coins* ... 🙊

Daddy: *confused look* Baby, what are you doing? *goes to grab stuff back*

Baby: *runs away will all of Daddy's things* NOTHING!

Daddy: *chases behind me* Get back here, missy! *scoops me up*

Baby: *clings onto Daddy's stuff and buries my face in his chest, muffling my voice* mine

Daddy: *laughs and sits down with me in his lap* You have me, silly goose. *puts his hat on my head and lifts my chin up to look into my eyes* Look at me, love.

Baby: No... :c *holds onto Daddy and his stuff super tight*

Daddy: Babygirl, what's wrong? *holds me tightly*

Baby: I don't want Daddy to leave... *sniffles*

Daddy: Awh, sweetie, I won't be gone long. Will you hold onto Daddy's hat and watch over it real good until I get back, doll? *kisses my head*

Baby: *nods head* Yes, Daddy, I will!

Daddy: Good, now be a good girl and give Daddy his jacket back so I can leave

Baby: But Daddy... 😢

Daddy: What did I say?

Baby: ..you'll be back soon.. *gives Daddy his jacket back*

Daddy: Good girl, come give Daddy hugs and kisses baby.

Baby: Otay! ^.^ *clings onto Daddy's leg*

Daddy: *rolls over, running his hand along my bare skin, warm and smooth, pulling me close and into his embrace*

Baby: 😴 *yawns, stretches and clings onto Daddy* Mm, good morning

Daddy: Good morning little one

Baby: *softly bites his hand and starts playing with Daddy's beard*

Daddy: Come on, let's go eat *sits on the side of the bed*

Baby: *tugs on his shirt*

Daddy: Yes dear?

Baby: 🙌 *grabby hands* gimme!

Daddy: Yes, love *scoots closer to me*

Baby: *grabs Daddy's face* I need to borrow this *starts kissing all over his face* 😘😙😚

Daddy: *laughs and and pins my arms to the bed* My beautiful little one..

Baby: *gasps* Yes, Daddy?

Daddy: I need to borrow this *dragging his finger across my lips, biting his lip, looking deep into my eyes* Mmm, all mine

Baby: *starts wiggling around* Yes, Daddy, I'm all yours

Daddy: *lowers his face near mine, gently pressing his lips against my cheek and blows raspberries on my cheek*

Baby: o.o *giggles* Daddy!!!

Daddy: *laughs* Come, baby, foods time.

Baby: I wanna go to the park until I get sleepy, can I go?

Daddy: I don't know, baby, I don't like the sound of that, scares me.

Baby: But Daddy, I'll be in a lit area and won't go in the dark.

Daddy: I've been there, it's really big, something could happen and it could be bad. It only takes one time, Daddy doesn't want another call saying someone took advantage of you. I can't be there to protect you.

Baby: *sigh* okay Daddy, I won't go..

Daddy: Next time we'll go together, love. That way I can make sure you're okay and keep an eye on you.

Baby: Yes Daddy, thank you 😘

Daddy: Why are you up, shouldn't you be asleep little one?

Baby: *pretends to be asleep* 😴

Daddy: zzzzzZzzzzZzzzz *sleeping on his tummy*

Baby: *plays with Daddy's beard*

Daddy: *turns face away*

Baby: ;_; *pokes Daddy's side*

Daddy: zzzZzzz

Baby: *pokes side again*

Daddy: *turns over, eyes closed, grabs me, pulls me into his arms and wraps his leg over mine*

Baby: 💟 *snuggles my face into his chest and purrs*

Daddy: *kisses my forehead and squeezes me tight, falling back asleep*

Baby: *whispers with a muffled voice* night night Daddy 😴

Daddy: 3...

Baby: hmpf 😜

Daddy: 2... *stern look*

Baby: uhohs o.o;

Daddy: 1...

Baby: *runs away* NUUUUUUUU

Daddy: *crosses his arms* Get over here, now. 👇

Baby: *peaks around the corner*

Daddy: *raises his eyebrows and taps his foot*

Baby: *walks over to Daddy with head down and sits on his feets*

Daddy: *picks me up and sits on the couch with me in his lap* Baby, what did Daddy tell you?

Baby: *looks away and mumbles*

Daddy: What was that?

Baby: ... nothing. >.>

Daddy: Knees.

Baby: *lays across Daddy's lap on my back*

Daddy: *plays with my hair and caresses my cheek* Wrong way babygirl.

Baby: *shakes head no* nuh uh!!

Daddy: *rolls eyes and starts tickling me* You're too spoiled.

Baby: *giggles* But you love me, Daddy!!!