i have no idea what's going on in my life im just in charge of the music

Am I gonna feel this way forever or do I need a lobotomy

hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt

brought nothing to the gun fight. whatever man

did they ever figure out how to put thoughts into words. did they ever get on top of that

maybe progress could be linear if i try hard enough

keep killing . what else is there

being self-aware doesn’t stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it.

accidentally got stuck in a compulsive thought loop instead of living any sort of life

realizing nothing can fill my void other than doing everything i said i would do for myself

the art of not being ready and doing it anyway will take you far