xtra dramatik

naurr um im using this as my personal not so personal diary because ive recently found old literature exams from middle school (9th grade) while dusting off my room and getting rid of a few things and ive realised how awful that teacher was ; only her of course!! literature is rather my strong subject aside from languages and arts and yet of my entire 12 years of school shes the only literature teacher id fail classes w ; fyi she was also my literature teacher in 7th grade too so it must be a problem w her :3

context!! that white woman was OBSESSED over east asians first of all and would treat them like teacher pet (her husband is also east asian im not saying anything) and she was rather racist and hostile towards north africans like me whatever u were of arab or amazigh decent and would purposely make us fail, idk why but she was pretty much always on my back, insulting me and putting me down, saying that it's just that im too lazy and stupid to success (i had undiagnosed adhd at that time too lol) and overall wanted me to fail really fucking bad by giving me the hardest homework and subjects to work on : once again please note, out of 12 years old school id only fail literature with her ONLY

ive been confused as to why is she only personally attacking me when other white kids had bad if not worse grades than i did yet shed just leave them but thats cause i didnt realise yet she was a racist bitch ahahaha

her bullying drained out every once of self esteem i had for myself and made me feel like shit for a very long time ; ive entered high school depressed thinking i should just give up but guess what!! i had the best grades in literature in my entire school. were talking highschool level.