I think I'll give you a kiss

I know that you wouldn’t want to hear this. And I know that you would end up changing my mind if I told you in person, and you see I can not do such a thing at this hour especially given the circumstances of our agreement.

Honestly Peter...I would much rather not grow up at all and be with you, than have to grow up and live without you. I had to live without you for four years, and my mind couldn’t help but wonder what adventures you were having and how the lost boys were. But I can’t stay here, in Neverland. I have come to realise this over time, and it saddens me so.

I can’t leave everything in London. And I can’t stay here knowing- knowing that you don’t care for me, and knowing that you never will for you are only just a boy. I can’t deny and say that I don’t love you...because I do. I have for four years, and a part of me always will Peter...and it upsets me that you don’t even have slight feelings for anyone.

Truthfully, I don’t want to leave, but I know I must. For to live, that would be an awfully big adventure. One that I am sure I do not want to miss.

I promise I will never forget you for as long as I live. Please take care of yourself, and the lost boys. If my brothers wish to return home, please bring them. I don’t want them to come home and have missed their child hood here; for that is un fair on them even if you think it is not.

Please visit me, even if you are upset for this like you were the time before.  Don’t leave me waiting forever, for my window will always be open for you to visit, or even stay.

Nobody can live forever, not even you Peter. I just want you to be happy, wither that mean staying here forever then so be it.

I will miss you dearly Peter.

Love always;

Your darling

Wendy

I have been away for so long, I have almost forgotten...

Why I have a splendid idea! I doubt it would be difficult to bring Christmas to Neverland would it? Oh but I surely can not do it alone...I do not suppose any one is kind enough to help? For it would be delightful to see a smile on the lost boys faces.