"be in love with someone who doesn't make you think that love is hard." it took me so long to realize that, even when i have read that quote many times before. but now, finally, in this exact situation, i fully understand the meaning of that sentence. and now that i do understand that and a few other things, i finally have the motivation to build myself again, fix the broken parts, and some day, as soon as possible, to be happy. if the person you love makes your life harder and your feelings sadder and darker, let go. if they make you cry more than laugh, walk away. if you feel more anxious and depressed than happy and relaxed because of them, it's not good for you. if you have to fight for them every second but they do nothing for you, stop fighting. if you have to cry yourself to sleep every night just because you're not sure if they're gonna leave you tomorrow, it should be you leaving them. sadly, so many person are in unhealthy relationships just because we take the love we think we deserve. if you can't love yourself, loving somebody else can be very hard and tiring for you. i just wanna say to you all that i hope that some day you can love yourself. each and every part of you. even the "ugly" parts that you've been ashamed of. and the day you can finally love yourself, maybe you'll realize how much more you really deserve. and maybe, just maybe, you'll be able to finally love someone who doesn't make you think love is hard. even when it's actually really hard (because love is never easy), that person should make you feel unconditionally happy and bring beautiful things to your life. because you all are worth it.