mattias

| mattias or ias | he/him | INTP-T | minor, I will not disclose my age. | I'm a teenage boy that downloaded tumblr to let media further rot my brain. I don't plan on posting often, but if I do, you can expect true crime rants. aside from that, I will just comment and reblog things.

wanna know more about me? I know you do, because I'm so fucking cool. just keep reading ahead.

)) ⌖ GENERAL INFO:

I speak english and german.

i have spotify and tumblr. i've been considering discord, but these are my only two socials for now. I will chat on either, and I encourage chatting with me on tumblr. please request my spotify if you'd like to chat on there too.

i'm a cal gabriel and 'the man' (from nin's downward spiral) fictionkin. i'd say i'm okay with doubles interacting with my blog, but I would prefer not to discuss it if you are a double.

very active on tumblr until school starts back. (august-may)

I interact with 🍵🌊🌊 , but I am in no way part of the community or identify with it. I feel deeply for the victims and all affected by the perps I post/talk about, and I research said victims and effects just as frequently as I do the perps themselves.

i am diagnosed add and tourette's by a professional, also suspected aspd/sociopathy and c-ptsd.

i am an agender bisexual. I am completely okay with and prefer male terms.

)) ⌖ DNI:

basic criteria (homo/transphobics, racists, pedos, proshippers, political right-wingers, sexists, bigots, etc.)

GENUINE perp shippers. whether its shipping yourself with a perp or shipping a perp with another perp, ex. dylric, caldre.

pretentious or extremely edgy people.

antinatalists.

colt, adam, salvador, alyssa, arthur, religiously/racially motivated perp fans (with the exception of dylann r.)

'saint' or 'hero' mentality over perps.

tadc/helluva boss/hazbin hotel fans.

incels or femcels.

adults/over 18.

)) ⌖ BELIEFS/BYI:

block me if you see something you do not like or agree with.

I am a humanist misanthrope.

I am pro-life with the obvious exception of 🍇 cases and situations where the mothers life is at risk.

I am a firm leftist.

I have a superiority complex.

I believe gender as we know it is a social construct used to further oppress and separate us.

I outwardly express empathy the best I can, but I do not feel it, just rare and situational feelings of sympathy.

I am a christian-leaning agnostic, and while I respect religious people, I do not hold any respect for religions besides christianity.

I agree with most principles of social darwinism.

I like the idea of anarchy, I am an anarchist, but I do not believe it would work in practice.

)) ⌖ INTERESTS:

favorite cases/perps (I do not condone at all whatsoever.)

e.h is my absolute favorite in terms of research, he's the coolest motherfucker around. I relate to him immensely and I feel that made me more drawn to him and the clmb case as a whole, aside from its huge social impact, being the 'blueprint' on school violence since 1999. other perps I find intriguing due to cases or lives are andrew b./randy s., robbie h., vlad r., kip k., dylann r., nikita L./artyom a., and timothy m.

hobbies

I enjoy writing when I have motivation (which isn't very often.) I usually write on true crime, and I am currently working on an essay on mental health and its play on school violence.

I collect physical media, such as cds (cdsnuts😂) and vinyls, of my favorite artists. I have worked up quite the cd collection via depop and barnes & noble despite only starting it less than a month ago.

I love research and learning new things on many topics, but I mainly stay in the realm of true crime and music or bands. I'm a sucker for concept albums.

I love youtube and watch it in my free time, specifically commentary, comedy, video essays, and asmr (unapologetically). some of my favorite youtubers are danny gonzalez, benoftheweek, funkyfrogbait, flamingo, dire trip, natitude, ryan beard, joe bart, family friendly, and weirdo inc.

movies/films

I'm honestly not a big movie guy, so any movie I do enjoy, I hold very close to my heart. my favorites are zero day, donnie darko, duck!, I was a teenage strangler, erotic survivor (as joey smack's #1 fanboy), natural born killers, and my suicide/archie's final project. In terms of shows, I shamelessly adore young sheldon. It is honestly the only show I watch and has been since 2024. I also like a few musicals, like heathers and green day's american idiot musical, though I don't dabble in them much anymore after growing out of that phase.

video games

I've grown more into games this past year, especially since my stepdad recovered his ps3 guitar. I play lots of green day rock band and cod with my younger brother on playstation, and games like minecraft, doom on the down low, and wolfenstein 3d (a personal favorite) on my shitty windows laptop. I've wanted to play ddlc for a while, but I simply haven't gotten around to it.

)) ⌖ MUSIC TASTE:

agent orange,, alice in chains,, avenged sevenfold,, desaparecidos,, eminem,, filter,, the front bottoms,, green day, HIM,, hole,, insane clown posse,, kmfdm,, L7,, linkin park,, lucia cifarelli,, marilyn manson,, miss construction,, misfits,, my chemical romance,, nine inch nails,, nirvana,, nolan gate,, officer negative,, rammstein,, slowdive,, the smashing pumpkins,, suicidal tendencies,, tzar bombah,, злые гномы

I am very knowledgeable on every band listed and I'm always up for discussing them or sharing my favorites from them.