A Free Spirit...

The only person that I ever truly loved never truly loved me....

I want the dark skin one to hit me from the back and grab my ass tight...scratching his nails in my butt cheeks, as the brown skinned one stands in front of me while his long thick and caramel brown dick just fuckin stares at me. My mouth watering like a thirsty dog. He rubs his dick across my mouth and slaps me gently in the face with it. Mm I want it. I open my mouth and he sticks it in there slowly. I lean my head back and he grabbed it and slid it down my throat. I stuck my tongue out and breathe through my nose. I could feel him deep in my esophagus.... My pussy throbbed and I played with it and got it wet. I wanted him inside of me. He kept fucking my throat, going up and down as if he were drilling my pussy. My mouth was wet as fuck. I love big dicks in my mouth. I love it.

The Fall

The Bible

Why do I hate to share my food? Except for with one person...

Psalm 86:13 (KJV) "For great is thy mercy toward me: and thou hast delivered my soul from the lowest hell." See it at YouVersion.com http://bible.us/Ps86.13.kjv

As a child rebels against its parent, so does the renegade to a pimp. Why must a man have all the control? Why must women be stereotyped? Stay in the kitchen where a woman belongs, Cook for and feed the man of the house Clean up after these children. Act like a lady. We really should act like ladies. Comfort him when he is weak... Be his strength and love him. Why run from love? Love is beautiful... Love is also scary I love him.... Why must I run? Sit still.... Be a lady. "For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit." -Proverbs 23:27 Hmmm....

I can't sleep without it I can't go a day without having it Put me to sleep... My mind says yes... The heart says no. Dont do that to yourself...

Why sell yourself into sin? Some things happen in which we can't control... Sometimes we have to do things Sometimes God allows the enemy to come in and steal our joy. Sometimes He allows the enemy to use us but He will still have our back. I can't take this feeling of my throat being closed. I can't take the feeling of holding back tears... I just want to be happy with the person that I think about on a daily basis. I dont want to hurt him But I have to do what I have to di. I hate this life... I want my old one. Pain is inevitable in life as we know it...

Being a real person in a fake world is the biggest challenge to overcome... We need people We have to get to certain places in our life... We need people...