Thoughts (and memories) can leave scars, much deeper and darker than wounds...
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Thoughts (and memories) can leave scars, much deeper and darker than wounds...
My life

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Yesterday evening, she said "Bye, Arnab"... I smiled to myself, feeling pleased to hear her voice after a month...but, now I am confused... Was it only a normal goodbye or it meantâŚwell, goodbye, foreverâŚ
My life
Now, a đ of ... I just... đ: My parents(no, it's not that the path is smooth, but what is life if not mastering obstacles?) Chocolates đ đŤ Music DSLR Camera Photography Poetry Fitness Teetotallers Great orators Money Keyboard đš Gym-ming Sweets Sweat Quora Strong physique Cycling and cycles Tesla cars G-shock watches(my only TRUE friend who didn't part ways, ever) Myself Strong â Getting attentionđ Looking awesomeđ (almost a dream, now) Being full of energy, always Amul Physics and Biology ( m trying to get chemistry in the list too) Nature Her Highness The Honorable Queen of Night Moon Sunlight Night sky Dogs, pups and kittens. Calves too. Tumblr Google Writerscafe Being a Rebel Being Indian and being secular Small kids My teachers Travelling Being foodie Novels Privacy My specs(Main woh chand jiska tere bin na koi asmaanđ) And... Someone listed above due to whom I changed... đ
A đ of things I f'ing hateđŹ: Confusion Injections Belly fat Chicken wings(oh, not food, I am ovolactovegetarian) Sullen silences Injustice Helplessness Being broke (moneyđ°... Is not like 'haathon ka mail', it's like air, just flows.... ) Dentist's chair Denture Fights Untidy room(yeah, I do clean, but not regularly.) Illness Being poor(practically, I am poor, since I don't earn) Fear(yeah, looks stupid, doesn't it?) People who take love as a game! Sexists Pseudo feminists Obesity Stupid songs Bad poetry Alcoholics Drug abusers Toothlessness Lowers(xcption: track suit lowers, I love them) ... And sometimes myself... Only sometimes.
I printed my name on your heart in pencil. You scrawled yours on mine in sharpie. You erased me, but no matter how hard I try, I canât do the same.
I was always temporary, but youâre permanent. (via storyiwillneverwrite)

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Every time my phone lights up, I hope that itâs a message from you,â she admits. âBut it never is,â he says as he realizes what sheâs saying. âIt never is,â she says, shaking her head sadly.
sheâs in love with you, but you canât even text her back. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
I wanted him. I wanted him so badly,â she sighs. âI thought he wanted me too, but it turns out he didnât.â She smiles and begins to play with her hair absentmindedly. âI guess no matter how much you want someone, even if itâs with every single fiber of your being, if they donât want you back, itâll never be enough.
itâll never be enough. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
A lot can happen in one year. In one year, you can accept yourself. In one year, you can get over heartbreak. In one year, you can discover that youâre not alone. In one year, you can recover from being stabbed in the back. In one year, you can find true friends. In one year, you can gain an army of supporters. In one year, you can become happy.
one year of this account!!!! (via storyiwillneverwrite)
It doesnât hurt that you chose her. Sheâs prettier than me, smarter than me, not broken like me. Her smile is bright like the sun, her eyes are as blue as the sea, and her laugh is like the melody of the most beautiful song Iâve ever heard. Sheâs your favorite book, and Iâm just a page of it. Sheâs really the obvious choice. Iâm happy for the two of you, honestly. Sometimes I see you holding her, and it looks as if youâre scared to let go. I see her smile up at you, and I can just tell that sheâs lost in your eyes. Iâm glad that you found love. It doesnât hurt that you chose her, but you wanna know what does? The fact that I almost had you. You almost loved me. You held me like that, and I smiled at you the same way she does now. But something happened, and suddenly youâre all I can think about, when to you Iâm just a distant memory.
it doesnât hurt that you chose her. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
Feet together, thighs apart. This is whatâs considered art. Stand up straight, suck it in. Maybe now youâll be a ten. Wear some makeup, but not too much. Do you want to be a slut? Stomach flat, breasts pushed up. Youâre cuter with a bigger cup. Come on now, show some skin. But not too much, youâre not that thin. Perfect teeth, perfect skin. Without these, you just canât win. âYouâre beautiful the way you are!â they say. Then they ask how much you weigh. Society can be okay, but hopefully thereâll be a better day. A day where our appearance will not define our worth.
societyâs definition of beauty. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
Awesomely put!!!

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You canât just shut off feelings for someone,â she almost whispers, her voice breaking. âAt least I canât. I really wish I could, and right now I do even more than usual, but I canât. So forgive me, but I just donât understand how you could love me one day, then leave the next.â âIf you really can control your feelings, please tell me how.â She looks up at him, pleading with teary eyes. âPlease.
you canât shut off your feelings. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
I love you,â she whispers, âbut I donât think you feel the same. Do you?â Thereâs a long silence, and he appears to be thinking about it. âIâm sure,â she says, her tone carefully measured so it doesnât crack, âIâm sure that if you have to think about it, you donât. So I believe weâre both wasting our time here.â She turns to leave. âWait,â he says, his voice hoarse. âMaybe I could love you eventually. Maybe we could be happy.â She looks back at him, shaking her head. âI canât live my life on maybes, and you shouldnât either.â The door closes quietly behind her.
I canât live my life on maybes. (via storyiwillneverwrite)
I never want to need anyone but you know what I just realized? That wanting someoneâs presence is not necessarily a bad thing. Iâm a human being. We all need somebody sometimes. It does not matter if itâs because we love them, for pure distraction or for selfish reasons- the bottom line is everyone needs a hand to hold from time to time. I have always viewed needing someone as a weak attribute but itâs not. It just means that weâre human and weâre alive.
I can never break my habit of wanting something that I cannot have. Maybe I am subconsciously putting my interest into the wrong place so that I can never experience real love. Which means that I can never really get hurt.
I can relate with it, though I will replace can't with may not, cuz i don't believe anything to be impossible. And i like challenges, she is one, that's one of the reasons i think, i love her... Its true love, but, as u write, I never experience it or get it back... Maybe i got it but never understood it, maybe...
Be what you are and say what u feel, because those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter.
Dr. Seuss

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Relief
After, A decade, it seems, That I got some rest. What a waste, it had been For me to keep everything in me, I now know, Sharing sorrow relieves brain, Decreases the pain, ...Hey, when did I feel pain? But, sharing sorrow, It involves sharing skeletons, The skeletons in ones closet, And that, is dangerous. It makes u vulnerable Ur secrets public, And life, it makes life hell. U r always on the edge, On the verge of breaking down, One mistake, and u dunno, If your life stories, Are yours, anymore... That's what propels me, To move on in life, With those skeletons, Those secrets, thoughts, emotions, And, keep myself shut, Like a clam, Careful, that not a grain Of the pearl in me, comes out But it harms, A lot, in the long run... -Abhigyan Dey
Signs
Signs, indications, How disguised! They may lie, They may be true, too. But, They are just signs, ain't they? And its truthfulness and falsehood, Mostly depends, on the way, We perceive it, They don't speak, We speak for them, And that's when we seldom lie, Lie to ourselves, Telling that fate is on our side, Even when it's clear , That there's no chance of it. Just a bit of solace, To the distressed mind, That's what it provides. But, it harms, In the long run, Later, it just seems that fate Betrayed, When actually, We betrayed ourselves, With false hopes. And that kills the faith, The belief in us, in our capabilities, Like weeds destroying a farm, Slowly, but permanently, Leading to our doom... -Abhigyan Dey