no angel

delusional girl.

i bet he thinks im sooooo annoying. i assume he didnt even notice that i was sick last week. i dont know what to do. i guess the best thing to do is think about myself and make a wonderful life for myself.

i guess i like him more than he likes me.

i think he hates me……i try to dissect what i did wrong. what did i doooooooo????

life is lil too much these days. i deserve some rest.

why is eating so difficult.

love is way too complicated for me.

i feel stupid facing him tomorrow. he probably thinks im a weirdo, which i am ofc but i just want him to like me. but whatever i will just go to work and do my job and go tf home. i should just accept the fact that it will never be mutual.

unrequited love.

oopsie started a streak with cms. today was so disappointing again. im soooo sure he thinks im a fucking freak stalker weirdo.