The Real Her

i always tend to remember you aren’t anything like the person i fell in love with, forgetting neither am i.

presiento que la próxima vez que te vea, te veré con ojos muy diferente.

como te deseo esta noche.

“i’d really like it if you lost sleep with me tonight..”

and the way you admire the moon, i admire you.

half empty or half full?

how much different would life have been?

i’ll send this to you when the time is right.💐

take all the chance you can so in the end you won’t be left wondering what could’ve been.

wish we had more memories. but thank you for being so patient with me. i miss your curly white hair. i’ll never forget the first time i cut your hair. must’ve been last year around this time.

and when the sun starts to rise, you appear in my subconscious to remind me to have a good day.

i keep seeing you in others. peace overfills my spirit because i know i will always have a piece of you for the duration of my life. i see your bright smile in others. i see your caring eyes in others. i see your face when i close my eyes. and when im missing you, i feel your presence consoling me. i feel your love and i wish i would’ve expressed mine while you were still here. i always thought we’d have more time but you make me feel that there were no words that needed to be said for you to know how much you meant to me. you reminded me that love just transmits.

it’s been so long i can’t remember if this is what love feels like.

i miss the way your eyes light up when you smile.