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Bach’s Cello Suite No. 1 in G, Prélude

This with the rain, Oh what a mood

Oh wow, all of the tension just flowed out of my muscles as soon as this started playing

‪It is INSANE what a low self-esteem will make you tolerate ‬

It’s all gonna be okay, babyy! There is no other option. We gonna be alright!

Hmm mayhaps not?

Fuuuuck i have feelings for [redacted]. Like real feelings that are not exclusively (or even mainly) tied to sex. I was really out here not accepting his kindness and that makes me sad. I’m deserving of his energy. I deserve how he makes me feel. I deserve not having constant anxiety about what he’s thinking and if he really likes me. I just journaled about this motherfucker lmfaoo i can’t believe how different this already feels from what I had with my ex. It’s so much less complicated and confusing. We had a conversation about how much we both need healthy communication and it just. Feels so good. Ughhhhhh this is such a weird feeling!

Update— he stayed with me for the weekend, and 😳 it went SO well 🥰