homeboy.

Can you tone it down with the seriousness? I’m not used to this sight, Soo. Haha.

Here we go again with the Dead Haha Era. It’s been what? The third time we’re at it? Seems like I’ll forever be stupid in this aspect of life. 

This kind of hurt..how do you cure it, Dr. Do? You’re a cardiologist, so I think it’s best to consult you with matters of the heart (Although, I have always consulted you about these things ever since). But then again, I think it’s not my heart that has a problem. Maybe..it’s my head? My thinking capacity seems to betray me every time I get involved with things that require my emotions. Could it be my hormones’ fluctuating levels? 

I don’t know, Soo. I want a logical explanation for this. 

Why does it keep happening to me? Why, when all things are just starting to turn into something–or maybe I got it all wrong and assumed there was “something” when in reality it was “nothing”? All I have are questions but where are the answers? Am I just being overly dramatic about this or do you understand what I am trying to get across?

Take it easy but don’t preempt what’s about to happen? Bullshit. I did just that, risked so much even if I was scared of it all. Look at where that logic took me. 

Fucking pathetic.

I am fucking tired, Kyungsoo. Tired won’t even fit for the level of exhaustion I have. I feel so fucking stupid for letting my guard down so easily. I should have kept my walls up because I’ll never be enough for anything or to anyone.

I just want to be okay. Forget feelings, I just want to think about myself. I want to be selfish again because I’m so scared. I’m so scared of going through the same three-month slump I had before. I’ve had enough of moping around, hating myself, and trying to put back pieces of myself that I’ve lost along the way. It was a long, painful wait before I’ve had my shit together. However, I’ve made another slip up and I’m back to square one…

I don’t know where this will take me or how long it will take for me to be back on my feet, and this uncertainty scares me. 

I want someone to tell me where the fuck do I always go wrong, so I can fix myself and avoid subjecting myself to another self-loathing pit. I want to feel enough. If there’s a secret for being okay, please tell me. 

Now that I have your attention, please support my group in our upcoming comeback! 

But just to give a heads up (even if no one really asked for it): Hi. Yes, I am still alive. Things just have been so so busy since the start of 2017. We finished the Flight Log: Turbulence tour and there’s also the comeback preparations. So, yeah. That pretty much explains why my ass is never on here.

Wanna catch up? I’m on Twitter (I still have my aim but i’m barely on there). If you want to, feel free to follow me @_gudetamark.

Anyway, it’s a little late--wait, no. It is late. Time to rest so I’ll have energy for the practice tomorrow. See you whenever and don’t forget to give our album a listen once it’s out!

I’m one out!

Mark 

{’ leaves the gift bag somewhere that he is sure to find it, inside, the bag contains the following gifts: one, two, along with a short note written on a festive christmas card }

I often ask myself: What is a true meaning of Christmas? I’ve come to conclusion that it represents hope. A miracle. Birth of the spark in our hearts. May you take care of that spark for years to come. May it warm you from within. It’s the kind of fire which won’t turn your world to ashes. It’s there to be a guiding light on your journey.

I wanted to share my beloved Christmas carol with you as a gift. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas. [ ♬ ]

Seo Joohyun.

즐거운 크리스마스 보내세요 서주현

This is a little late but I do hope you had a great time during the holidays, Seohyun noona! I also hope the new year is treating you right because you deserve it. I’m still looking forward to the treat you promised me.. And I need to tell you about the gift I wished from Seo Santa. I think…I got it. . Thank you and let's talk soonーwhen both of our schedules clear up.

You don’t know how much you mean to me. (Yuck.) I’m glad we were able to spend so much time together this year, what with our busy schedules forever in crossroads. I hope 2017 will be a better year for you, for us, and for everyone. (I sound like we’re a couple. God forbid. NO. NO TO INCESTUOUS RELATIONSHIPS.) Here are a couple of books I wanted to give you, both for entertainment and enlightenment. And finally, this one. For our favorite vice. 

Happy holidays, Marky boy. Don’t go #MARKATTACK-ing!… without me having a livestream. 

FRILL LUV EST. ‘93,

Keppy.

Keppy, What the fuck. It feels like I’m writing a letter for a significant other. Since we’re at it, thank you for being with me last 2016. You know how tough 2016 was for me, for you, for us (I will seriously throw up after this). But you were there through it all even if saving me sends you to heaven. Maybe, you’re my guardian angel in sinner disguise. By the way, I think you’ve interchanged the books. On second thought, I guess I can also be entertained by Bible stories, and be enlightened by that guidebook about not being a dick. I thought we’re going to be good boys this year but screw it. Let’s try out that thing you got for our favorite vice. There’s always next year for our resolution. Kidding. Love you, Keppy. I’ll give you your gift when you show your ass up, you d******* bitch. #FRILL LUV EST. ‘93, Betsy

☆彡 Hi, everyone! This is GOT7′s flying member Mark Tuan, wishing you all a Belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

So, I’m making this post to make up for my absence last Christmas thank everyone who had been a part of the previous year’s adventure. Hopefully, we’ll stay in touch in the coming year. And as for the people who I rarely/haven’t had the chance to interact with because of my introverted ass (that I will TRY to get rid of in 2017), I hope we’ll become like that famous song from The Chainsmokers. You know, Closer.