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affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

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dogpuppy

#me putting on all my god damned costumes

lamignonette

i-will-recover-tomorrow

storm-of-feathers

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

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ANYWAY NO WORRIES TIME TO LIE ON THE GROUND AND LISTEN TO THE NEW MOUNTAIN GOATS SONG THANK YOU MOUNTAIN GOATS

#text

naturalpr3y

My understanders will Understand me

#my entire creative practice

anyway i am not even nervous about any of the acting in this show because what's actually Difficult about it is the 20 different costume articles whose complex journey I must manage. the acting is just the nice little rests i get between quick-changes. i am a delivery mechanism for garments. in our first dress run today i only made one Actual Mistake which is a genuine miracle given that the hour call we have is literally not long enough to put all my shit in the places it needs to be. it takes me so long to put all my stuff away after the show that i was late for notes AND got told off by the stage manager for the stuff I hadn't put away yet AND got warned by the production manager it was time to go home? please pick one (1) thing at a time that I am in trouble for. thank you. i think our director assumed i was joking when I prefaced a sentence with "if anyone makes fun of me about this I'll cry" so they did make (extremely gentle) fun of me but unfortunately i was not joking. does everyone need to see my spreadsheet. that monologue from peep show where he's like "text everyone, tell them i'm on the edge, we're in brussells, i'm wearing an overcoat, it's all basically fine but i'm on the edge. stress that. everyone needs to be kind to me."

#text #i wear 4 discrete outfits and have to change or otherwise fuck around with what i'm wearing about 6 times #twice onstage once while live audio-describing from just offstage #like it's good and fine and fun and manageable and it will get smoother #but like. there's always a thing in the show that tries to kill you and that's what this is

rude of my voice to get worn out after i've been using it all day. i want to sing national songs with massive pauses while i move my hands to the next chord on the piano and i do not want to sound like a pack a day smoker while i do it.

#text #i like the sound but UNFORTUNATELY i know singing on it is doing me damage #and our show previews tomorrow lol aaaaaa

urtopia

#me to me every time we run the show (positive)

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crimewave420

does anyone have that picture of the skeleton and it’s like “BOY I DIE…SHIT BOY”

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deadpowol

#HE'S DOING HIS PART

roycohn

"pastel morticia and gomez addams" is like literally exactly it, this is why i love seeing her in this relationship

#YESSSSSSSSSs

senatortedcruz

Kinsey scale 0-6 of what’s your preferred activity level of vacation? I’m like a 4.5 I love a city walk I love a museum I love ancient ruins I love shopping I love going out to eat. Maybe like a day of beach chilling and reading but like. I can sit around at home you know?

#6 if i'm alone #if i'm with other people i modulate down to whatever their level is #but i never get tired of Walking Around if I am somewhere Else

piranesies

they should invent putting on sunscreen that doesn't feel like putting on sunscreen

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aorish-deactivated20251222

Recent discourse reminds me of that cult indoctrination trick that's often used to weed out more difficult marks early on, where they tell you all that you aren't allowed to eat rice on Tuesdays and then if you protest they go "wow SOMEBODY likes rice a little much huh" as if you're the fucking weirdo who cares too much about how much rice is consumed between Monday and Wednesday instead of them.

And this forces you to decide whether your autonomy matters to you more than the approval of the group - while they'll still act like you're on thin ice either way, if you give in at this point they know you're theirs forever, because now they've established a foothold, you've shown a moral weakness, which they will brand you with so it can be used against you in the future ("hey RICE-addict here doesn't want help break into the city records office") to force you to double-down and isolate you further.

And if instead you do decide to push back further, after your abrupt departure from the group ("You're seriously leaving us over RICE?!? Seriously?") and subsequent ostracism, you can then be used as a demonstration to the others who were more pliable, of how the outgroup is full of people like you who are obsessed with violating the No-Tuesday-Rice rule to the point where they'll abandon all their friends, who cared so much for them, so it clearly isn't an arbitrary restriction, you're the kind of monster these rules are intended to protect them from, thus all the other wise and esoteric precepts of the charismatic leader are implied to be equally justified.

doomhamster

This isn't just for cults either! Shitty partners, bosses, friends - they all do variants of this where if you kick back the first time they make an unreasonable request, it proves you weren't ever committed since you'd let such a small thing ruin everything. And of course, if it's the third or the tenth unreasonable thing they ask of you, it's SUCH A SMALL THING to be a deal-breaker at this late point in your relationship!

#lol one of my evil exes tried this on me #he did some heinous shit and because I was 22 and tired I just said 'if you lie to me again i'm leaving'#and he was very apologetic and promised never to lie to me again #like 3 days later confessed he had lied when I asked if he had smoked a cigarette in his car #clearly not expecting me to dump him over something so minor #i was like 'oh okay i'm leaving :)'#i vaguely remember a few days passed during which he sort of had long rambling arguments At Me #so I think he might have thought the breakup wasn't serious? and the stuff he was saying might have been subsequent gaslighting?#but gaslighting doesn't work when you are literally not listening #and once the weekend hit i packed my shit and left forever. lmao #not proud of how long I stayed in that relationship but VERY proud of how i left it

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