Impossible is Nothing.

I think of the hardest things I have had to deal with this school year is really being alone and just feeling unappreciated. 

What's wrong with me?

Somedays it really feels like this is too much. I can't do this, feeling like nobody wants me.

Do you know how hard it is to know that you're about to enter a very hard time of your life in and all you can do is just sit there....

I really am not excited to go back... :(

For the first time ever, I'm not excited to go back to school. I am absolutely dreading it. The minute I go back everything is going to be so stressful and lonely again.

I HATE PEOPLE SOMETIMES. Holy hell, is it so hard to just be reliable for crying out loud?????

Everyone keeps asking what I want for Christmas this year and the truth is that nothing I really want can be bought.

I've come to the point where all I can do is laugh because if I don't I realize how many things in my life are screwed up and it's overwhelming.

For once could something just work out.

God, I must be the most annoying, unlikeable, person considering no one, not even people who don't know me, don't want to live with me.

Yet another reason, why I hate that I have no close friends that are guys here.

I miss New York City.

It has not been my semester.... At all.

My mental health is at a really low point right now, but there is no time to even take care of myself.

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS SEMESTER. THIS IS FREAKING INSANE. I SWEAR I AM GOING TO EXPLODE.

I think I finally understand why people say that if you are always too scared to get hurt you're going to miss out on some pretty great things.