life so far

in my smoker era

literally forgot to post more pictures so this is all i'll be sharing

theyre the light of my life :]

and our overnight trip has officially ended yesterday with us having to go home and sleep the happy tiredness away.

i absolutely adore this stupid little photo of our shoes. and with the filter, it's perfect. everything is perfect and just right with them.

will be posting more pictures soon,

me and my best friends ♡

posting this bc i cant really express how excited i am for our overnight trip to the city. it's the first time we'll be hanging out for this long. literally have been friends since we were 13 or 14 and this is our first trip of just us so yeah im anxious excited

shes my cousin i love her

she now lives in a different country. we talked about things we missed out on the other's life in the few years we haven't spoken with each other. and when it was time for me to talk about mine, i told her all about my struggle of fitting in where i've been living my entire life, like im supposed to be somewhere else. like it feels wrong for me to be here. and this is what she told me:

me: do you feel the same? why do i kind of feel like you do?

her: remember when i still lived there? yeah, i used to.

me: but do you feel happy now -- where you are, and how your life is going?

her: yes. i'm happy now.

me: well, that's good.

and everything just clicked you know? so maybe i did outgrow my hometown. now what? i cant just pick up and go wherever, i cant afford that. so now what?

it turns out: road trips dont actually suck when i dont get car sick :]

the only pictures i took of today

... because i had fun

i also cried under the shade of a tree, sitting on the sand. then i watched and felt the waves hit my feet to feel better after

it was nice

off and went out of town to go on a beach trip with my cousins

hopefully it won't suck as much as this car ride since we had to go on separate cars and i unfortunately had to go with my younger cousins and their dad who was driving, while the other just had my older cousins in it

one fortunate thing is that i get bad car sickness so all i had to do was go sleep and forget about this awful car ride all around

and we're finally at the beach !

finally arrived home but here's a picture from my dinner out last night before traveling back !

and my baby

greeted by a different sunrise this morning <3 im with my cousins today and visiting the province until the rest of the weekend

the sad foam flat on the ground im laying on woke me from my nap and i just remembered these pictures so im posting them now at a very untimely hour for sunrise skies

of course i write too. who wouldve thought

a reminder 4 myself bc i derealize often and this is just comforting to me ♡

sick sick sick so we like danger

this song has been on repeat through my headphones since the day it was released

went to a boba place near my house today. i got this grapefruit juice thing and it probably is the best drink they have on their menu. and yes these are the seats they have in the shop idefk

caught sight of a rainbow today <3