fuck you

just found out i've been abandoned by god which means he's not watching anything i do anymore. you should come over.

You're beautiful even on days where you haven't showered or brushed your hair or changed into fresh clothes. You are not disgusting or too far gone to try and take care of yourself, you deserve to feel happy and clean. You are worth it. You are worth feeling better. Try one self care task at a time. You got this sweetie.

*masturbates for dopamine*

recovery can be difficult and can take a lot longer than you expected. don’t be hard on yourself for getting burnt out. have compassion even when it feels like your not recovering “fast enough” or “correctly.” everyone is on their own path.

a keeper but ill never beg to be kept

hope you think of me and it fucks you up

i want you to know that you live rent free in my heart. you have since the very first day i knew you.

doctors will be like. yeah. there’s something so so so so wrong with you. idk what and I don’t really care

the sun streams through your window in that specific way every morning solely for the purpose of helping you reconnect with your inner child immediately when you wake up

i have no idea what’s happening w my life at this point. i just make cute playlists and admire sunlight on chilly fall mornings

physically i’m here but mentally i’m floating face down in a river

I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

I'm definitely a " think you're lying to me but okay" type of person.

funny that he used to say that i was crazy