The only thing that comforts me is the fact that I could just kill myself tomorrow and won’t have to worry about another thing ever again.

toxic parents will traumatize you and act surprised when you act like you've been traumatized

everyday im fighting to stay alive in a life i don’t even want to be alive in

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

ive had enough where is the cocaine

I don’t get mad anymore, I just get really quiet. Why keep talking when nobody is really listening to you?