Aug 7
Kyle and I have been dating for less than two weeks, but it's so bothersome to be fake at work, so we talked to our managers, and then displayed affection very obviously at a bar hang with a bunch of coworkers. Hard launch.
I'm glad we did, but now I'm realizing that it is resulting in me feeling like we are more serious than we ever even discussed being. We went from no one knowing that we were hanging out, sleeping together, etc, to like 10+ people finding out and "supporting us."
We spend a lot of time just looking at each other. Kyle whispered to me tonight that he likes looking into my eyes and I swear I teetered on a panic attack, twice.
I'm not sure I'm ready for this at all.
