Abigail Swagg

I just received the train tickets for me and Novalee Swagg. For us to go to New York City together. To meet all the other swaggs. Yes I'm Going to cry. 32 FUCKING DAYS!

Oh my god. Wow thank you, I wish you left your name so I can say thank you to you. I'm keeping this. Just wow.

I probably don't have life worked out totally yet but this last year has been absolutely huge for me in real life. I went From being depressed from the ages of 11 to last year being 23. I've overcome so much. Done so much. Graduated college with a masters degree in teaching. I'm now qualified to own and run my own school. I dreamed this my whole life. I did it. I went through my mom having cancer. Loosing friends. My best friend dying. Heart break loosing the one guy that understood me. It killed me. But what's happened recently is I've met somebody. This isn't the typical girl meets Boy story. It's better. And i think he's the one. People always ask how do you know he's the one? you know when he does everything you've ever dreamed of without an effort. He does all the things your past loves never done. I'm comfortable around him. After 24 years he's made my walls come down. When he smiles I see everything. My happyness, the rest of my life. When he talks to me I get shivers. And when he laughs just wow!! I get shivers. But I also realised its not Him that's made me totally happy. It's also me. It's how HE makes ME feel. And that's amazing and happy and like my life is there and infront of me. And to me the fact that this has opened my eyes that's why I think he's the one. Please please please anybody who is struggling know that one day. You're gonna feel what I feel right now and honestly you forget it all and it's worth it. And I know it's hard trust me and I know people have it more difficult than others but it just means your prize is gonna be bigger and better. I love you all so much. I couldn't of done this without roleplay it made me grow. Made me confident. Don't give up guys. I've never been this happy in all MY Life.