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mic stand for PS
Friday morning dumbo galleries
sound engineering with Nick and Jeff Cook
the gala for PS
St Lucia Drummer/mic set up
Short film in the living room
music video
video call and graphics for Nick

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This week I got really old school. I saw the Frick collection, St. Patrickās Cathedral (per request of my grandparents), and The MET Cloisters! All of these were radically different from what Iāve been to in New York so far. Strangely, I think the most sculpturally inspiring was St. Patricks. I have a handful of new projects to get done when I have some more space again. I was getting really excited thinking about the processes I could make them too! I saw a Daniel Braid show and heĀ used marble casting which I really would like to try.Ā
I also reached out to Jessi Reaves and am going to her studio to help her this Friday! Iāll be sure to take some pictures for your slideshow.Ā
Today Iām going to an NYU specialĀ effects class to ask about some of the techniques my friend has been learning from her professor! She was working on some hyper-realisticĀ silicone body parts that really impressed me. She couldnāt remember too much about what processes or materials she used, so she invited me to see for myself.
ooh also the other day I went to the Garment District for sequins for a sculpture Iāve been collecting parts for! I wasn't 100 percent sure Iād want the baggage of all of the connotations that come with sequins and left the decorative shop with a much better visual! I knew sequins had less value historically than I was going for and I found this short-tassel trimming that will be a perfect replacement! I canāt wait for you to see what Iām brewing.
I feel like I need to decompress a year of filtered emotions. I believe Iām happy for the most part, but in an instant, all the muscles in my face tighten. I miss my love if I ever gave it. Iām whole, in what I am doing, in what my relationships have become, but I feel a part of me gaping. In this hole, I am sensitive, down to the core idea of what I believe Iāve always been (the ego I have yet to let go). Deserving while lacking, misunderstood negatively and positively. I think of myself looking into my reflection in a rear-view mirror from the back seat, 12. I see my expression, posted and guarded, and aside from feeling trapped to read that way, I feel ok. I can escape this front to support or appreciateĀ others but is my comfort dependent? I feel like every year of my young adulthood I amĀ givenĀ a tasteĀ love I havenāt earned. Whether I reject it or let it take hold, I feel disconnected from the me that I built early on. Ā Iāve changed certainly, but I might still cry just as much. I suppose that's my next fish to fry. Iām sorry to vent this way.
darling reader, I have a lot to catch up on. This past week Iāve had two bus trips down to Richmond for shows, the first in Norfolk opening for Crumb and the second at Gallery 5. Ā I played the Crumb show with my full band; I could have had more fun with it but I was taking it so seriously that night with higher expectations for what I am. The Gallery 5 show I did solo, and the crowd was so warm. I didnāt mess up the songs I was most nervous to play. This was also one of the first shows I wasnāt talked over excessively; I could really hear myself. I went down in the mornings of the shows and took buses back right after playing to be at work the next mornings. I think the grind is keeping me focused some how. Volta was an excellent opportunity over the break to meet an amazing team of both people my age and the seasoned professionalsĀ of the art world. It was such a great taste of how small the world is too! Both of my bosses knew and loved Nick Hallett. A co-worker Alex knew my music and sent it to a DC label she works for that my dad wants me to get signed to, and my supervisor was in a band that I am a fan of! Julia is a painting student in Kansas City. Jeremiah is a hardworking art fanatic, with the mind of a salesmen or collector. The best of them had no connections to me, but I hope to stick around with. Her name is Nikki and sheās a graduate student at Columbia right now. She let me stay at her house for a little in Chinatown and we cooked together before and after work. I felt really appreciated with the Volta family, who gave me opportunities to problem solve after I showed an attentiveness and eagerness to be helpful despite all my traveling outside of the show. My big boss, painter David Goodman, connected me to work Frieze art fair in May. Above meeting people, the opportunity to go to these fairs for free has been eye opening to a world Iād never explored. During our lunch breaks, we couldĀ look around the Armory a pier over.
Ā At Voltaās fair, my favorite work was in the section curated by Mickalene Thomas and Racquel Chevremont. The highlights of the selected artists include Kennedy Yanko, who reclaimed metal scraps and mended and entangled them with ceramic and pigskin. Both Kennedy and her work had a strong, centered presence in any room. Other work I really enjoyed from the section was Christie Neptune, a photographer with lush portraiture possibly referencing value, function, and visibility. Lastly, Kameelah Janan Rasheed stood out with a large scale, black and white, xeroxed-based installation. Of the un-curated section, Jeremy Thomasās refined car scarps, Cheryl Popeās flocked antique miniatures, Sto Lenās marbled paper prints of polluted waterways, and Bruno Miguelās colorful installations hit.
At the Armory sculpture by Michail Pirgelis, Gabriel Rico, and Nacho Carbonell and installations by Patrick Jacobs, Roxy Paine stuck out to me. Over all, I felt like the fair had a lot of work catering to viewer promotion on Instagram, with space for posing through mirrored pieces and exciting lighting.
After the fairs were done and I got back into gear with Letha, We begun installing in Grimm for her opening this Sunday. I came in Wednesday and Thursday because she let me reschedule for Voltaās break down on Monday. The art installers and gallery assistants at Grimm were great company to be around, and it was exciting to follow through with something Iāve been helping work towards for months now. At the gallery, we put together the large steel sculptures, hung concrete and vinyl sculptures, and pushed a c-print into the wall with an i-beam.Ā Letha mentioned still having a few pieces she wants to work on in the studio once the show is up, and I canāt wait to learn the process. Ā Sheās planning to work on pieces that involve a process Iāve yet to help her with, where she flips the concrete pieces as soon as theyāre poured and hammers them to slopĀ while they are setting.Ā
On Thursday I also finally made in to the New MuseumĀ Triennial.Ā Ā Wilmer Wilsonās piece glistened, with suggestions of escapism under the common but sparkling staple. The KERNEL piece was visually juicy, though I was much more contextually interested in Cian Dayritās paintings and maps on the same floor. They referenced colonialism, political power, social classifications, propaganda and belief systems. I could begin to unpack more while exploring it, unlike some of the more minimal works.
Friday morning I applied for Frieze, submitted to Whurk Magazine, and wrote to a Richmond label, Crystal Pistol, about releasing my album. Friday night I went to two shows of the same building, at Soho 20 and The Border. The work at Soho 20 lacked mystery for me, but the Border was right up my alley, with more sculptural elements and material/process explorations. Soho 20 had work by Susan Hockaday, whose colorful, densely patterned photographs of beach plastic visually related to I-spy books. My favorite piece of the night was Peter Kasparās sculpture, using thin wood and fiberoptic wire to āexplore the relationship between culture and memoryā. For me, this work evoked the childhood memory of putting my finger to the top of a flashlight and watching it glow red in wonder. Not often is technically advanced work so playful and inviting. To activate the light in the piece, the viewer had to move a little rock to the center of a wooden box, like magic.
I need to get my energy cleansed by a professional or spirit. Suggestions are welcome.Ā
Today I apply to an internship at Big Secret in Richmond and start to fill out the internship grant from VCU. Tonight is some music and tomorrow, Lethaās big night!
I spent much of this weekend on a bus to and from Richmond for a show (made nearly 200 for one night!), followed by my first 13 hour VOLTA art fair shift, that went surprisingly well. Ā Thursday I have my biggest show yet in Norfolk. Feeling like Iām not ready but running at the feeling.Ā I just got booked for the National for later this month. I know I can only be exactly what I am, but I know I have to work to be so much more.

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falling short of transcendingĀ I have to because Iām afraid
Today with Letha I went to a frame and installation shop, picked up, and moved some art for her show. It was a very high-stress day, although I was given very little to do. Ā Still I tried to do more than I was asked to alleviate some of her stress, like cleaning up scraps, dusting/sweeping, putting away tools. despite having little to do, my mind has been running wild since falling asleep last night.
carpet weights on stairs
carpet made of construction safety fencing
design of a circuit board in mirror, mazing the floor of a room
peeling the backs of mirror so a textured haze of transparent windows to inverted vinyl text, a light box.
I texted my grandpa. Heās been retired since January, and stripping the plastic off of old Christmas lights. He was going to sell them for their weight to a scrap shop, but Iām buying the weight instead for my chandeliers.
After work I saw the Rubin exhibit āThe Future is Fluidā. My millennial mind assumed this was referring to sexuality or gender, but it was focused on ancient Buddhist art, spiritual pilgrimage, and the history of sculpture processes in Buddhist art. There was a huge range of work, from VR, video game, traditional and modern painting, quilting, weaving, sculpture, and installation. Most of the work felt very immersive, massive works either incorporating their own sound, or aided by the sound of a performer on the bottom floor, whose playing filled all 6 stories. He was playing an ancient instrument built much like a sitar but with two fret boards and mallets.
I would love love love to work for Monir Shahroudy Farmanfarmaian
latelyĀ I've been into the photography of Nicholas Muellner and the articles on Kara Walkerās website. I was surprised to even read one by Gordon Hall that mentions you!
Friday after meeting with Nick, I managed to catch doors all the way to the third floor of the artist-studio warehouse mentioned to me on the subway. Iām considering taking the class there to peak around; Angel (a wood-worker) even offered to introduce us to the artists he knows in the building if we want to come by. I took down the names of artists written on the doors down the hall way so I could also find what I am interested in. The most exciting part of this experience to me was the haunting of chandeliers in my timeline here. The work working studio used to belong to chandelier builder, who left behind dozens to hang from the ceiling. After I got home I went to the artist store by my house and bought brass tubing and wires to work on my chandelier. The tubes fit perfectly with these strange little orange rubber tubes I thrifted without a reason from an oddities shop a few weeks ago. I canāt wait to get a studio space to begin piecing it all together. Iām meeting with a realtor to look at a place soon.
This past weekend I saw Peter Pan Jr, featuring my 13 year old cousins in Pennsylvania. My Uncle kept bragging about me working for a theatre company in New York and everyone else kept saying I looked like any one of my little ones. I want them to be happy. I hope to have free time soon to go visit them and spend a day with each one. 12/13 years ago I couldnāt be seen without them and at various points in my life theyāve been my main reason to keep going. A friend of mine once said to give yourself the advice you would tell your 8 year-old self. I have three girls who give me a lot more advice than I could give them, as much as I try. I donāt want them to grow up ashamed of their bodies. Its an easy thing to do in my family, where the young ones are commented on regularly. I donāt want them to grow up serving too much, or trying to be a part of something exclusive.
On Sunday I went back to MoMA and saw Tarsila do Aramal. Her large figures reminded me of gardens of overgrown cucumbers. She is posed as the most notable Brazilian modernism in the 1920s, with flavors of folk art throughout her work. She was married to a writer, who often wrote fictions inspired from her work. Later in her career Marxism begins to play a part in her paintings, showing faces of dozens of factories workers under pollution, and prior her work was explicitly desegregated, in a time of racial change for Brazil. This is particularly notable as she was born to plantation owners 2 years before slavery was abolished in Brazil.Ā
Tomorrow I am seeing the show at the Rubin Museum called The Future is Fluid with an intern from PS who goes to the New School as a graduate in Art Entrepreneurism, with an undergraduate at Temple for music composition. I have really high hopes for the exhibit.
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Sunday night I went to PS for theirĀ Avant-garde-arama and saw a handful of comedians, singers, instrumentalist, and characters. I also got to meet a lot more people who work with PS. I didnāt realize there were other interns, and theyāre all vey cool. One of them goes to the New School for art and another is a dancer!Ā
Monday: online sociology class day. Thats all I did aside from a long walk I took, whereĀ I found free plexiglass that I harvested for a potted cactus I am cherishing
Tuesday and Wednesday I went to PS. Tuesday we packed up a a truck with 9 4x4 cushions and unloaded them at MoMA PS 1! It was funny to be back and cool to see the underside of the museum! in the basement they have a glorious wood shop called fun-foo(?). I got some quality truck time with a co-worker Andy who offered me a job connection to Ralph Lauren this summer, so if I get it I might be staying in the city a bit longer! hopefully not the whole summer, so I can re-situate my self in my job and home in Richmond. Wednesday I also went to the opening of an art book store of art books from Dubai called Fully Booked.Ā
Thursday I ran a handful of errands for Letha, going to Artists and Craftsman for finishing sprays, to pick up her camera from the repair shop, and to check on the zinc and vinyl prints from Laumont. Laumont was a block or so away from PS 1 too! on my journeys I saw the fashion district and all of its bead stores, and met an artist on the subway who I will visit the studio of tomorrow morning! His name is Angel and he works a few blocks from Letha. Then Iāll go to meet with Nick to work on some web development. Not sure what heāll have in store for me tomorrow but Iām trying to prepare by having all their social media accounts looking less barren
Today I spent a good amount of time with Nick, alphabetizing his contact list. Not sure I am really getting much out of this relationship creatively. Iāve asked for vocal advice and he hasnāt seemed open to sharing any, and mainly gives me assignments he could easily do if he needed to, but doesnāt need to. I would leave him for a new internship but am thinking of just adding someone new and phasing out when the website launches mid March.Ā
CorinĀ Weekend!
Saturday February 17th
Bring a bag lunch!
11AM
Meet at Sculpture Center at 11 am
Sculpture Center 44-19 Purves Street
Carissa Rodriguez
In Practice
12-2 PM
MOMA PS 1. 12-6
Carolee Schneemann āKinetic Paintingā
Cathy Wilkes
Michael E Smith
2:30 PM. Midtown Galleries
Amy Sillman Barbara Gladstone 130 East 64th
Allan Kaprow Hauser and Wirth 32 East 69th
Nicole Eisenman Ā Anton Kern Ā 16 East 55th Street
4 PM
Met Bruer
Leon Golub Ā Raw Nerve
5PM
Walter De Maria Earth Room 141 Wooster Street
WednesdayāSunday, 12ā6 pm (closed from 3ā3:30 pm)
Sunday January 28th-DIA BEACON. Open 11-4pm
DIA BEACON on Sunday. We would leave from Grand Central Station at 9:43 AM and get back around 6 PM.
9:15. Meet at Grand Central Station
9:43 Train leaves Grand Central Station
11:16 Arrive in Hudson and walk to Beacon
12:30 pm head down to Main Street for Quick Lunch
2-3pm Organized tour of DIA Beacon
4:52 PM. Leave Beacon
6:17 Arrive back at Grand Central Station
This week has been a wonderful week with Letha, Iām feeling really inspired by her. I feel that although more often than not I am reserved around her, I learn a lot about her character, and she really invests herself into conversations I do want to have with her. Yesterday I was on about why we make, and who our art is for. I feel like I am getting a lot out of my time with her. We went to the metal shop, which was filled with processes to take in. I left the shop drawing and inventing the whole way back to the studio. Then we ran some Home Depot errands, I cleaned up her dirty space, and prepped the work for the next concrete pour. It was valentines day so I bought myselfĀ
I then went to Roulette to see Nick Hallett and Daisy Press perform an opera. The light show was inspiring and their voices were breathtaking. After them a solo laptop noice performer, Rachika performed a set that almost brought me to tears three times. Something about noise consumes and loses you more than therapy could hope. I met a new friend, Eames, who invited me to a noise show with JamesK, RAFiA, and Nightspace. Everyone was basically in costume of the most performative version of themselves, art students, drop outs, and older. I met a painter from Parsons who thought of himself as like Picaso, and a FIT designer who dropped out against the industry. Eames is a visual artist who is actually based in DC when sheās not here! I plan to keep in touch with her, she makes amazing paintings and works for Issues Project Room.Ā
I also went to the Guggenheim for the first time; it was absolutely breath-taking. IĀ imagine MoisĆ©s getting to walk up and down that spiral every day, wondering if it will ever lose itās effect. I saw work by Danh Vo, who works with and against history in his sculptures. He is a collector, sculptor, deconstructor, and iconoclast. One of my favorite pieces was velvet wall hangings from the Vatican Museums with perfectly symmetrical settings from the museum burnt out from light exposure. In graphite text, a font you canāt read unless you see the pieceās title, envisioning the unseeable Promise Land, as a queer Vietnamese refugee. He takes apart collector items that would otherwise me capitalized despite their morally questionable value, and reclaims them, breathing life into otherwise mundane objects. He questions the value of mundane objects, that were symbolic of assimilation and western success to his grandmother, in the pieceĀ āOma Totem,ā stacking a specifically branded washing machine, fridge, TV, and crucifix.
I also saw the work of Brancusi, Josef Alberts. Albertās color studies vaguely reminded me of your fatherās work, with more emphasis on his travels to Mexico.

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Saturday I walked around soho and the west village and found 80WSE Gallery, which had some NYU student work, photos by Susan Meiselas, and lush paintings of Solentiname during the times of war. I donāt see much correlation between the student work that was up and the rest social-politically charged forces of the rest of the space, but I suppose its just a space students have to show their work. Susan Meiselasā work I would describe as moving photojournalism of unrest in the civil wars of Central America, with a focus on Nicaragua. The paintings of Solentiname seemed like they were all work of a single artist, but I couldnāt find a name posted, just the name of the showĀ āDream of Solentinameā. The paintings were highly textured landscape and plant life surrounding war crimes, corruption, and escape.
Wednesday morning my phone fell from the couch as I woke up and promptly broke, without a scratch. I was assigned to pick up vinyl from Canal Rubber and take a Lift back to the studio, so I had to write down directions in advance and take a taxi. I really enjoy Canal st and would love to explore it more. Canal Rubber offers a gallon of liquid latex for mold making at a better price than Smooth-on so I also thought I should be back to give that a try. I spent the rest of my day with Letha folding for her next piece.
Thursday I went in to strike a stage and set up a new on at PSNY for Avant-gardepaluza, a day long festival of three minute performances, taking place next Saturday. After work I found the apple store who told me I would have to get a new phone, which I am not able to do with them at the moment. They also wiped my laptop so it would be high functioning again, which was a much needed fix with my phone out of commission. I then went to get some work done in the closest coffee shop, and happened to be bombarded with strangers for 3 hours. I entertain more than I should trying to be friendly and kind. I met a rapper/fashion designer who seemed to want to both use me as a connection and let me know my place as someone who should speak less, then a immigrant from Hong Kong who wanted to analyze my handwriting. He was kind but distracting. I almost found a new housing option online but it was swiped by a less skeptical Facebook sublet-group member.
Friday I spent the morning with Nick meeting with web designer for navigating hosting/domain/mailing service for Whispering Pines 10. After the meeting we talked about the press release I am working on for the website launch, due to Rhizome this weekend. He mentioned the whole launch may be pushed back, something he suspected from the start. Iām working in a coffee shop now to get some photos together for my album release before I head to Lethaās to do some overtime-folding. I want to get some material together to show her assistant Martha, who works with visuals for her boyfriendās band. Maybe sheāll have some advice for me.