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rafe cameron x kook!reader

part 1

moodboard?

warnings: angst, mention of pregnancy, break up, mental health

summary: what happens when the only love you've ever known doesn't love you anymore?

playlist: ghost of you by 5sos, champagne problems and bigger than the whole sky by taylor

the cameron's were the one in charge of the cancellations and to let everyone know the wedding was off. sarah now had y/n's wedding dress hanged in her closet as the store called her when it wasn't picked up on the day it was supposed to and neither y/n or her mom answered their calls.

rafe it saw it when she brought it to tanyhill, it was gorgeous and it represented y/n so well. and even if rafe tried to fool everyone, he wasn't doing alright, her family got everything out of their once shared home and when he came back after they'd left it was as if she had never been there at all. not one piece of her had been left behind except for the pictures hanging in the walls, he couldn't sleep that night, his sight set one the cold spot next to him in bed. he missed her.

the news on the island spread really quick and he now got dirty looks on the streets, even in the country club by the elder people who known them since they were kids, wondered how he could leave his high-school sweetheart and pregnant fiance. she is a very beloved girl in their circles.

he hadn't seen her since she left the hospital, her parents wouldn't even open the door of their hose and his mom then told him that y/n and her mom had left the island, probably to her grandparents home in the mainland.

a month later sarah told him y/n and the baby were okay and that she was expecting a little girl.

topper's pov

"dude." I sit next to rafe in the living room of my house.

"what top?"

"I thought you'd want to see this." I hand him my phone. "y/n sent this to maia last night, she said she's entering the third trimester and almost seven month. y/n mentioned that she has almost everything for the baby."

rafe looked at the picture, a round belly showing.

"she broke down crying when maya asked what she was missing so we could maybe send it to her."

to me rafe fucked up so badly and will forever regret allowing his intrusive thpught to overcome his feelings, he won't ever find anyone as good as her or someone he'll love as much as he loved/loves y/n. he still loves her, he wouldn't have become a shell of who he was at her absence if he didn't love her.

third person pov

two weeks after topper sent him the picture he couldn't stop looking at thinking about how it would feel to touch her belly, how his daughter moving would feel under his touch. the texts he had been sending for the past two and a half months for almost everyday to y/n finally got a reply.

"hi, my due date is ironically september 21st. thought I would let you know, hope you're doing alright." 1 picture attached.

rafe almost jumped from his sit at his office. 21st their anniversary.

"y/n, can I call you? please." delivered.

he was now living at tanyhill again, couldn't stand being in their home without her.

"rafe!" sarah shouted from the living room. "rafe get the fuck down here right now."

"I'm coming jesus, why are you screaming?" he jogged down the stairs. "what happened?"

"y/n/n gave birth last night. the 20th at 19.37 pm." he almost fainted, his daughter was born and he hadn't been there.

"what? how did you found out?" rafe took her phone from her hand to watch the picture, the two pictures in fact. y/n holding the baby girl and another of the baby girl alone.

"she's perfect. how did she call her?" tears streaming down his face.

"sky. she said it's the name you liked and that she looks exactly like you." rafe sat down with his head in his hands.

"what have I done sar?"

"I wish I knew but she gave me the hospital she's in, told me ti let you know."

the same afternoon rafe knocked on the door giving it a few seconds before coming in.

"y/n/n."

"hey." the baby girl peacefully sleeping in her arms.

"are you alright?" he asked approaching the bed.

"yeah in a bit of pain but it's alright." she looked down at her daughter. "she's sky." y/n smiled at him. "wanna hold her?"

"yes yes please." once he had sky in his arms and sat on the chair beside the bed, his eyes instantly filled with tears and everything he had been repressing, all his love for y/n came rushing back in an instant. "she's perfect y/n/n."

they spent a few minutes in silence contemplating their daughter before y/n spoke up.

"I'll alow for you and your family to see her but it'll be arranged for my parents to bring her to y'all. I'm not prepared to be around you yet." she couldn't really maintain the eye contact.

"y/n/n about that..."

"it's okay, you stopped loving me and even if it still hurts me like hell and I can't wrap my head around it. she deserves to know how good it feels to be loved by you."

on that moment rafe truly realized the mistake he had made.

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Home Sweet Home

{In which, JJ and y/n move in to their first home together.}

A Right to Love

{In which, JJ isn't used to being cared about.}

Jumped

{In which, y/n gets jumped and JJ is fuming.}

Take Me Back

{In which, JJ broke up with y/n but it's not because he doesn't love her. He only wanted to protect her from his dad. But now, he's having a panic attack on the bathroom floor and the only thing John B can do to stop it is call y/n.}

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{When y/n gets angry and questions her decision to marry JJ instead of Rafe, the pogue decides to remind her just exact who she belongs to.}

Strawberry

{In which, y/n decides to play a little game with her best friend on Valentine's. Combining the chapstick and starburst challenges.}

Sensation

{In which, JJ is completely feral for his girl.}

Sweet Like Cupcakes

{In which, a dick pic leads to a whole new kind of relationship between two best friends.} *Part 2*

Have Faith In Me

{In which, JJ feels bad for not believing y/n when she told him that she really wasn't flirting with his best friend.}

Why So Tense?

{In which, a simple massage leads to much more.}

Sneaking Around

{In which, platonically sharing a bed with y/n isn't going to work out for JJ's dick. Which, it seems, has other plans.}

Marry Me

{In which, marriage proposals can be spontaneous, right?}

Blue Balls, Red Cheeks

{In which, JJ finds out that he quite likes being a bottom.}

Uncomfortable

{In which, y/n walks in on JJ jerking it and decides to help out.}

Stranded

{In which, getting stranded leads y/n to virginity loss by one JJ Maybank.}

Dress

{In which, JJ gets protective over his best friend when a creep takes a liking to her at a party.}

"How's that for logic?"

{In which, y/n gets drunk with John B and JJ on the pogue and they start to wonder which boy would be able to fuck her better.}

Carved By My Love

{In which, JJ makes his ownership over y/n's body known.}

Nowhere to Run

{In which, JJ makes a point to breed the girl who claims she hates him.}

Saying Goodbye

{In which, JJ can only ask that she fuck him one more time. Fuck him like she loves him still.}

My Perfect Girl

{In which, y/n is reminded that she's perfect just like she is.}

Or Nah

{In which, JJ is completely pussy whipped.}

Let Me Help?

{In which, JJ helps his baby mama relieve the pressure in her aching tits by draining them for her.}

Clueless

{In which, John B has no idea he just walked in on JJ fucking his girl.}

You don't think so?

{In which, JJ convinces y/n not to go on that date with the kook that her parents picked out for her.}

Exhausted

{In which, her parents fighting has been keeping her awake. So, JJ decides to help her get some sleep by taking a nap with her.}

Somnophilia

{In which, JJ's a perv who can't help but to play with y/n while she sleeps.}

The Thing About Love

{In which, JJ catches y/n's boyfriend cheating on her and confronts her about what he saw.}

Gut Feeling

{In which, JJ's girl is pregnant but the baby isn't his.}

Making Up For Lost Time

{In which, y/n gets tired of listening to JJ complain about his dry sex life and offers to fuck him herself.}

My Boyfriend Is My Stalker

{In which, JJ doesn't trust you to be on your own.}

"But is it like...similar?"

{In which, JJ has a few questions about a dildo versus a real dick.}

Daddy's Submissive

{In which, JJ is needy for his best friend all the time.} *Part 2*

Exhibitionism

{In which, y/n enjoys teasing her sub in public.}

Love To Hate You

{In which, does y/n really hate him, or is she just pretending?}

Lying Little Hoe

{In which, JJ is a pervert who can't help but take advantage of his best friends ability to continuously misplace personal items.}

I bet you won't...

{In which, y/n and her best friend, JJ, have a game that they like to play called I Bet You Won't. The object? Try to get the other person to do something so outrageous it's sure to bring a laugh. If they refuse? Congratulations. You win. }

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{best friends to lovers where Rafe gets sick and y/n comes over to take care of him} *Sequel*

Pretty Boy

{You and Rafe have always been best friends. One day while playfully teasing him you accidentally discover a dirty little secret of his that may or may not lead to you both doing something more...}

Hands Are Tied

{In which, Rafe is punished for disobeying the rules.}

Midsummer's

{In which, Rafe and y/n share a love unlike anything the pogues have ever seen.}

Weeds Bloom Flowers Too

{In which, y/n has been questioning whether or not to leave Rafe. But a drunken confession makes her decide to stay.}

Anything You Want

{In which, Rafe and y/n enjoy some skin care.}

High On Love and Cocaine

{In which, Rafe does lines off of his compliant girlfriend's naked body.}

Her

{In which, y/n is locked in a room with the guy she hates most. The guy she ends up cheating with while waiting to be set free.}

Say It

{In which, y/n makes Rafe tell her just what he wants her to do to him.}

Hate The Sin, Love The Sinner

{In which, Rafe knows just what he did wrong, but it's too late to fix it.}

Do Whatever I Want (series masterlist)

{In which, fooling around with her step brother leads to a whole new life for y/n and Rafe Cameron.}

Mile High Club

{In which, Rafe gets needy on the plane.}

You Make Everything Better

{In which, Rafe is sick and has decided that cock warming is the only helpful form of medicine.}

Little White Lies

{In which, Rafe broke his promise.}

Watercolor Eyes

{In which, Rafe blames himself for what happened with y/n.}

All Of The Stars

{In which, Rafe is learning to be a better man for y/n.}

No Other Heart

{In which, y/n has been with Rafe through it all.}

Cross Me

{In which, y/n gets overly possessive and Rafe has to remind her how to behave in public.}

Up To No Good

{In which, Ward catches Rafe in the act with his girlfriend.}

Rough & Raw

{In which, y/n let's Rafe go bare for the first time.}

Cross Faded

{In which, cross faded Rafe gets in to a fight defending his life long best friend. Grateful yet completely exasperated, she takes him back home with her in order to take care of him.} *Part 2*

Hero

{In which, Rafe can play hero if he gets something out of it.}

I'm Sorry/Touch Me

{In which, touch starved Rafe gets a little too excited when he's cuddling with his best friend. Luckily, she understands and is willing to help him out.}

Make Up Sex

{In which, Rafe is in love with y/n. But she's not the kind to do that type of love.}

One Call Away

{In which, y/n has insomnia and can't sleep. Meanwhile, Rafe has been waiting up for her call.}

Who's Gonna Know?

{In which, Rafe desires his step daughter more than her mom.}

Primal

{In which, Rafe and y/n rather enjoy their game of cat and mouse.}

Love Confessions

{In which, Rafe just couldn't help himself. He had to tell her how he feels.}

Possessive

{In which, Rafe and y/n are coming out as a couple at Midsummers. But all she wants to do is sneak away with him to make sure he remembers he's hers as well.}

Good Little Submissive

{In which, y/n heavily indulges in Rafe's humiliation kink.}

Just Don't Get It

{In which, comforting Rafe at an event turns in to dominating him at home.}

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{In which, y/n asks for Rafe's opinion on a new set.} *Part 2*

A Part of You

{In which, Rafe is a little rough around the edges but y/n knows he loves her.}

Push and Pull

{In which, y/n accidentally snaps Rafe's chain during sex.}

The First Time

{In which, Rafe begs his best friend to steal his virginity.}

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{In which, y/n runs to Tannyhill in search of Sarah after finding out that her boyfriend, JJ, has been cheating on her. Only, she doesn't get Sarah. Instead, she gets Sarah's brother, Rafe Cameron. And when he finds out she's pregnant, an odd kind of chaos ensues. } *Part 2*

Virgin Whore

{In which, y/n takes care on Rafe's needs for her pleasure. Not his.}

Eye of the Hurricane

{Rafe gets in a nasty fight with his dad and finds himself crying and intoxicated on his best friend's doorstep, begging her to take him in. Who is she to turn him away?}

Sensual

{In which, y/n shows her boyfriend how much she loves him through how well she takes care of him.}

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